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Sobriety

Today I am 6months and 30 days sober, it's been a bumpy road. Learning about my character defects , the fact that I am really very transactional when it comes to service and emotions which is not a good thing but NA has helped me to see that I must do things out of love for my fellow man but ofcourse loves starts my family first before a stranger. First things first yesterday I realised what my concept of god is it is the ability to believe that everything in the universe is worshipping and is controlled by god . If you look after everything or anyone in the universe .God will look after. This was my illuminating moment.