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chat….i have taken a L from which i will never ever recover. ohhhh my god. just put me out of my misery i will never ever come back from this. my life is over i fear
#WE COULD HAVE HAD IT ALL CHAT#IM SO SO DISTRAUGJT OH MY GOD😭😭😭#EYE TWITCH. I HATE IT HERE#WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY#PLEEEEASE WHY
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i just want to achieve something for once in my life why isn’t that allowed
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surprisingly excited for school 😁😁
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im like if a nerdy virgin was a voluptuous young woman
#spencer reid on the inside megan thee stallion on the outside#minus spencer’s iq and megan’s abs#sometimes guys hit on me expecting a good time but instead get my undiagnosed autism
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i wish i could act like a real person and not die of the exertion of it
#i have fleeting moments of successfully passing as a nice well adjusted person#ik i sound dramatic i dont even care im so exhausted i could cry#cannot possibly take more of this#feel like i get worse instead of better at it
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not to be edgy but im really really tired of having something really wrong with me but not having a name for it
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my best friend has a new bf and my other best friend is out of state and my other friends are ghosting, working, and traveling so 😁😁 yippee social summer!!!!
#i want to hang out w my friends all day every day#that’s what summer is for other than working☹️#i only work part time i have so many more hours to fill with fun and friendship activities☹️#so bored and lonely#and low key pissed bc how come u guys said u wanted to do a beach trip in the summer#and then when we were well into summer i texted abt a beach trip#and NOBODY HAS ANSWERED???????#one of my best friends i haven’t heard from since early june……#last text i sent was a happy birthday text that she never answered over a month ago😙😙#why are they ghosting me and then making plans w random ass ppl what happened to being bffs😞#these are not the same friends i was spending every day of high school with i am SICK
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MFW IM NOT GOOD ENOIGH
mfw im not good enough 😮
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no friends it’s just me, spencer reid, and lady miss kay these days
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just spent $20 on a shirt. i am in financial ruin
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hello internet diary. im ovulating and losing my ever loving mind over matthew gray gubler u guys don’t even know. i need that man. mr gray gubler if ur out there i know ur over double my age but i do not care. this is an open invitation. on a slightly unrelated note i love criminal minds and i think overall the series stayed good to the end but the last couple of seasons absolutely had some moments of shit ass wattpad writing and the worst example of that is season 15 episode 6 “date night.” what in the ever loving fuck was that. i want to see more of reid being traumatized by cat i dont want to see them having weird sexual tension. even if they are both hot and sexy that is not what i wanted from them. i want to see him miserable and extremely unwell after all she’s done to him. i do not need to see them making out no matter the circumstances regardless of how hot they are!!!! and the scene at the end when reid is talking to maxine???? wtf was the dialogue they gave him???? like shit man if i had to say those lines i wouldn’t come back for the reboot either. they did his ass so dirty. and i don’t hate maxine but im sorry she’s just too hallmark i cannot imagine her and reid being endgame in my head they break up very soon after the series ends. i picture them having a very short lived relationship with an amicable breakup bc she’s fine but not great and doesn’t make much sense with reid in my opinion. i miss maeve i wish she didn’t get obliterated i wish she and spencer lived happily ever after and they had little babies like he wanted. anyways if anyone sees matthew gray gubler out on the town please tell him i say hi
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i feel like having emotional outbursts
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i just want to read something about my blorbo being miserable. why did you all have to make everything a self insert thing
#can’t have shit in detroit🙄#i don’t want to read ur shitty self insert shipping nonsense. i want someone to slam my blorbos skull against a wall & let me read about it#this man would not want u stop flattering urself and stop writing y/n smut😭😭#i just want him to be alone and miserable pleeaase
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ugly crying over this show im watching. Bro OUCH
#IT HURTS SOOO BAD#some fictional deaths just hit u like they’re real mf life😭😭#i can’t go on watching this show without them😭😭 (im gonna)#everything about those two characters was perfectly executed beginning to end#god. i digress
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WHAT DO I WANT TO DO WITH MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#follow up question: what am i CAPABLE of doing with my life#BC IT FEELS LIKE VERY LITTLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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finals are making me foaming at the mouth balls to the walls insane
#I FEEL LIKE I FUCKING BOMBED CALC#ME AND CALC???? WE GET EACH OTHER. WE UNDERSTAND EACH OTHER.#I LOVE CALCULUS AND SHE LOVES ME.#BUT I FUCKING NEGLECTED HER TO FOCUS ON MY HARD SCARY COMP SCI CLASS#I TOOK CALC FOR GRANTED. AND LOOK WHERE IT GOT ME!!!!!!#IF I DONT GET AN A IN CALC BC I BOMBED THIS FINAL…………#I WILL ACTUALLY SHOOT MYSELF IN THE FACE W A BAZOOKA
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