a continuous stream of consciousness between realities. he/they/xe.
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Do you script or do you use non-script method?
i script! i have severe anxiety so i like that i can get the itty bitty details in written form. i also like the organizational aspect to it, which makes me feel a lot more comfortable!
i’ve considered just winging it a few times, especially when i haven’t finished a script and really want to shift to a certain dr, but i don’t generally end up going through with it.
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Acel's Documentation of the Multiverse

here i'll be logging things about my shifts. where I went, what happened, how long I stayed, all that cool stuff. might even just talk about people I meet and how cool or uncool they are.

→ CANDYCRUSH (Original Kpop BG)
→ Criminal Minds
→ MCYT (Lifesteal SMP)
→ F1 Driver (Ferrari)
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Welcome to Me ❆

My name is Acel, although i'm a lot like a hoarder when it comes to names and pronouns. Names I also go by are Io, Clancy (like the guy from the twenty one pilots lore), Antares, Achilles, and an amalgamation of whatever sounds feel right in the moment. Names aren't real, but I am, yk? In terms of pronouns, I use he/they/xe primarily, but anything other than she/her is acceptable to me.
I'm bodily 18, although I have too many people in my brain for it to really count for anything. from day to day I go between myself, to a British man in his forties, to a 1920s germophobe who's terrified of water, to a collection of closeted gays from the 80s, et cetera, et cetera. if it wasn't made obvious, i'm an alter in a DID system. I'm the original host and the current host, although my current host status is mostly because the gatekeeper that I have beef with won't let me out of front.
I live in Canada currently, although there are quite a few other places I live, depending on which reality we're talking about. sometimes I walk the halls of the school that I go to and I get hit with a wall of axe body spray, and my first thought is that I could literally be in Monaco in that exact moment, but i'm not. and that's my motivation.
i grew up very spiritual. my mom is the number one believer in the power of the universe, but when I told her about shifting she was just like "do you mean astral projection?" and I thought wow okay open minded queen in the most simultaneously affectionate and sarcastic way possible.
i love my mom. she's the weather goddess. i've seen her create lightning from the clouds during the rain. I've witnessed her control the wind, control how the clouds form in sky. she loves nature. she protects me from the aliens, which she says are real. i'm not sure if I believe her on that one, but anything is possible because we're possible. she talks to our three cats and they talk back. she says I can hear their words too if I listen hard enough. she made an oven explode once. she talked shit about country music to a famous country singer when she was in university. she was a supporter of gay rights in a rural country town in the 80s. she's my biggest inspiration.
i'm a singer, an actor, not so much a dancer but I make do. I love singing, but I get a lot of vocal dysphoria. everyone that has heard me sing says that I sound like an angel, and I take the compliments even though I don't always feel like they're true.
my music taste is all over the place, and I feel like that gives me whimsy. I like Laufey, but I also like Odetari, and I also like Will Wood. I feel like the fact that I have so much variety in what I listen to is what makes me so bright and whimsical.
i love playing board games with my friends, especially Life and Clue. we play Uno as well when we hang out.
i also read! my current book is The Hundred Years War On Palestine by Rashid Khalidi. I'm not reading it for fun, but because having the information is essential. I've taken breaks from this book like three times because of how hard it is to read, but i'm sticking to it because I know I should.
i'm going to university in September for Psychology, which i'm super excited about! and if it actually turns out to be the worst choice for me to ever make, i'll just change my major to history and then go to teacher's college after getting my degree.
i have many interests, but my main ones are Kpop, Shifting, Minecraft, The Lifesteal SMP, and Formula One.
in terms of shifting, I've been aware of it since around December of 2020. spent days making a Harry Potter script even though the main era bores me?? but I thought for a few weeks there that I could only shift to Harry Potter. anyways I now know better (obviously) and I no longer have a Harry Potter Dr for the main era. Marauders is a bit of a different story, but idk i've been thinking of abandoning it recently.
my main drs are my Lifesteal MCYT Dr and my F1 driver dr. and maybe my criminal minds dr. I started watching cm for the first time on a whim like 4 months ago and it was the best decision i've ever made I think. I just get a bit annoyed that I cant watch episodes alone because both of my parents got invested so we have to watch it together.
i've minishifted like twice, which is cool, but I'm getting closer to a full shift, I can feel it.
in terms of minishifting, I don't really define it in the way of opening my eyes in my dr for a few seconds and then shifting back, like I would consider that a full shift for me. I define minishifting for me like hearing sounds from your dr but not being fully there if you know what I mean?
thank you for reading my silly little ramble about whatever :3
#shifting antis dni#also don't mind me redoing this I wanted to just ramble on and on and on and on and
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