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“My only relief is to sleep. When I’m sleeping I’m not sad, I’m not angry, I’m not lonely, I’m nothing.”

— Jillian Medoff

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“We are homesick most for the places we have never known.”

— Carson McCullers

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The most beautiful people we have known are those who have known defeat, known suffering, known struggle, known loss, and have found their way out of the depths. These persons have an appreciation, a sensitivity, and an understanding of life that fills them with compassion, gentleness, and a deep loving concern. Beautiful people do not just happen.

Elisabeth Kübler-Ross (via quotemadness)

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WRONG OR RIGHT?

So lets talk about how the world gives you so many hardships in life. yah ever think about why after all those good acts that you did yah still receive hardships in life? many times we asked ourselves if we are really doing the right thing .. sometimes just because of an impulsive act we tend to overdo decision making that ends us to self conflicts. funny it is that we are struggling just because of WHAT IS GOING ON INSIDE OUR MIND. in this world where doing good is right, we still have this turning tables of doing bad for the purpose of goodness. We have this in life where we need to do something in opposite of good for the situation to turn RIGHT. So is it considered WRONG OR RIGHT? 

How will we know if we did the right thing?

If the outcome of what you are doing is great, does it favor the bad things you did in the process ? Should we consider doing bad in our decisions? There is always bad in every good. How are we going to process the thought of doing what is good if the only choice left in us is to be bad...

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9 minutes before 3am

More thoughts of you..

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““There’s this one person who you love, who you want to love and who you shouldn’t be loving.””

— Kathy B.

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“There comes a day when you realise turning the page is the best feeling in the world, because you realise there’s so much more to the book than the page you were stuck on.”

— Zayn Malik

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Today, my eyes got puffy. Why do sadness waits its turn when happiness comes around. Why would the world happened to be a place for people who does not believe in constant things. Why do i keep sighing and stares blankly thinking that walls being in detailed has the most searched feeling i am looking. My mind keeps talking, as every words goes out ... things gets too complicated..The sun came to me with a brightest smile, and follows me as i walk quietly from the old street of life. There's an ease from the point of complicated ways.. Knowing that light is not a haze. My eyes got puffy from the moist of the earth... i dont know why but i really feel hurt.

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Lying at night with the phone on full brightness, listening to the radio with lovers chatting.. Staring on the wall trying to connect self questions from the inner unknown thoughts.

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When the heart speaks, the mind finds it indecent to object.

Milan Kundera (via quotemadness)

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Goodbye Feelings ..

I wish i have this kind of confidence to reach the outer part of my world. I looked down over my feelings for almost half of my teen age life. I wasnt actually Confident enough to persuade myself to look alright all the time. I have this feelings which i hide most of the time. I deny things that came up from obvious situations i had. I cant stop looking back to our old days.. I never thought you'll be someone who can take responsibility more specifically on your age. I never once thought you can do things like that. I feel sorry and thankful at the same time.. I feel sorry that you have this challenge on your life right now.. But i know.. God is within you.. I know you can do it and you can make the best out of it.. I am thankful .. Thankful that u came to me.. thankful that u shared ur life and some sweetness i've never imagined before.. I am really thankful and blessed to have it. Now that this feelings will no longer continue living, I am now setting it free.. GOODBYE TO MY FEELINGS .. You are now free 😞

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If one wishes to escape the risk of belief, it is as if one wanted to know with certainty that he can swim before going into the water.

Soren Kierkegaard (via quotemadness)

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Self care isn’t always pretty , it’s not always candles and a bathtub full of roses , sometimes it’s forcing yourself to get out of bed and dragging yourself , sometimes it’s the pep talk you give to yourself or the quick cry in the corner . sometimes it is convincing yourself to do all these things you should be doing but you have no will whatsoever , sometimes it’s cutting some ties no matter how precious they were , sometimes it’s the bitter medicine you need to give yourself . Self care isn’t always pretty but it’s so worth it .

Kriti.G (via wnq-writers)

sometimes self care is about findinh who u are