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hi everyone. i have some good news and really bad news to share. the good news is, i passed my exam. i didn't pass the first time i took it, but my retest was last friday and this time i did. i was extremely relieved since working and dealing with classes and the stress of it was very hard on me. so i'm glad that it's done. now for the bad news, ( tw: animal sickness / death ) my dog, who i've had for around nine years, went to the vet yesterday for what we thought was going to be the start of his arthritis treatment. the vet told us late december that he was starting to have it and eventually, we would need to give him a monthly injection to treat it, so when we went there, that was the only thing we were expecting to do. however, the vet checked him out and felt like something was wrong so she did an xray and my lovely baby boy has an enlarged spleen and two+ tumors (which she's almost completely sure is cancer) in his liver. as he's 12 (i adopted him when he was three) she did not recommend surgery and felt that it would only give him pain if he managed to pull through and as the tumors/spleen were causing him have trouble walking (what we thought was actually the cause of his arthritis), she told us to humanely euthanized him as he would not have the quality of life. we will be saying goodbye to him tomorrow at 3pm. i spent the whole day with him today and tomorrow me and my dad are going to give him an amazing last day before the appointment. this is the first time i've had to deal with losing a pet and the pain i've been feeling since yesterday is something i've never felt before. tomorrow is probably going to be the hardest thing i've ever done and i'm terrified of going back home knowing he won't be there anymore. he's been with me since i moved out of my parent's place, i never lived alone without him. i won't be too active until probably may 1st. i may come on earlier than that if i need to keep my mind occupied so i wanted to let you guys know i won't be online much (if at all) until then. thank you for understanding.

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your girl passed her last exam!!!!!!!!! ill be back to indie v soon 🥹

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CAILEE SPAENY priscilla (2023)

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soooo your girl failed her exam 😭 only by three questions but im still sad. im retaking it this upcoming friday so i guess we’ll see how it goes.

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i'm so stressed. i'm taking my last exam on friday and if i pass then i'm done with everything and i can come back to indie. pls wish me luck! i'm gonna need it lmao.

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#sometimes babygirl is a 48 year old man

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guess who has pneumonia 🫠🙃

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hi! just wanted to make a quick note that i won't be online much until my exam on april 9th. once i pass it (hopefully 😭), i'll be back to reply to drafts and ims!

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PEDRO PASCAL as JAVIER PEÑA Narcos (2015-2017) | insp

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i passed my exam! now i only have one left in april and im done 😭

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hi! just wanted to note that i won't be on much as i'm studying for a test on friday. i'll be online a bit after but then i need to start studying for my next exam which i'm taking in april. i hope everyone is doing well.

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PEDRO PASCAL SAG Awards | 2024

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the last few days have been a mess 🫠 but ill try my best to be online tomorrow or wednesday.

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hi, sorry for disappearing! we had a big storm and we lost power (& wifi) but it’s back on now. i should be online tonight to do replies to drafts & ims.

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we're working on a movie/show together and we just finished our first kissing scene but when the director said "cut" we kept kissing a little longer because it was so good — and now there's a weird tension between us because you're dating someone else/i'm dating someone else/we're both dating someone else but damn i want to keep kissing you

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a  plot  where  muse  a  receives  the  wedding  invitation  for  muse  b’s  wedding  ,  but  finds  out  that  in  the  back  of  the  invitation  there  is  a  handwritten  note  saying  ‘  i’m  getting  married  to  someone  else  ,  but  you’re  the  true  love  of  my  life  ’  .  i  live  for  this  type  of  angst  .

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𝙀𝙇𝙊𝙄𝙎𝙀 𝙄𝙎𝙉'𝙏 𝙎𝙐𝙍𝙀 𝙃𝙊𝙒 but the second she feels a hand on her hip, she knows it's stefan. perhaps it's because she's been around him for so long that she's so familiar with his presence, or maybe there was something more powerful at play, but as her eyes met his, she can't help but smile. the music was loud, but she's able to understand his words and while she knows that this was probably not the best idea, to literally dance with temptation, she can't stop herself from nodding and moving closer to him. they were in another country, away from home and if there was a time to make some mistakes, it was now. they could always pretend that nothing happened once they were back in new york... right? while still moving to the beat, her hands move up his toned arms, then his shoulders, until they rest loosely around his neck and she doesn't think twice about pressing herself against him. they were so close, she had to wonder if he could feel how fast her heart was racing through the fabric of her pink dress.

these trips were actually something that stefan had enjoyed, getting to see new places every so often, and he'd just liked getting to see how his places were doing in other locations. bringing elouise along was second nature, partly because she was his right hand person, but also because he'd liked to spoil her when he could - even if it was just by paying for the trip, and claiming it was all work. she had worked hard and deserved the fun when they weren't stuck in meetings. today was no different, as they'd decided to get dinner tomorrow instead, and just have the night to do as they pleased, he wasn't sure what her plan was going to be. and while normally stefan would stay far away from any kind of nightclub, he did have to check out this place as the resort was brand new. it was how he'd found himself wandering through the crowded establishment, happy to see not only workers but guests enjoying themselves as well. he'd only barely gotten there when he caught a familiar looking face, pausing for a moment as he watched her. god, she was gorgeous, in everyday life, but also now as she was just letting the music take over her body. he was never going to be able to get her out of his mind, no matter how hard he'd tried. married or not, stefan hadn't cared at this point, they were so far from home and deserved to have some fun. crossing over the dancefloor to where she was, he'd let his hand reach out to grab her hip, turning her around to face him. ❝ dance with me. ❞