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Oh to be sleepy and crawl into bed with someone who's warm and safe and you know will take care of you in all the right ways, who'll hold you and tell you that its all gonna be okay.

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European Jews on Ellis Island protest against their deportation to Germany, 1936

via reddit

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im literally not exaggerating when i tell you guys this video saved my life

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I feel like this sums up my ed

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Accepting that life is an endless cycle of clearing space for new people new things and new places

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hey sorry it's just that i don't think i'm very good at being a person. thanks for letting me try with you, anyway.

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All these people think love's for show But I would die for you in secret The devil's in the details, but you got a friend in me

—peace (𝒇𝒐𝒍𝒌𝒍𝒐𝒓𝒆, 𝟮𝟬𝟮𝟬)

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AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!! AHH AHHHHHH !!!!!!! AAAAAAAHHHH !!!!!! AHHHHHH AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH AHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !! AAAAAHHHH AAAAAAAAAHHHHH !! AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!! AHHH !! AHHHHHH !!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHH !!!!! AAAAAAH !!!!AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!! !! AHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!! AAAAAHHHH AAAAAAAAHHHHH AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH !!!

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Sketchbooks from Buenos Aires

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here you go everyone

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omg maybe life is worth living [i had a decent day] —> i cannot be saved [the slightest inconvenience occurs] —> i am a fucking god and everyone loves me [someone laughed at my joke] —> i am going to kill myself [i feel a little bit unwanted because of someone’s reaction]

and this shit just goes on and on and NEVER stops

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I guess we can leave the tbhc theme behind tho

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As a matter of fact, I went into my messages to find some support from users that lend out a hand last time I went through this.

It’s funny, cuz I first created a Tumblr account in the midst of “fighting” an eating disorder, and I deactivated that account when I decided I actually wanted to fight. I guess I’m fighting different demons now, but this feels a little like home.

I am filled with an odd feeling of gratefulness.

Plus, there are new features!

I’m coming back here because I’ve had another ugly mental breakdown and this always just seemed like a safe space. I don’t even remember what type of stuff I used to post here. I just hope to find a lot of kitties and inspirational poetry to learn how to live yet once again.

Also, my English could use a little practice so that’s a bonus.

Hello, world, I suppose?