i am just. not sure where to go from here. we found out today that moms cancer is everywhere. it’s in her liver and lungs and other organs and there is nothing more they can do and she doesn’t have long left and i’ve been preparing for this i knew this day was inevitable but i just didn’t think it would ever happen this quickly and i just. don’t know where to start. i vacillate between anger and fear and sadness and just pure nothingness. the main thing i feel is empty. if you can send a thought my way today — id really appreciate it.
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