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Not only am I alone I'm also fat. Just look at all these other skinny girls with their bf... I wish I were them...

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Věra Chytilová via @beladejour via @sumptuoussiren and @goregirlsdungeon

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imagine the weight you’re losing going to someone you hate

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paris hilton getting ready backstage during new york fashion week on february 16, 2001 ✨

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Current fav thinspo

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you’re anorexic, act like it.

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every time i see a girl getting picked up and spun around in the air for a moment, i immediately feel my stomach churn with the most acidic feeling of envy because i can never imagine myself being so light that i could just be lifted so effortlessly. it’s such an innocent little wish, to want to be swept off your feet like that, and it makes me so sad that it’s become a fantasy i cling onto as desperately as i do

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I feel anxious

Somehow my brain thinks food would do something against that anxiety

I eat something

Then I feel 10 times more anxious + fat + gross

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the number dropping feels so good but nothing compares to seeing your th1ghs get smaller and watching your hipb0nes stick out more and more

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From the book Never Binge Again by Glenn Livingston

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If it tastes exactly how it smells, what's even the point of absorbing those calories?? Do you WANT to make yourself fat??

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