actuallyliz

[actuallyliz]

| “if you need to be mean, be mean to me”

authors note: first post ever. i’ve had this in my drafts for months now. enjoy :)

pairing. aged-up! izuku midoryia x gn! reader

genre. angst. implied smut!

Izuku always did this. He always showed up at your place, drunk and in search of comfort, and you always foolishly let him in. You’d always allow him to dig his face in the crook of your neck and drench you in tears. You’d hold him until he pleased and gently thread your fingers through his green curls. He’d always ease at your touch and begin to spill all his worries to you before pressing you to help him forget them.

You never did oppose and even welcomed his desperate kisses. He’d pepper sloppy kisses on your skin and harshly tug your dark hair. You’d openly let him press his body against yours and use you mercilessly. You never protested, not even when he did things that weren’t to your liking such as wrapping his rough hand around your throat or calling you the wrong name. You let it all be, willful to take his frustration and pain away.

You never did blame him for using you or giving you empty promises. You never cared that he was roping you in or playing with your feelings in the meanest way possible. All you cared for was that he was simply looking at you, loving you. To you it didn’t matter that his intentions weren’t sincere or that he was being mean or selfish. All that you valued was that he held you for those fleeing hours.

You only cared that for those few hours he was yours and you were his. You didn’t care to know what led to his mean actions. They weren’t of importance when you finally had him in your embrace.