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how could I not.

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t shirt that says i survived hell and all i got was this stupid personality disorder

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Hahahahahahahaha BPD episode

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mood for the night.. :/

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i thought i was at my lowest but holy shit it gets lower

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Nobody apologized for how they treated me they just blamed me for how I reacted

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"Once your at rock bottom the only way is up-"

No you fuck you can actually somehow go lower.

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sorry for showing symptoms of the disorder i told you multiple times I have. Do you want me to kill myself?

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They should invent a new kind of Being Alive where it's not painful and it doesn't hurt constantly and actually feels worth it and you're happy for more than a few hours at a time

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Being obese with an ed especially dealing with starving yourself is a never ending battle.

All I want is to be skinny, that’s it.

All I’ve dreamt of is seeing myself thin and not a giant whale or the biggest in the room.

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Got em

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Codeine addiction save me! Codeine addiction save me!