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Sam is Dean’s baby boy. None of ya’ll will ever change my mind.

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Mr.&Mr.Winchester.

A fake trailer inspired by Mr.&Mrs Smith. Music from Fifty shades of Grey.

I own absolutely nothing.Just my twisted fantasy and shitty editing skills.Watch the tags people:)

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sam  |  15.20  |   yeah, it is     (˵ᵕ̴᷄ ᗜ ᵕ̴᷅˵)

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“spn is afraid of two men being in love!” did you watch the show. did you watch sam and dean at all. how can you miss the point that badly.

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i sleep so well knowing dean and sam are up in heaven interacting with absolutely no one but each other because they’re so codependent that the word codependent almost doesn’t cover it. rock on you mutually obsessive kings. stay enmeshed! hope your eternity is consumed by one another because i know that’s what you both want!

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Codepenchesters in every season [7/15]

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I know it’s been said before but hbo spn would just be full on brotherf*cking in episode 1

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I need you to tell me that it’s okay.

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— who will erase me?

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Thank you, series finale <3

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15x20 - Carry On

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gotta look for that one richard siken poem. for nostalgia purposes.

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But...all I ever wanted was you.

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But just think about Sam trying to be good.

Sam's always tried to be good, not for any external reward, but to try to cancel out his demonic heritage, and also simply for its own sake, because it's the right thing to do.

Prior to Season 4, he didn't know Heaven existed, but he prayed, and he hoped it did.

In Season 5, he was so sure he was already destined for Hell, he was surprised to find out his spot in Heaven was already reserved. Of course, then he signed up for the Cage soon after.

But then for a few years, he could feel more confident. He knew there was a Heaven and that he was going to go there someday. He understood, on some level, that Dean would be with him. He didn't have to be afraid of death. (It's notable that a lot of him losing his mind at Dean dying was that every time it seemed like it would happen, Dean would have wound up somewhere other than Heaven. The only time Sam even sort of moved on - Season 8 - he had partially convinced himself Dean was dead and in Heaven.)

But then a bunch of Chuck-screwiness happened, and Heaven stopped being a guarantee.

Sam probably assumed Jack had at least reopened Heaven, but he wouldn't know the rest. He was probably pretty certain Dean was there, because Dean's the best person he knows. Dean died saving people.

But he's not sure anymore if that's where he's headed. He's tried to be a good person, but so much has changed. He can't be certain.

Imagine Sam spending the rest of his life trying to be the best person he can be. Because that's who he is... but also.

It's the only way he can ever hope to see him again.

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They don’t need “Bitch” and “Jerk” anymore. They can say what they really mean now.