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psst.

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                        ❝because it means something.❞

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OF COURSE I KNOW HOW BAD I SCREWED UP!

i.indie rp blog for calder macready from boom! studio’s the woods.  ii. semi selective iii. multi ship and multi verse iv. 5 years rp experience, 3 on tumblr

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❝He was saying I had to give upEVERYTHING and take care of you, and I had just given up SO MUCH, I couldn’t DEAL with that crap. ❞

                                                        ❝YOU’RE A MONSTER, CASEY❞

┍indie the woods rp blogs first & second in the fandom selective & semi private written by asher & seth┙

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aaaaaaaaand here’s where to catch me for now! i’ll be on this (finally finished) blog while i work out what to do with mikey!

OF COURSE I KNOW HOW BAD I SCREWED UP!

i.indie rp blog for calder macready from boom! studio’s the woods.  ii. semi selective iii. multi ship and multi verse iv. 5 years rp experience, 3 on tumblr

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Send in kinks you think my muse has.

They’ll have to verify, deny or accept them.

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I highly recommend you follow the person I reblogged this from.

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i’ll be archiving this blog in a few days. no promise of him coming back as of right now, but i wanna think my choice through before giving up at all. 

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@bcbybrother

he’s only ever known the other kid as his drug dealer, which he’s always found IRONIC given his age. calder was 15, and so was micheal, so why was calder DEALING? (he’d later learn it was his brother, of course). still, there he was for another deal, money in hand. he’d had to scrounge it up, knowing from EXPERIENCE that casey took every shortage out on his younger brother, and mikey couldn’t STAND the thought that he was the reason calder showed up with BRUISES last week. 

“so why do you even stay with him?” it’s a quiet question, one he’s heard plenty himself. he and kyle weren’t exactly HEALTHY, and it was obvious. but calder wasn’t in a RELATIONSHIP, he had a shitty older brother. “get yourself emancipated. get him busted for drugs. SOMETHING. he ain’t treatin’ you right, calder. he’s fuckin’ your life up.” 

like MICHEAL’S one to talk. 

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Send a ❦ if you'd consider shipping our muses.

rpmememaker:

bonus if you add a type of ship you’d like them to be or a thread idea for our muses.

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someone plot w me while i ignore drafts

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♣

textin’ meme • accepting

for a drunk text.

{ mik } idn ont fckUING TRUST pl that can cu t onins w/ out cRYin{ mik } wtF tF?!?!{ mik } r u 1 of tohse i ned to NOW RIHT NOW

                                                           feat. @addiictus

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unpopular opinion: i really wish steven would go home and sos and victoria stayed because at least one act stayed fun and interesting 

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CONFESSIONS OF A SELF CONSCIOUS ROLEPLAYER

Reblog If:

You think your writing is terrible.

You think your ideas are terrible.

You wonder how you ended up with your followers.

You are confused as to why you have any mutuals.

You take breaks and come back to wonder if everyone has forgotten you.

You have a hard time approaching people you want to RP with.

You see blogs of the same muse RP with your mutuals and you become so afraid that you’ll be seen as less because they’re so much more.

You lose touch with your muse.

You seek validation from your mutuals and everyone around you, but you don’t ever think you’ll get it and some days, you don’t even think you deserve it.

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@toprovoke

a week after meeting danny ryder, who was honestly the healthiest person in his life in years, micheal got the news that he was DYING. danny had made an offhand comment that he should get a check up when micheal explained that the bags under his eyes were something he couldn’t get to the bottom of, and when he was home and even ADMITTED to himself that it was the drugs, he still took the advice to heart. he had been twenty, and was told it was too late. his heart would SURELY fail, whether or not he got clean. it was a real possibility he’d ignored until it was too late. he didn’t talk to danny for a week after that, ignoring texts and everything. he was too busy crying, drinking until he passed out, drinking his hangover away away, and drinking away the shakes as he quit oxy all at once. he was still suffering from the withdrawal when he finally decided to talk to danny again, but took a pill a little before going to meet up with him-- and thank god danny didn’t give up on him. he needed him, especially then. he thought he’d mention his inevitable heart failure, but got too nervous.  four months after meeting danny and they had gotten close, micheal pushing himself out of his apartment regularly to visit him. it was for him more than anything, just as scared of dying at twenty-one as he always had been. he’d spent his birthday with danny, legally allowed to drink for the first time EVER and still not having the confidence to say he was dying. he didn’t want danny to know, didn’t want him worried, just wanted SOMEONE by his side. besides, he never ADMITTED his drug use to danny, but surely it was obvious. he had to know by now, right? it was his only hope, really, because if he never got the nerve to admit his heart was failing he wanted it to be an accidental overdose as far as anyone knew.  four months of friendship and getting a lot closer to each other, and there micheal was, a drink in his hand; it was rare now, especially around others, but he’d relapsed a few nights ago and was trying to calm the shakes and the nausea withdrawal was causing as he visited with danny again. they were at his apartment; micheal had invited him over with the thought of, again, telling him about the diagnosis, but all that came out was a short question.  “----do you wanna go to a movie?”