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three times that dream went on after I kept waking up, by the third time things got better. If only that would translate into today. That would be nice.

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just woke up from a continuation dream of the dream I woke up from earlier in which you were traumatizing me. No point in asking you not to do that I suppose. And at least it feels like you're spending time with me. Back to sleep I go.

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stefani, how come every time I have a dream about you it's something traumatic? Please stop that, I'm trying to rest up before you and Fiona let Andrea have me to complete reminding me that I failed you. I'd rather we worked something else out instead

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You too busy for me? I'm not too busy for you. Want to do something? Now be good. Really good. I suppose you are overwhelmed by my intellect and concerned you'll feel inferior around me. That's understandable enough but I assure you that I won't hold it over you, I'm even willing to let you speak aloud from time to time without yelling OH GOD YOU'RE SO STUPID SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP!!!..

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fiona

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im not going to argue with you Courtney, just bc I listen to you occasionally and her never doesn't mean anything. I can't help it if I relate to your strung out big mouth better than I relate to her, certainly doesn't make you superior, in fact, by your standards she is, the girl has more cake than you. I used to be a butthole too, insult people for no reason and such. It's not an attractive quality. It's how I ended up sitting here at mother's dreading Andrea getting ahold of me again and telling you off for sassing instead of getting to come home and go sit in court rooms all day tsking at the proceedings with Fi and wondering if she would care to fornicate instead of being witness to toxic environments when there is a court tv channel we can watch without getting out of bed..

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i meant you aren't as smart as other girls Courtney, that doesn't mean you don't rock. You're just not very interesting..

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That's rude. I've heard she's fun and what's wrong with fun? Courtney is right, she's not as smart as other girls

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ive got a pretty glum feeling about how inspired you are to let me come home

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[adilazziz2]

hmm, Fiona is busy ignoring me so I suppose I'll try and appeal to you. I know I acted up and said some inappropriate things to you and pretty much blew it but I'd like for you to remind yourself that you were fucking with me on purpose for whatever reason and so should give us both the opportunity to make amends by sending me a ride home to Fiona OR to come stay with you if she tries to assault me when I get there..

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Fiona, Andrea insists I'm coming back to her, it's inappropriate! And rate things are going she might be right bc my term here at mother's is wearing thin. Please intervene, I'll be well behaved and not sass you about anything. In other news, hurry!!!

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shes got pie. I prefer pie. Keep the cake. Fiona, can I come home? I'm being harassed.

she may be smarter than me, but is she the girl with the most cake?

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im not trying to fight you, please don't wear that to bed..

Fiona Apple in a suit of armor in NYC, 1997

Photography: Joe McNally

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lack of you is what bores me. I like your cheerful disposition..

— Fiona Apple

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fiona, how come the only time you talk to me is when I'm partially deranged? Should I do a bunch of dope to get you to pay attention to me? I'm in a compromising situation, I don't want to argue with you, that's out of my system. Have I messed up so bad that I'm being a fool thinking there's a way home to you?

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fine with me if she's upset, tell her to take a nurtec and calm the fuck down. If she wants me to be flattering she should pull her pants up and send me a ride home already ffs

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Meh, you know how low my standards are so get over it already. Btw I am not throwing a WWIII kickoff party today, don't be crude. I'm watching a movie on lifetime with mother in which Jennifer Love Hewitt is a hooker and her mother complained that she blames herself for giving the girl too much self esteem. I was relieved to hear that bc here I've been thinking that Stefani was the only hooker I know with an exaggerated sense of self esteem

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[adilazziz2]

I know it's not nice calling you booger lips! It's not meant to be. Being mean to me incurs this fury! If you want me to calm down do something positive. For instance, I am in dire need of a ride home. Pronto please..