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૮ ♡ Him. ੭

The first thing she thinks when she sees shooting stars is her thought of him. She’ll make a wish, and she hopes he won't leave her as everyone else did to her. She hoped he’ll always stay by her side as long as he could. Those melancholic eyes catch everyone's attention. She loved everything about him, his eye color, his lips, his face, and the most important thing was he showed her what true love was, and she felt it when she was around him, those comfortable and happy when she was with him. If someone asks her how to describe home, it is such a simple question for her, and it is him. He’s her current home, and he’s a place to go when she’s feeling drained and blue. He always knows how to make her happy.

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،⠀৲ ୨୧ weren't mine to keep.

When love begins to bring depression,

it brings doubt, anger, and fear.

The nagging feeling in her mind is constantly telling you that he means nothing to them, that stopping and going far away is a good choice—a distance exists between them.

There are some things she wanted to say, but the look in his eyes makes it cowardly to say it.

She has been hiding this for a long time, hoping he understands and accepts it.

She had loved him since she had known him. Until then, that feeling began to grow until we were finally together.

That wasn't something she questioned in the slightest—

But as time passed, she realized that what she wanted didn't necessarily end well.

Many tears that she has disguised with laughter, many wounds that she covers happily, and many loneliness that she keeps alone.

Did she want to put herself through the pain that would come eventually?

Or did she want to protect herself from it to the best of her ability?

The sky seemed as if it was sobbing,

the clouds gathered, and it went darker,

the rain created swampy muddles.

“Let’s break up and return to being strangers like before we met. I want to end this wound with goodbye, and I hope you understand that not all stories were made as your game,” she said.

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  ׂ. ྀི ۪  candy floss.

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cherie kejanette, keja or cher for short! but feel free to give me a nickname, i'd love it! i'm a loud introvert {especially about my fav!!} i go by she/they. i'm a proud gemini and infp-t as my mbti, i speak bahasa and broken english, although i can't avoid grammatical errors cause i'm still learning! :D

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him.

𝒜 maisonette for the angel face, 양 garden! my eyes all went sparkle and pink when i saw his pretty face with that rosy–cheeks; what a spoiler of heaven. ୧ ⫾ ׅ ࣪ ⊹ they asked, "𝑖𝑠 𝘩𝑒 𝑡𝘩𝑒 𝑏𝑜𝑦 𝑡𝘩𝑎𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑑𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑚𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑜𝑓?" i nodded, right, he, yang jungwon. those flowers on his cheeks, as beautiful as him... those melancholic eyes catch everyone's attention. someone asked me to describe home, "𝑖𝑡'𝑠 𝘩𝑖𝑚, 𝘩𝑖𝑠 𝑒𝑦𝑒 𝑐𝑜𝑙𝑜𝑟, 𝘩𝑖𝑠 𝑙𝑖𝑝𝑠, 𝘩𝑖𝑠 𝑓𝑎𝑐𝑒, 𝘩𝑒 𝑖𝑠 𝑚𝑦 𝘩𝑜𝑚𝑒," i said. 𓄹 ⸒࣪ ✧ every night when i saw shooting stars, i thought of him. heard from a chirping bird that he was the daintiest God's creature, well... i agree. everything about him is just... beautiful, and he is heavenly indeed.

love,

his #fairy_guard,

mirelle. ♡۰ ׅ ࣪