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🧠: Let her go. She chose distance.

🫀: But did she really want to leave, or was she just hurting?

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Pipu today was a crazy day. Like literally crazy. 2 of my colleagues were sick so we had another person from another CU to help.

I felt like I had anger in me today. Like idky I was just so pissed and angry the whole time. Maybe cause the morning didn't start right. And the day at work ended horribly. I got remnants of spit. Yikes. I wish I could tell u in details on the things that happened. But I literally went home and showered immediately. Currently on bed cause I'm so exhausted.

Thankfully, I have my 2 days off. Tomorrow adah is bringing us out for lunch at J65. It's a buffet. Adah say its like a token of appreciation cause both her and ibu finally settled Arwah Atuk's harta and they got their share. Mixed feelings about it. Partly cause I know Adah is struggling with financially but like pipu always say don't think badly.

I know pipu is coming home tomorrow before flying again to Bali on Sunday. I really hope. Smol hope, that I'll get to see pipu or hear from you. I miss you and amby. Always.

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im like a kitten, i need attention and i need to curl up next to you and i need you to pet me and tell me im cute

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I miss you in quiet ways—in skipped songs, in sunsets that don’t feel right, in jokes I can't tell anyone else.

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Feeling extra sad tonight

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─ Violet Trefusis

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Helo pipu! How was your day? Seems like alot of walking heh. But pipu look so good in that jacket!!!

My morning was slow. I woke up at 4am just to pee. Heh. Too much water I think. Work was okay. I walked alot cause there were only 2 of us working today. Seems like there's a bug going around here. Before I knew it, I was already leaving early for active hour. By right I had strongman training but because no one said they were going, I also didn't went.

Aircon man came to service today. Lucky I wasn't at strongman if not they'll be waiting for awhile. I then went to gym and managed to hit 500cals again!! Spend around 2.5hrs? Which is felt was really productive. Came home and showered. Did laundry too! Adik went out with Azri for dinz. So I'm making spicy tuna mayo now with chicken patty hehehe. Abit guilty but I think I deserved it!

I really miss pipu and I really hope pipu calls me one of these days. But I understand pipu needs time to heal. I miss you and amby. Always 💕

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via weheartit

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She was a missing piece, that I never knew I was searching for.

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Hi pipu! It looked like so much fun u going sand sliding! Pipu take nice pictures too.

Lemme tell u about my day. I woke up for morning shift and it was raining. HEAVILY. Like water was seeping through the front door. Can you imagine? I had to open the door and the rain was like spraying on me. It'd be so nice if I could sleep in but noooo I have work.

Work was okay. I got annoyed a few times but I got through it alhamdulillah! Then we had training. So far I haven't missed a session so I'm quite happy with myself. Though I feel like I'm not doing much. It's okay, I'll keep improving myself.

I went home and I was filling up my bottle when I saw someone RUNNING towards my door through my laundry room window. Turns out it was adik and she rlly needed to go to the toilet. LIKE REALLY NEEDED. It was so funny. Then I asked her to go gym with me cause I feel like it's been a while that I've spend time with just her. I managed to clocked 500cals today!!! My highest so far! Are you proud of me pipu cause I am! I felt rly good cause the past few days I haven't been able to push past 200 despite being in the gym for hours. I'd like to blame it on my wisdom tooth extraction hehe.

Then I went home and showered. Cleaned the room abit and was craving for fries. So I airfryed some and watched the episodes of 911. I cried. Like a baby :( But I think that's just me being emochanel. It's ok! I hope pipu is having a blast there. I'm so proud of you! Missing pipu. Always 💕

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Hey pipu. I just showered. Today was calming though I find myself thinking about you many times. Wondering where you went and all but since you've unfollowed my other account, I could only wait till work ends.

I miss you.

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“She didn’t need to be saved. She needed to be found and appreciated for exactly who she was.”

— j. iron word

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🧠: Don’t look at her photos again.

🫀: But what if she’s looking at mine too?