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How do i say i miss you in a way that will make your heart ache as mine does?

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"I hold onto every single memory, because I know we won't be making anymore."

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I will forever be the person who says "it’s okay, I understand.." even when my heart is breaking into pieces..

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I just want to feel loved by you.

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you said we need to take space.

i will give you space.

as much as you want.

cause i know you deserve space from me.

but when i saw the girl and boy in front of me,

laughing their hearts out,

i wish you were here.

holding me close to your chest.

the pair of the eyes you fell in love with,

(or the ones i hope you fell in love with)

are filled with tears

with the love they have for you.

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i love you

i want to tell you but i can’t

we haven’t spoken for two weeks now

why must we be ripped apart? was i not worth it?

you said it’s better this way, but better for who? i saw you today, at least i thought i did

it wasn’t you but for a split second, for a moment of time my heart lifted in my chest and then it fell and shattered on the ground as i realized

i couldn’t think about anything else after that, i could only see your face and hear your name

it’s been two weeks

yet i feel like i’ve been left here for a lifetime

i know i can’t tell you so i’ll write it here instead and hope you see it

i still love you

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I am so tired of being let down

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I think about you a lot. All the time, actually. In the morning, at night, in the middle of my day. It's you. It's just always you.

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◇ Images taken from X/Twitter.

Shadowheart.

By Anato Finnstark.

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Art by Marina Rusalka

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Summer fresh

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The Poetess Ono no Komachi in the Rain, Utagawa Toyokuni I (1769-1825)

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Agesander, Athenodoros, and Polydorus

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-Group with Parasols-

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Death and the maiden, George Clark Stanton (1832-1894)