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Beautiful images and music will save me I know it I just know it

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Pour syrup in my wounds i am your pancake

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when I was a kid I wished I had nosebleeds. I had some friends who had them and I was like. that looks so fucking cool. you're just sitting there and suddenly you're covered in blood. it looks so dramatic. it looks so... and here my language failed me. at such a humble age I did not have the vocabulary to describe the sublime. I just sat in incomprehensible jealousy. I turned out totally normal by the way

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You never recover from being weird in middle school

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third base is letting you watch as i get so stressed i start hitting my head with a hairbrush and wailing

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so freeing to say the weird thing that's actually the real and true thing

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Ever since i was a little girl i knew i never wanted to be pregnant

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ultimately the truth about frankenstein is that we are all grotesque amalgamations of the best and worst parts of everyone who came before us. and sometimes the people who are supposed to love us because of and in spite of this will not. and we can kill them with hammers for that. and i think that’s beautiful

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One of the worst feelings in the world: when you are just desperate, like claw-your-own-skin-off desperate, to create, but the only thing that even vaguely appeals to you to work on is a nebulous half-feeling that might be dreamily related to some half-formed notion of a concept. I must! Make! No thing! Only make!

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you knock on my door and hear loud barking and scrambling noises and me yelling "no!! down boy!! down!!!" and then when i open the door there is a single crab on the floor

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It's crazy how giant squids and sperm whales just have like giant kaiju battles down in the deepest depths everyday and it's real

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sorry i never replied. everyday is blending together and im losing sense of time

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i should figure out how to homebrew white monster actually

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you used to be able to put a dvd in your laptop and play it. you used to be able to burn cds.

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they tried to put me in the oubliette but when they discovered years later that i had been chilling the entire time they let me out

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ordinarily, yes, the black smoke would indicate that they failed to elect a new pope, but in this case the smoke was actually the exhaust fumes of a mechanical godhead, constructed in secret by a rogue group of cardinals using the conclave as cover.

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fondly remembering when pope francis said he hopes hell is empty. top pope francis moments. right up there with him saying some seminaries are too faggy