adrenalinexseekxr

[adrenalinexseekxr]

i will always have nightmares of that day. no matter how much time has passed, i will always remember. the nightmares will never allow me to forget. i will never allow myself to forget.

(via nixreginam)

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i am  NOT  beautifully  ̷̧b̷̷̧̧ŗ̷̷̧o̷̷̧̧ķ̷̷̧ȩ̷n  i was  ＲＩＰＰＥＤ to ̲s̲ʜ̲ʀ̲ᴇ̲ᴅ̲s from the  INSIDE out.

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OH CHILD; WHY DO YOU MOURN? why do you scratch at your skin and walk with your tail betwixt your legs? YOU are the SUN incarnate –– WALKING INFERNO, you are as GLORIOUS as HEAVEN, as DEATHLY as HELL. bear your SCARS like ARMOR; use your EXPERIENCE as your SWORD. RISE! you were never made to WEEP –– to hide within the shadows, to be FOREVER on your KNEES; RISE! for you were made to RULE from on HIGH LIKE A KING.

untitled, l.n.s. (via nephiirus)

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                                              ʟ ᴏ ᴏ ᴋ   ιη тнε  ᴍ ɪ ʀ ʀ ᴏ ʀ                                               ᴡ ʜ ᴀ ᴛ    ∂σ үσυ     s ᴇ ᴇ ?                                                                   •                                               ａ              ｍｏｎｓｔｅｒ                                               ａ          ｍｕｒｄｅｒｅｒ                                               it’s  ᴀ ʟ ʟ  you’ll   ᴇ ᴠ ᴇ ʀ  be

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I take great care of myself by carefully shutting myself away.

Vincent Van Gogh in a letter to his brother, Theo. [letter] (via leepace)

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                   ɪ’ᴅ ɢᴏ ʙᴀᴄᴋ ɪɴ ᴛɪᴍᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ᴄʜᴀɴɢᴇ ɪᴛ,

                                  B̸͚U̢͈̦͕T̷̳ ̴͚̬͚̬̘̙̺I̵͍͙ ̭̼C̶̞̦̗A͓͙̙͖̣̯N̸̲͎̻̟’̴̩̥T͍̺͉͓.

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         “Yeah, but you’re so old already, so you’re probably sixty by now.” 

   “Maybe because they were shooting at us? I     swear, the stress you cause me probably adds     five years to my age every time I see you.” 

[adrenalinexseekxr]

     ——    𝕸y eyes are dry ; am I a [   lie   ] ?

                                                                  Am

                                                                       I  

                                                                           a l i v e ?

[adrenalinexseekxr]

I look youngBut inside I am oldAnd filled with the deathsOf other people.

Terry Moore (via archetypa)

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phinventor.

          “...What are you doing?”

[adrenalinexseekxr]

     Alex nodded, giving him unspoken permission to join him, as his eyes took stock of the stranger. He seemed...deadly, walked with such a grace that reminded him of Yassen in a way. A trained killer? An assassin? All of the ones he had met before seemed more confident than the rather shy and nervous individual in front of him. 

     Was this person here to kill him? No, he would have just shot him from afar, before Alex had noticed his presence. Perhaps he really was here for companionship, and while Alex wasn’t quite sure what kind of companionship he could give to the stranger, he was willing to...not immediately push him away. 

                                                   { A kindred spirit? }

          “My name is Alex,” he spoke, the British accent noticeable even in his low tone. 

           A warrior: That is what Sheik saw when scarlet eyes alighted upon the young man. A sad thing, perhaps, especially given how young this one seemed to be –– but the Sheikah recognized a kindred soul when he saw one. Perhaps that is why he approached, perhaps that is why he dared to intrude upon one who clearly preferred solitude… (Perhaps he just wanted something to chase away the quiet that weighed too heavily upon his own shoulders today.) Whatever the case, he approached, footfalls quiet, though he did not intend for them to be as such. It was a force of habit, really, something engrained into him from years of training. 

           “…I do hate to–– intrude, but would you mind if I…sat with you a while?”

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halfliight.

     Silence was a preferred companion of Alex, and so he sat in silence, trying to find peace in the clearly warm and sunny day ( as he had been able to before ) but feeling weighed down ( by the deaths that got him here ). 

     He noticed when the other walked up to him, of course. It was what he had been trained to do, to always watch and observe ( he wished he hadn’t been trained ). 

[adrenalinexseekxr]

Some people are just born to fight, I think. It’s not that they’re born brave. It’s not that they’re born strong. It’s just that the universe has decided that this one, this one will have grit and fire and steel in their blood. And it’ll be tested, this cosmic mettle of theirs. They’ll face trial after trial, be broken and damaged in countless ways. But this one was born to fight. Maybe it’s not the life they would have chosen. Maybe they’d love to lay down their arms. But they were born to fight. It’s what they know. It’s what they do best. It’s all they can do. 

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Like this for a starter. Mutuals only. 

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List of active muses:

tsubasaxli. invinciblexelricxbrothers, adrenalinexseekxr

List of semi-active muses:

nagiarashi, forcefulxlotus, conservingenergy, pxkemonmaster, unintentionalbravery, conquerorofcontests ( sideblog ), protectoroftheviridianforest ( sideblog ), xkevadx

List of inactive muses: 

heroesxdoxexist, timexspacexbutterfly ( sideblog ), mayomelonlove ( sideblog ), agxntsix ( sideblog )

List of deleted/changed muses: 

Nick Fury ( sassydirectornickfury ), Neal Caffrey ( meltedxwings ), Yukimi ( gunxninja ), Minerva McGonagall ( thesternprofessor ), Arisa Uotani ( arisaxuotani ) like fifteen thousand others. 

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                              You’re never too young to die.

                                                             written by michaela.

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          “The last time was not my fault. How was I supposed to know they had ammunition when I set the place on fire?” 

   “Why does the universe hate me? What are you going to blow up this time?”