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The half of me

Di ko akalain na aabot sa ganito. Di ko alam kung paano tayo napunta dito. Mga tanong na hindi masagot. Mga pangako na mawawala na. Bigla nalang tayong hindi nagusap, hindi ko tuloy alam kung sino ako ngayon. Ikaw lang ang tao na pinagkakatiwalaan ko ng lubos, ikaw lang yung nakakakilala sakin na parang isang magulang. Ang tao na nandiyan sa kahit ano pang mangyari. Sa tao na lagi ako pinasasaya kahit ang lungkot lungkot na. Hindi ko alam kung bakit ganito na tayo ngayon. Siguro mas masakit nga ang mawalan ng kaibigan kaysa mawalan ng kasintahan. Hanggang ngayon ay naghahanap padin ako ng panghuhugutan ng lakas upang lumaban sa buhay.

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Nothing is sexier than someone who wants you as much as you want them.

Unknown (via thelovejournals)

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Such a bitch.

Sobrang naasar lang ako gago ka ba

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Nagiisang family picture na kumpleto. Di pa maayos.

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HOW TO BE A PRESIDENT:

1. Bring Jose Protacio Mercado Rizal y Realonda’s printed photo.

2. Also bring a rosary.

3. Must be really determined and confident.

tips from ate na nagwawala sa comelec

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15 things people don’t know about me:

fl1. I was a straight achiever nung elementary. 

Totoo to, always akong nasa honor roll and lagi ako may best. but then pagdating ko ng high school nawala na since inunana ko yung “saya” but I don’t regret it naman. It was fun. (too bad i cannot find photos of me na and my medals and certificates ay nawala na since mga kapatid ko din ay achievers naghalo halo na certificates and medals namin tatlo)

2. Ayoko ng pinagaantay ako.

This is common naman talaga to other people nadin, hello sino ba naman gusto pag antayin. Umasa ka na pag pinagantay moko even for just 30 minutes and ako lang mag isa sa meeting place natin minumura na kita sa isip ko.

3. Hindi ako ganun kaattitude na tao. 

I know mostly ng mga kakilala ko sinasabi attitude ako, I’m guilty naman for that pero sobrang onti lang population na kilala ko ang nakakakilala sa tunay kong ugali. Even sa ugali ko na hindi mo gugustuhin makilala.

4. Sobrang mahal ko yung mga aso ko (okay given na ‘to)

Sobrang dami kong natutunan simula nagkaron ako ng aso. Natuto ako mag ipon. From food to vitamins to shots to leashes and shampoo ako nagastos niyan. Ako din nagluluto ng food nila (mostly chiken, tuna and carrots and squash) Super maingat kasi ako sa pinapakain ko sakanila since mahirap ang buhay, pag may sakit yan esp pag nagkakadiarrhea ako nadin nagamot kaya most of my friends kapag may sakit yung mga aso nila nag-aask sila sakin kasi alam ko na minsan yung sagot. (Pero may phobia ako sa dogs before)

5. Super caring ako na tao. Hindi man sa personal, but sometimes through chat/text.

I’ll text you things you need to do kapag may sakit ka and even dadalhan kita talaga ng gamot if you’re not feeling well. (never ko pa nagagawa to but tinangka ko pero ayaw ng bestfriend ko :( )

6. I have a lot of gay friends.

I love gay people, I love them through the core of my bones. Kaya ganito ako magsalita nahawa ako sakanila since jhs mostly of my friends are gay and guys.

7. I hate drama.

I really hate people na maarte. Di ko forte ang maarte na tao, if you’re mad at me tell me. I will not ask you for it. You tell me. I won’t be mad if I know naman na mali din ako. I just don’t want drama. Adult na tayo, don’t be immature.

8. Mapride ako na tao.

If i’m wrong, i’ll apologize if you’re wrong and you don’t wanna apologize unless mauna ako then good bye, I don’t need you in my life.

9. I’m friends with my exes.

Lalo na yung first ex ko, bestfriend ko sya (not in a way typical bestfriends na naglalandian and such talagang bestfriend na we console each other kapag may problema. We’ve known each other for a long time and half of my life alam nya na. Yun lang sobrang lowkey since we don’t want issues. Ipopost ko sana picture namin kaso ayaw nya.)

10. I super love milktea and cookies. 

If I have cookies or milk tea pls utang na loob wag ka humingi hindi lang ako tatanggi pero sana makaramdam ka na ayaw ko. Haha!

11. Straightforward ako na tao.

I really don’t put  it seriously but through jokes most of the time. I don’t like pretentious people. It sores me. I’m real and you’ll know me well once na alam ko na totoo kadin. You should never try, I know myself and I can distinguish it.

12. I’m a kpop fan

Actually i’m new to kpop world again. I was influenced lang ng kapatid ko. and i’m regretting it kasi sunod sunod concert nila wala pa akong money.

13. in my first date, nafriendzoned ako.

Sobrang lala ng experience na ‘to. hindi ako ligawin talaga and even if niyaya ako lumabas I always refuse kasi socially awkward ako na tao. Tapos ito sumama ako, we watched transformers yung latest na movie then after non may binanggit sya saken na girl from tytana 

verbatim:

Siya: “cute ni (name of girl) no?

Ako: oo.

Siya: Type ko yun, may boyfriend na ba yun?

Ako: di ko alam e.

MGA TEH DKO KINAYA NALOKA AKO KAY KUYA!!

14. I love talking and advicing to strangers. but through internet lang ah.

We don’t know each other naman so okay lang. 

15. Mainitin ulo ko lalo na sa mga kagrupo na tamad.

Hindi ako nagbibigay na mababa ng grade but i’ll threaten you till death.

If i’m making efforts, you should to. Sample ng grading ko for groupmates is lahat kami 10, ikaw 8 lang.

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My hidden passions (and those I really wanna pursue)

1. Painting

I really find painting as a way of releasing emotions. With the use of color gradients and palettes you can create an art or an illustration of emotion.

Before, when I was a child I always paint things such as letters (I paint my name) and other things that pop out in my mind but now, I really don’t have time to try it again.

2. Firing

Though I know that firing a gun is quite dangerous I found it cool. I don’t want to this to look cool but I really wanted to shoot a gun since i’m a child. Its quite unusual for someone to adore guns more than jewelries I guess but that’s how I was molded.

3. Dancing

Dancer talaga ako in real life but napatigil so ayun, hindi na ako marunong sumayaw. Lagi kami sumasali before sa mga dance contest (elementary, but sa school lang) and always kami may award hun, either 3rd or 2nd. never ako naging 1st. :(

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This is the last photo we took. 

Yes, This is the LAST. 

We’ve been friends since our 8th grade year, we started not as typical as other group of friends like. Actually we started sa isang away but then ayun, we click and have been great friends. We’re sisters and we know it in our hearts. Lagi kami magkakasama and hindi mo kami mapaghihiwalay. We always have that “heart-to-heart” talk and if may inisan na nagaganap we always resolve it agad. Struggles and a lot of things nangyari samin but ayun nga. Sobrang happy ko when I am with them. They are the friends na sana mayroon ka din, sobrang laughtrip lang kapag kasama sila. Yung mga trip na kakain sa KFC pero di kami oorder ng extra rice kasi may dala kaming isang plastik ng bagong saing. (Super na kami pinagtitinginan ng mga tao to the point na dinedeny na namin na magkakasama kami)  Super lala ng junior high school life ko with them. 

This photo was taken 4 years ago I think?

If you’re wondering ano na nangyari sa amin? I’ll tell you the story.

I don’t actually consider it as “friendship over” its just “we separate ways to grow” When you’re in your comfort zone, you’ll never grow. You’ll never realize what are things that awaits you when you’re out in the world exploring things and for me I always look our shortcomings as blessings. We barely talk to each other anymore and we don’t hang out as a group na and ano naman. atleast we’ve grow so much without each of us. We part ways in way we know we’ll be better. Some ganun padin tuloy padin sa kagaguhan but i don’t judge them anymore. I learned a lot in our friendship. I learned that if nothing is going right or if you think they’re being toxic. Go away. Why? You’ll never grow. You’ll just cope up with it. 

Since hindi na nga kami ganun kaconnected with each other, I chose nalang na ituloy tuloy. I mean, i’m there padin naman for them when they need me. i just don’t like the way they live now. Hindi ako nagmamalinis through this blog I’m just being honest. 

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MY SKINCARE TIPS

If you also suffer from a combination skin, this might help you (i wish!)

1. Always drink a lot of water. As much as possible drink at least 8 glasses or more. Water works wonder in our body and skin.

2. Always put sunblock or always use your umbrella when walking outside. the sun’s scorching heat might affect the moisture of your skin.

3. Don’t stress yourself too much.

4. Avoid sleeping late beshycakess, it triggers pimples.

5. Do not pop zits with fingernails!!! NEVER EVER! Finger nails contain bacterium.

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[!] Namjoon has officially changed his stage name to RM

He will be introducing himself as Rap Mon or RM from now on.

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MARCH 18 2017

I saw SHAWN MENDES LIVE!!!

Siguro this the best moment for a fan girl. I remembered nung inannounce yung concert nya, I was crying since I already know na hindi ako makakapunta since i do not have enough money to watch. But then, hello, I was there to witnessed and lowerbox pa rather than general admission (GenAd was my target ticket since wala nga akong pera)

Seeing him performing live was so surreal, I was literally crying while singing his songs. This is probably the best gift ever, It was the 1st international concert na napuntahan ko and hopefully, sana hindi pa yan yung last.

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RANDOM BASIC FACTS ABOUT ME:

1. Legal age na and still 4′10

2. Only girl sa family:

3. I DO NOT EAT CAKES!!

4. I HAVE 4 DOGS.

5. I REALLY WANT TO EXPLORE NEW THINGS

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*Turn!!

THE TOP 2 PLACES I WANTED TO VISIT BEFORE I TURNED 25

1. South Korea.

Given naman na i’m greatly influenced by Hallyu Wave another reason i really wanted to visit Korea is because of its rich culture, unlike in the Philippines, sobrang preserved ng culture nila lalo na yung mga historical castles and the likes. You can also wear hanbok in the castles and act like one of those “drama characters” (Hae Soo wanna be!) 

2. New Zealand

c’mmon who wouldn’t want to visit a paradise like this? I even plan on studying in New Zealand and waiting for vacant sponsorships. I really feel na nasa NZ and calling ko since agriculture ang focus nila. I really wanted to pursue yung pagiging licensed veterinarian sa NZ and if I have the opportunity, I will really go.

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THE TOP 2 PLACES I WANTED TO VISIT BEFORE I TURNED 25

1. South Korea.

Given naman na i’m greatly influenced by Hallyu Wave another reason i really wanted to visit Korea is because of its rich culture, unlike in the Philippines, sobrang preserved ng culture nila lalo na yung mga historical castles and the likes. You can also wear hanbok in the castles and act like one of those “drama characters” (Hae Soo wanna be!) 

2. New Zealand

c’mmon who wouldn’t want to visit a paradise like this? I even plan on studying in New Zealand and waiting for vacant sponsorships. I really feel na nasa NZ and calling ko since agriculture ang focus nila. I really wanted to pursue yung pagiging licensed veterinarian sa NZ and if I have the opportunity, I will really go.

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my boy

hansung in every episode:

episode 13