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[adryann1989]

hi Taylor, I'm your fan who is very far away, namely in Indonesia. You did the RED tour last June 4, 2014 and I couldn't buy your ticket even at the lowest price. I've been a fan of your music since I was 15 years old and now I'm 26 years old and will forever be like this behind whatever the world says about you I will always support you.

You know, I'm in a very, very difficult time right now, I've been suffering from mental illness for 3 years, namely anxiety and depression. I'm still fighting for it until now and listening to all your songs, photos and videos makes me live. I'm also struggling financially. I need money to survive in these conditions. I need your help I want to take another school that I missed. I've tried various ways to get it but I failed, I need your help Taylor I hope you or anyone see this I'm very grateful for that. and I am very very grateful for you who are always in my heart and mind, forever and always.

this is my account number 5370191532 (BCA, Bank Central Asia) Andryan.

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[adryann1989]

Hai Taylor, this is your fan who is very far from Indonesia. remember when you held the 2014 red tour concert? I can only imagine what it was like at the concert.

I am now in a very difficult situation, I suffer from schizophrenia, I have a problem with my own father to be honest I hate him because he always behaves rudely towards my mother. and now in co-19 we are a family in a very difficult financial situation. I don't work anymore and I don't know in the future what my life will be like. I might do it again for the umpteenth time, but every time I want to do it, I always see your poster on the wall of my house.

I know you won't see my message.

but I beg of you I need your help.

sorry I use Google translation because I'm not good enough in English but I hope you understand this message.

@taylorswift @taylornation

[adryann1989]

Taylor Help Me!

hi taylor, help me, help me, I need your help. I'm in a very difficult financial situation, and I don't know where else to tell stories. I live with my mother and she is very ill right now. I don't know what to do. I want to take her to the doctor. I'm afraid she's might get covid-19. I need your help if you see this I'm begging 😭😭😭

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[adryann1989]

my life

Hi Taylor, this is your fan from Indonesia. remember when you were on the 4th June 2014 concert? yes, I almost got the ticket even though I was at the end of the concert arena that was okay for me. but I didn't get it. because the money I collected wasn't enough to even buy a ticket and sit at the end of the arena. I'm 23 years old now. I want to tell you how hard life is for you. I've followed everything about you from 2011 and I'm proud to this day I'm still like before when listening to your song. I have a problem with my father he is very rude even to my mother. he always hugged my mother, kicked her, even one time he wanted to kill my mother, he was not responsible for anything at home. unfortunately I never felt how wonderful high school was Why? because I have a younger brother and he is better than me because at that time I gave in for him to be in high school and I was okay about that. from all these events my mother suffered from lung disease, tuberculosis, and she suffered from pressure to this day. I didn't do much at that time because I kept my little brother from listening to their screams when fighting. I work in a market and my salary is only enough to eat me, my mother, and my brother. I have nothing now. And yes, October 2019 I went to a mental hospital and I was diagnosed with schizophrenia. because of many problems and things I have to bear myself 5 times attempted suicide but always failed because I want to see you in the future. I need your help taylor, I need to go my father's death and save my mother from all this. I have seen enough of my mother being used as a punch, I cried but I could not do anything. I hope you read this and understand that I love you always and forever. @taylorswift @taylornation #taylorswift #taylornation #lover #1989 #reputation #RED #fearless #speaknow