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[aellesira]

If you find it difficult to talk to people and listen, is making friends hard? > SORRY IF THIS IS A RUDE QUESTION

lol it's okay. not really, to answer your question.

what i mean is that i have a lot of friends, but mostly because they spoke to me first.

from time to time, if i really am interested by someone, i'll go out of my way to speak to them, and i feel like this is easier to do online but still, trying to speak to people on tumblr, for example, can still be as hard as it can be in real life. i do think it takes a lot out of me, anyway, which is surprising — i don't usually find people i'd like to be friends with (maybe except any mutuals from any of my blogs, most of them were conversations i began) and some of my irl friends.

it's still difficult, but i'm trying to talk to people i like on here more to get out of my comfort zone, but there you go. i hope this makes sense~ (￣o￣) . z Z

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okay so i said i wouldn't write a fic for a while but i never said i couldn't plan one

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vent under the cut, otherwise ignore if you're only here for fics !! (*^▽^*) if you don't want to hear vents block the tag #—vents. i don't think i'll vent so much on this blog, this is js a heads up

the main thing that i get overstimulated over is people's voices. people talk. too fucking much. and idk if this is some condition or smt idek idc but like.

i like to think i am really good at hiding my anger / annoyance and most people think i am a calm person — and i am, but i tend to get annoyed or angry easily; it's just not something i show. though i will say, people talking where i can hear their voice pisses me off, otherwise i don't get that angry; that's just about the only thing i get angry over the most.

except for a few of my friends, my best friend and, ehem, others, this applies to evryone. if i've been in a calm mood for a good while, a good day, then maybe i will be just as pleasant. perhaps it won't annoy me as much. but god, people's voices are so fucking annoying.

looking at this now, this is prob why i don't talk sm irl and when i do, people tell me to speak up !! truthfully, speaking is so exhausting i don't see why how people talk a mile a minute smh. i don't have a problem with people who talk a lot — it's just annoying to me. even if we're talking about. the sweetest person in the world. stop speaking so loudly and so much.

this doesn't apply to yappers online or like if i'm texting someone — talk to me! anyone, anyone who sends me flipping paragraphs, messages me extensively, bombards my inbox — ily. i read all that lovingly. no matter who it is. atleast your not speaking with a voice. i love people who text a lot! i feel like this is why i have a more sunny (ig?) personality online and talk more here than i do irl. i js needed to write this, today was so shit + i have a stupid fucking headache IT JS WONT GO AWAAY

might delete this later

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might not write for a good while

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so, a general timeline of things i'll work on in the coming months (if not, year).

ill with heartbreak and with poison -> something i'm really excited about! i feel like this will go to around 5-10k words (though it depends on how things play out) so this will take time. hopefully will come out first (or one of, anyway).

prince!phainon x assassin!reader -> mini side project that i will do later on — though this is something i'm excited for as well.

the prince's rose -> will give this a lot of time and might rework the chapter outline because that was the main reason i decided to leave it. will post this as a main focus on this blog but like, on the background of other fics. a big project, too. this was the most voted.

requests -> i have a request that i am really interested by, so i'm also going to work on this. the other two are short little things that i can write within an hour if i am bored, or i have nothing else to do, i suppose.

wanderer x reader series -> recently been planning this specific idea out a lot more (just so you know it's going to rip your heart out, though it's more... ehe~) and i consider this a bigger project of mine, really happy with this.

phainon, mydei, anaxa (separate) x reader -> nothing much to say, another fic i'll do in the future.

others (not added to the poll)...

prince!luocha x reader, historical china based -> another fic i am planning to do in the future, though someone seems excited about it..! interesting sad plot, i will say.

scar x reader (wuwa) -> two minifics released in the far future.

flicker, genshin au -> no plans yet + no confirmation of happening, just an idea.

keep in mind there can and will be other ideas i might write, and my fics won't follow an order.

#—repost. 💗 my works are all over the place, so which ones should i do? depending on the answers i can sort out what i will work on for the next few months, so choose carefully!

[aellesira]

combined all the works into one masterlist because having separate ones for every character is so LONG.

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𝓜𝐀𝐈𝐍 𝓜𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓.

— GENSHIN IMPACT.

( ONESHOTS AND SHORTER FICS )

LESSONS IN LOVE. — alhaitham x reader, college au.

one particular study session with your crush was all it took for you to realize he might feel the same way about you. [ 1.1k words. ]

MISCOMMUNICATION. (PART 1) NEVER LEAVE. (PART 2). — kinich x (intended) fem!reader.

why is it when it comes to you, he loses all sense of rationality? + he won't ever be so childish again. not when he has you and his family.

IRREPARABLE HEARTBREAK. — kinich x (implied fem) gn!reader, modern au.

you, who often dreamed about loving someone, couldn't have hoped for a better opportunity... but who knew it was your delusion the whole time? [ 1.2k words. ]

( LONGER FICS )

OUR ENEMY, MY FRIEND. (PART 1) OUR ENEMY, MY LOVER. (PART 2) — sethos x princess!reader.

"do not cry. if your cheating fiancé won't even look at you anymore, why do you still stay with him?" [ 2.8k words. ] + "and now that we can finally be together, i promise to love you today, tomorrow, and forever." [ 5.2k words. ]

( DRABBLES )

NEW YEAR'S DRABBLE. — kinich x reader. AETHER 'FRIENDS' DRABBLE. — aether x reader.

( REQUESTS )

KISSIN' UNDER THE MISTLETOE! — kinich x gn!reader, christmas themed.

two attempts mualani made to get you guys to kiss, and one that he made himself.

( VARIOUS )

YOU'RE ENGAGED?? — various genshin men (separate) x reader.

how does he react when he accidentally hears that you're getting engaged to someone who's not him?

GIFTS FROM YOU MEAN THE WHOLE WORLD TO ME! — various genshin men x reader.

what they get you on your birthday and why + how you react to it! and the silent message each gift passes. [ 1.7k word count. ]

( SERIES )

THE PRINCE'S ROSE SERIES. — prince!kinich x reader, royal au.

an elaborate recollection of the accounts of the current monarchy, His Excellency King Kinich, and his wife, Her Highness the Queen, and how they fell in love in the royal contest for the noblewomen in the kingdom to have a chance marry the then Prince Kinich. + anecdotes.

— HONKAI: STAR RAIL.

( DRABBLES )

THE YEARS PASS, BUT I WILL NEVER STOP LOVING YOU. — mydei x fem!reader.

mydeimos can recall the first time you met, even up to this stage of his life; every memory that had ever counted had you in them. [ 0.6k word count. ]

( REQUESTS )

LOVE HE FEELS, LOVE YOU RECIPROCATE TWICE OVER. — mydei x gn!reader.

one time, mydei recalls a sentence that left phainon's lips that made him feel inexplicably jealous. [ 1.0k word count. ]

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gonna go ahead and write an outline for this hehe

prince luocha...

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yeah we are not talking ab how this is 78 pity guaranteed

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bro MY HEAD FUCKING HURTS and i have an exam tmr... please i need to study

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Hi - I wanted to say that I noticed one of your habits where you do !! before saying something; it is so cute! One of your mutuals by the way

yes! i have this habit. imagine when i'm typing something it's like. before that i've stopped, thought about what i'm going to say next, hm... then! my face is like this - hmm...🤨—> omg!🤯—> !!🤩 then i type!

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i cannot be the only person who's gotten weird ass messages on tumblr

the amount of dm's i've gotten asking if i wanna get laid (・∀・) ... they're always bots too

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Sparkle theme!!!!

It's so menacingly pretty omg

hehehe thank you eli <3 tbh ion like it a lot but it's okayy. beauty comes in many forms, so whatever our eyes percieve to be 'pretty' varies, and that's so fascinating to me~!

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prince luocha...

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i genuinely wrote this in three minutes — i am quite surprised this did better than other fics i've written when this is a simple idea that formed in my head, though not quite as writing. i suppose some works do better than other, even though i was debating putting this as aether x reader to begin with...

Sometimes, I like to think that Aether considers most of the people he's 'friends with' or, rather, the 'key' people he's met on his journey (ie. vision holders and playable characters, and even npc's) as people he divides into groups, as opposed to calling them friends from our journey, as Paimon puts it.

What I mean by this is that Aether doesn't think he's besties with everyone, and he certainly doesn't. He's sweet, gentle, caring, but that doesn't mean he can't harbour dislike towards anyone; it doesn't mean he doesn't see us all differently.

I think a lot of the time people think Aether is a kind individual, because he's always so willing to help. He's saved all these nations; who in Teyvat doesn't know who he is? But he only helps so that he can find his sister.

And for all the nations he's saved, the amount of help he's gotten is laughable.

Then there's these three people, three people he thinks of as 'friends' more than he thinks of anyone. Three people, who've gotten him, so close to finding his sister, and while not having done much for them. Paimon, who's guided him from the beginning, helping him in return for saving her life — and now she has a purpose. Dainsleif, who always drops a bomb on us that same time each year with a Traveler Archon Quest, having helped us as much as he did, all for a drink and a few questions to answer.

Then there's you, who's also been there from the start, and not only did he gain a friend, but also someone who helped him and accompanied his travels thus far just as repayment for his help. You're special, y'know?

Even if he is loved by all, other than his sister, the main people he loves is you three.

And perhaps, his love for you goes more than just a simple friendship, although as things stand he'll keep his feelings hidden for as long as he is able to, until he can find his sister. Perhaps they'll stay here. Perhaps they'll take you with them. And Paimon.

Nonetheless, his dreams for the future include you in every way possible.

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#—repost. 💗 my works are all over the place, so which ones should i do? depending on the answers i can sort out what i will work on for the next few months, so choose carefully!

[aellesira]

Hi, was your former username ariadnehelx?

hi! yes, this was my former username.