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emotional processing is so funny because sometimes you’ll be violently sobbing on your bedroom floor over something that happened 4 years ago and then you’ll just. get up and make coffee. and go to the grocery store. and take all this fundamental sadness for a walk. and ponder the cosmic experiences of humanity while eating a sandwich. and that’s healing.

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It’s weird to grow up in a family where you know you’re loved but you don’t feel loved. And then later in adulthood you understand how almost impossible it seems to cross that distance and let yourself experience closeness, how otherworldly love feels now and how love feels unbearable at times. You flinch when someone tries to wholeheartedly love you. And over and over you see so clearly how you cannot be loved unless it's from afar and love is mixed with that familiar sensation of distance and coldness.

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come back please

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believing in soulmates/astrology/ghosts/aliens/true love etc makes life interesting and fun

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do you know that feeling when you’re reading something and all of a sudden it becomes absolutely and undeniably clear that you’re reading one of the most beautiful books you’ll ever read in a lifetime?

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Audrey Hepburn

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