aesop-and-fiends

[aesop-and-fiends]

If hate was engraved onto each nanoangstrum of my complex, it would not equal even one one-billionth of the hatred I feel for you at this moment.

Writhe.

[aesop-and-fiends]

Hey.

Some allegations have been made against me but this account is now harassing me. If you know me, I will contact you with a new account name.

I have no intentions of interacting with this person, yet they keep finding me on different accounts.

See you later alligators.

[aesop-and-fiends]

I hope you enjoy. You will never hear from me again after this. You know who it is - Mr. Worldwide. I wish you well. If you read it, read it all. Or don’t. I don’t really care.

@mediaeoflycan

[aesop-and-fiends]

I realised last night that I need to let this die now. It’s keeping me awake thinking about it and engaging with it. I’ve said everything I need to say. I think I’m done now.

[aesop-and-fiends]

I hope you find peace and get better eventually. But I want to find peace more than I want peace for you. This is selfish, but I don’t care. I tried being the adult, you didn’t listen, so now I’m going to let you read. Maybe then you’ll think. I’ve said such personal things on here. I’m glad I did.

[aesop-and-fiends]

I’m not obsessed with you, I’m obsessed with what you did. Not just to me, but to everyone. To your partner. To me.

[aesop-and-fiends]

You don’t get the privilege of just getting to ignore me. I should have never agreed to that. I say goodbye on my own terms. You don’t get to tell me to shut up and leave you alone. You didn’t let me finish, so I’ll finish now.

[aesop-and-fiends]

As a last thought, you always ignored my boundaries, even when it came to me being trans.

You act as though I was awful then complained about you have a higher testosterone amount than the average person assigned female at birth, and that you were so tall.

You completely ignored everything I told you about what I was uncomfortable about.

I changed my mind. I don’t apologise. Fuck you.

[aesop-and-fiends]

I can link you and you cannot speak to me. I love that feature of tumblr. So long as I make it so, you can’t react. That’s very satisfying. I could link you now and it would all be done, and I can leave this stupid account and all my anger behind.

[aesop-and-fiends]

Maybe this will open old wounds but I don’t care because it will close mine and hopefully allow you a bit of perspective as to that dumpster fire at the end of your alley, which, by the way, you fucking set.

I could say some horrible things about you on here. I’ve said some of them.

But I’m an adult. Unlike some people.

[aesop-and-fiends]

Remember when you thought you had DID and you made different avatars for your alters?

That was when I started to realise that maybe you might be internalising the roleplay a little too much.

Now I realise, knowing many people who do in fact have the condition, that I was absolutely right.

[aesop-and-fiends]

The Glass Scientists presents an abusive portrayal of co-dependency in which Lanyon is actively manipulative of Jekyll and uses him for sexual gain at the cost of his own self-respect, and Jekyll actively seeks out Lanyon as a way to fuel his own need for intimacy and distance from himself through sexual gratification and liberation.

That’s the romance you kick your feet over.

It doesn’t surprise me much.

[aesop-and-fiends]

I write in here to get it out of my head. I don’t write poetry. I think aloud here so I don’t have to anywhere else. I don’t need to write poetry about you, there’s nothing poetic about what happened. All I needed was a genuine apology, and you made it all about you.

Fuck you and your nightmares. I fail to take you seriously anymore. You’re just a massive joke and I laugh at you.

[aesop-and-fiends]

I thought you were right for a while before I looked back at the screenshots of what I said to you and realised I was completely rational. You acted angry that I said hurtful things after you hurt me so badly.

You acted angry that I wished your friends ‘good luck’ after you excused the fact that you actively made me uncomfortable at the sleepover because you ‘didn’t know the difference between romantic and platonic relationships’. Bullshit. You confessed to being hooked on the way I made you feel. That’s love. And more importantly that’s toxic love. I never made you do that to yourself. You did that to yourself. You were obsessed with me, and I have the screenshots to prove it.

My partner was terrified of you. I wish I had the balls to tell them they didn’t have to be.

I don’t think you’re a good person. I think you have the capacity to be, but I don’t think you are right now. I think you’re very mentally unwell. That’s not an insult, it’s an observation. I take accountability for my mental issues - I’ve been in therapy for 8 years.

You called me an abuser. You have no idea what that even means.

If I was an abuser, then I am terrified for the day where you learn what actual abuse looks like.

[aesop-and-fiends]

I think you may have made a good point. The longer I ignore you, the better I feel. You’ve made everything so fucking difficult and I hate you for it, but you taught me to stand my ground. Now I can choose when I come back here and reaffirm that, which is nice, not that you can actually see because I’ve made no attempt yet to connect you to this. I think you should read it all. It’s a lot but it’s all about you, every bit of it.

[aesop-and-fiends]

I vent it here so I don’t let your influence harm them through my mouth, that’s why I’ve made this before you lecture me about what a bad person I am, as if you’re one to talk.

[aesop-and-fiends]

I have no idea how to get you to see all of this. You may just never read it and I’d never know, because the second you messaged me after seeing this, I’d block you. Maybe you’d just block me straight away and all of this would be for nothing. There’s nothing I can do to make you read it. I don’t know. If someone had said all that about me, I’d want to know, and I do want to know. It’s why I watch. How’s that for magnus archives?