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So this is my place, where I live for my 9 years of existence. We moved here when I was 9 years old, 3rd grade. This house is owned by my aunt and since the house is too big for 2 people, she let me and my family stay there for good together with my uncle (their brother). I never thought we would actually stay here for good because at first I really don’t want to move out our old house, but we don’t have a choice because my aunt sold that house already.

            Here in the pictures, you will see the “gate” on our second floor. That is actually a circular stairs with a little gate. This is where we great our visitor mostly since our living room is in the 2nd floor. It has a gate because we own 2 dogs who like to loiter around. The 1st floor is consisting of sari-sari store, kitchen, and some storage room and a bathroom. In the 2nd floor is where you can find all the rooms with the total of 5 rooms together with the kitchen, living room, and 2 bathrooms, one for showering and one for the toilet. Did i described it kind of small? That’s because half of the part of the house are meant for incomes purposes. My aunt decided to divide the house by parts and make it a rent. It has 3 residential rents and 3 commercial spaces.

            Even though it gotten smaller year by year, because of the rental spaces around the house, it kind a feels like the house is full and filled up unlike before, the house where too big and there is not a lot of people living in it so it was kind of lonely but now, it’s packed!

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McDonald's is one of the famous fast food chains here in the Philippines. They are known for their good food like fries, sundae ice cream, burgers, chicken, and chicken nuggets. They can be found easily because there are so many branches around the Philippines which is very convenient especially for those who get hungry easily like me.

 One of my favorite food chains is McDonald's and whenever I go there, I always order my favorite food combo which is Chicken Mc Nuggets, Large Mc Fries and a large diet coke. Don’t forget about the success! I love their nuggets because of its rich flavor. Their nuggets taste different compared to other local nuggets here In the Philippines. You can really taste the chicken and the crispy skin of it. The barbeque sauce adds a flavor in it which makes the taste even richer. I love their fries because of the texture in it; also it has the right amount of salt in it. For me, diet coke is the best drink for it because it has the right amount of sweet in it compare to an original coke that has so much sugar in it that is too much for me.

 I know that McDonald's are too overrated but for me, no one can beat their chicken nuggets. I highly recommend it to chicken or chicken nuggets lover or to those who just love food in general. It’s also the best food to eat when you’re watching a movie or if you’re just plain bored.  

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My Autobiography

 Growing up I’ve learn so much in many perspective in my life. I gain experiences and unexpected things. I’ve experience many ups and downs like a rollercoaster; tough and hard times, happiness and enjoyments. In these papers we will talk about how much I’ve grown, my life and lessons I’ve learn throughout my life.

 I was born in September 27, 2000. My mother name me Zairah and my father give me my second name which is Raffaella. I got my name “Zairah” from my cousin. She used that name in japan when she was still working there, but it’s actually a Muslim name which means “visitor”. I got my name “Raffaella” from bible. My father believes that if you name your child by saint (or anything in bible) it would be a good person or at least lessen it sins. So I am Zairah Raffaella Atillo Yee.

 I was lonely when I was I kid, since I don’t have anyone to play with not until we move to my cousin’s house. Ever since then, I always go to their room and play with her with dolls and many more toys. We even play tea party and drink our favorite drink, milo. Maybe I was really born lazy because, even then I am lazy. Whenever I play something, I don’t clean them. I just let them sit where I played them. It’s one of the reasons why I always fought with my cousin. I remember whenever we play Barbie dolls, after playing it I just leave her with the dolls. Then one time I was about to run to leave but, she immediately pull my hair and then I pull her hair back too. I start going to kindergarten and gain some friends. It was so fun not until you go home. i grow up with yayas since both of my parents have works so when i go home from school, I am stuck with my yaya. I really don’t like being around with my yayas because they always hit me and make me sleep by afternoon. I also hate sleeping in the afternoon because I wanted to play with my cousins. Growing up with both of my parents is working and not always with me made me an understanding person. I understand why I’m always not with my parents. They need to work for me especially since I am still little that time. Like I said I was lonely when i was a kid so I asked my parents for a sibling so I have someone to play with besides my cousins. In 2003, we were blessed an angel in our family. Unfortunately, in May 29, 2003 the day that she was born, she really turned into an angel. After 2 years I asked them again. July 29, 2005 when my younger brother born. I was 5 years old that time.

 As I grow up, I become more mature. I really never have the chance to play with by brother. Maybe because of our age and our gender since as I grow up my like changes. I graduated preparatory and entered elementary. I was enrolled in Espisito Santo Parochial School and I meet new people and gain some friends. Though yes I gain some friends but we can’t remove the fact that there are plastics there. 2009 is when I started to know k-pop. The first group and that I’ve heard is super junior “It’s you”. I wasn’t that surprise by their songs but one time when I was watching myx countdown, 2ne1 pop up with their debut song “fire”. I really didn’t know who’s Sandara Park that time but my mother knows her, she was the one who introduce Sandara to me. I really like their song “fire” and I really think that their voices are unique and beautiful since then I become their fan and years pass by, they produce more songs and I meet more groups and I become fan of them. To be honest I thought I was enjoying my elementary year there, but when I moved to another school, I realize how awful those people there. All they know is to show their fancy stuff and school supplies. They’re so arrogant. I was actually bullied there since I have nothing to show for them. I don’t have those fancy stuff they have. They even teas me saying I’m poor because my father fetch me with bike every class dismissal.

 When I was in 4th grade I moved to Padre Gomez Elementary School. Life was also tough there. Most of the teachers don’t teach at all but they mark their students with low grades. I was one of those students who are always present but got a very low grade. When I was in Espirito, I never got a grade of 75 but in Gomez almost my entire subject got a line of 7. I was in section 7 when I was in 4th and 5th grade but my 5th grade adviser give me an average grade of 78 so I was transferred in section 11. There were 13 sections in 6th grade and my section was 3rd to the last how awful. There is always good in every bad thing that happens in our life. I might be from section 11 but hey! I was the top 1 in our class (and that would be probably my last). This just tells us that it’s just a bad day or month or maybe a year, but it’s not a bad life.

 So I finally graduated elementary and enrolled high school in Perpetual Help College of Manila. In these entire papers, this section might be the longest one. At first I was excited to go to high school and to come at school. Especially that I know that I’m going to encounter a lot of new people. First day there was 2 sections only. St. Therese and St. Clare. There was a lot of students in one room, so the principle decided to divide the class in to 3 sections. Now they add another section which is St. Francis. Half of the class where transferred there and some of the St. There was added to us. My section was St. Clare by the way. Classes were fine, I was searching for a kpop fan in school and then I find someone from the 4th year. We became close and we fan girl together. Until months have passed, a lot of fights happen. Fights inside the classroom and fight between our section and the 4th years. Maybe it’s because everything was new to us and also we were pre-teens, we were still immature that time that is why we got evolve with fits that time. So I meet new people and build a new friendship. I have this “I thought she were my friend” but then her true color shows. I always stick whit her but she’s always mad at me for no reason. I’ve decided to end our friendship and be friends with my other classmates. After a while we build a group of friend and we even named it “tropang random” because we have this random personalities and our friendship is also random, like the things that we like does not match at all but for us that is not a hindrance for our friendship. Months pass by and our friendship gone bigger, from 5 members to 11 members. We named our friendship group “the good good” or “tgg” for short. We are even friends with those unexpected people. Those people who you thought that were plastics and bad influences are actually the one who takes care of us always. So let’s talk about 8th grade. So our friendship group gone separated. Some transferred to different schools, and we who remain in our school got separated sections.

 In 8th grade there is 3 sections as  well. One is St. benedict, second is St. Claude, Third one is St. Dominic. We might be separated but our friendship is still strong though there are some fights that we had but that is not enough reason for our friendship to end. Our section is St. Claudine and we always won in every competition. The most memorable thing that happened during 8th grade was the festival competition on family day. We did a bangus festival and we won. I think we really deserve it because our original song was stolen also our props because we were told that there is only one props per section but unfortunately the other sections props are also bilao so one of us need to change our props. Sadly our props are already done; it is painted and all decorated so we can’t surrender it. So we settled it to the other section and they convicts. It was so hard because the whole dance and everything was already done yet they told us to change the music like what? It was so unacceptable but we have nothing to because it was the principle who told us to change the music.

 9th grade was one of the most precious year for me. This was the year where I felt like I belong to a family. Our bond is really special and tight. We are all in this together no matter what happen. No one let one of us down. If we are in trouble no one will speak who’s who. We protect each other. One time there is this most memorable time where we play. Someone will turn off the lights then we will hit each other or tickle each other but when the light turns on we will freeze and act like nothing happen. We were so happy and we enjoy it so much, we didn’t know that all of the teachers were already watching us on the cctv. Then all of us were called by the prefect of discipline but no one dared to tell who’s turning off the lights. I also remember that the best friend of our adviser talked to us and asked us if we liked what we did. We all thought that she’s going to be mad at us but it turned out that she was actually in our side. She told us if she weren’t a teacher she would actually like to join us. It was actually kind of worst for me. I was accused for the thing that I didn’t. my meth teacher accused me that I was insulting her name even though that It wasn’t me. 10th grade, the last year of junior high school. It is also one of the memorable year. I feel like I belong to a family too. Since we spent 4 years in the same school, all of us are close even if they are from another section. In our 10th year, those smart, outstanding people are in St. Anthony and those who are average are in St. Lorenzo. Even though we are an average student we are actually very talented person. Not that I’m bragging but we always won and most of us are singers, dancers, artist and more. There are also a lot of athletes in our section.

Now let’s talk about my senior high school. I gotta say even though I’m already sick staying in one school, I was excited to enter senior high school. I gotta meet new people and new friends. I never expect to be friends with naughty people but it was fun being around them. In this year, all I experience was expect the unexpected thing that might happen in your life. Also not all of your first friend are your friends until the end. They can be just for a while.

 And that is my story. There is a lot of lesson behind all the experiences I’ve experience and even though they weren’t a great experience, I am still thankful that somehow I experience it because I gain knowledge and lesson through those bad experiences. We should be thankful to all the things that happen to us, whether it’s bad or not. Things happen for a reason and we should learn from it and stop complaining.

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ARAW

 Bakit sa paglipas ng araw ay lalong napapalapit?

Gusto nang tapusin pero saan kakapit?

Maayos naman tayo noon, pero ngayon bkit?

Bakit ngayon tayo’y ipit na ipit?

 Di ko alam bakit di ako nagging sapat.

Isinisigaw ko naman kahit ako’y malat.

Pero ngayon ay tapos na ang  lahat,

Sana’y mag hilom pati ang mga sugat.

 At eto na ako ngayon, wala nang malapitan,

At ikaw na may bagong lalapitan

Kaya ako’y iyong iniilagan.

Sa huli, napagtanto ko na ako rin pala ay hindi kawlan.

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The beauty of blog in our lives

 On the 13th of July, Mr. Kristian Lugay thought us about blogging. Blogging is not just by simple typing things and posts it on the internet or on your personal blog. Blog is also about passion. It’s like putting two things that you like in one. Like if you like writing things like a poem, short story or even information’s like maybe about your country or fashion, whatever you desire to talk about and post it on the internet. In fact, blogging has a few different types like for example, Reverse Blog, Media Blog and Personal Blog. As for me, I do like blogs but not written blogs but video blogs which is much more known as “Vlog”. I idolize and watch a lot of vlogs on youtube like Wil Dasovich, Rei Germar, David Guison and many more. I’ve always wanted to do it but the lack of equipment is the one who’s making me stop that is why I’m trying to save up money to buy for that equipment.

This project will help me with my typing skills, creativity, and how to express myself more. I highly appreciate and respect all online blogger around the world. Expressing yourself and posting it on the social media is scary. A lot of people now a day judge you easily but those online blogger is very brave for them to post such things on social media. Just like what the other says, if you’re passionate into something, no one can stop you, as long as you love and happy with what you are doing. So Mr. Lugay thought us about the use tumblr. I’ve been using tumblr ever since but then I stopped it because I really don’t know how to use it. Now that Mr. Lugay thought us about it, I will continue it from now on and share my other experiences in life and express myself more.

What I like to share in my blog is that my love for kpop, small armature poem and some aesthetically pleasing photos, fashion and of course some short story on what happens on my day. I really like expressing my self through writing and dancing and this platform may help me release those things I keep to myself. Sometimes we need to spoke out too on what we are dealing with life and stuff because someone out there is asking for help and wondering if there is anyone like them and this platform will help them reach out by reading at your story. Also, I’ve always wanted to share my kind of style and fashion to inspire more other teenagers and adults about their reference in fashion and to educate them more because fashion is not just about the brand nor the style or design. It’s about how you pull that outfit out, the confidence that you have. Fashion shouldn’t be eating you, it’s you who should eat the fashion and walk around it like no body’s watching you.