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Laura Marling, “Tap at My Window” + Dean
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spn 5x14
Sam: Should- should somebody maybe… go talk to him? Dean: Yeah, that’s a good idea. Give ‘em hell, Cas.
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no really. you’re jimmy novak. you have a daughter, a job selling ad space, a visit to church every sunday. and very suddenly you turn into someone that hauls demons to their knees. you’re in constant pain. you’re not even human. you can’t even recognize what your hands do. at once, everything is the clearest and blurriest it’s ever been. and then you’re smited but you leave your body behind and it keeps on cycling. smites people in turn. you’re dead but there’s something left of your actions.
and at first it’s confused (the angel who took your life) but at some point it finds a son and cas loves him dearly and your arms are used to hug a kid again
#this is one of the many reasons why the idea of jimmy being closeted makes me start FULLY gnawing at the bars of my enclosure#cause it's like.. you're gay but you're not because it's just a thorn in the flesh and something to overcome and so you do#and you get married and you have a daughter and a good job and you're probably a fucking deacon or whatever#but it's still there and you KNOW it's there and you're on your knees ever night praying for god to take it away#because you want so badly to be free of sin and then. and THEN.#an Angel Of The Lord appears to you and says ''do not be afraid for i bring you good tidings of great joy''#and you're like ''okay. finally. finally i can be holy''#and then instead of anything good or gentle it's just neverending violence and betrayal#and maybe all the things you believe (you know the things you tore yourself apart over?) were just a lie#and also the angel is gay. hm.
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spn season 1 said we are going to give the smart and sensitive one a simmering rage just below the surface and we are going to imbed the tough devil-may-care one with a quiet reserve of vulnerablity. this will give disorders to no 14 year olds
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*slaps dean’s ass* this bad boy can fit so many gender issues
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happy birthday @ben-edlund!
Lucifer Rising (4x22)
#fellas is it gay to make intense eye contact from 3 inches away after body slamming a man into a wall and then pulling a knife out of your p#cas#dean#s4
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— You Are Jeff by Richard Siken ↳ Happy Birthday Kylie @ben-edlund ♥
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5.03 - Free to Be You and Me - Happy birthday @theedorksinlove ✨
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“dean runs deantransgressions” no. bela talbot does
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a guideline for the proper maintenance of your sword. / (a companion to the guideline for the proper maintenance of your shield.)
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repress it! | Dean Winchester
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Y’all ever think about what the Shifter in episode 1x06 said while relating with Dean?
“So, maybe this thing was born human but was different. Hideous and hated. Until he learned to become someone else. It’s funny. I kind of understand him. He’s all alone—close to no one. All he wants is for someone to love him. He’s like me. You know, everybody needs a little human touch now and then. It’s so hard to be different.”
The layers here....... Dean has been bi since season one.
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MISHA COLLINS as CASTIEL
SUPERNATURAL | 4.16 “On the Head of a Pin”
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