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radsophia:

“ you were smoking on campus ? this is a smoking free area, ezra— you know that ! ”

“i do know that, but i’m also juggling four papers, three tests, two labs, and eight applications for various internships and opportunities and i did it out of the way of everybody. except dr. reese apparently. i don’t normally do it on campus. it was only this once, i promise.”

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mariisols:

“i really doubt that could ruin a relationship. i bet you could still win her over. but what were you smoking?”

“alright. maybe ruined is a bit of an exaggeration. but she looked extremely, extremely disappointed. for once, i was just smoking a cigarette. but i guess since i’m studying the body mine should constantly be in tip top shape. forget dealing with stress.”

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“so i think i’ve ruined my relationship with my biochem professor. she caught me smoking and i guess doctors and doctors-in-training don’t.”

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Vienna, 6/10 (credit)

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✉️ imessage → ezra

jackie: ugh i'd want a big dog cause they're so big and cuddly

jackie: yeah u need money for that dogs are expensive

ezra: almost have enough. when i can adopt one i'll let you know and you can help me pick.

ezra: and i won't shoo you away from my dog.

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thx0:

“well, i’ll just put it this way. before we even did anything, i told her i don’t do relationships because i don’t have the time and i’d just end up breaking up with them later on. she said she didn’t care and then got pissed that i was talking to someone else… i don’t know, i may just be an asshole. ”

“hm. i don’t know. context and situation are important and you’d be surprised how important very small words and tone are to certain people. anyways, don’t take it to heart. she’ll move on and you should too. just be careful.”

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thx0:

“ does being honest with someone and telling them i’m not looking for a relationship make me an asshole? because i just got slapped in the face and i’m not sure if i should feel bad about it or not…” 

“it really depends on how you went about doing it. did you do it politely or bluntly? i mean, it’s better than leading them on but it’s kind of thing ice for a lot of people. rejection sucks no matter how nicely it’s done.”

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mlcah:

“damn. i’m getting stressed out from only hearing it out in words, i don’t think i even want to imagine what it must actually feel like,” micah shook his head in disbelief. it may sound strange but he found comfort in people venting to him; it almost made him feel less lonely when it came to him and his own issues. “but, it’s true. you have to do what you have to do to survive, right ? it just takes away from the whole college experience that we work so hard to have .. kind of ironic, huh ?” he continued to listen while taking a swig of his drink; his eyebrows raising as ezra finished. “i mean, i don’t have a girlfriend but if you’re trying to talk me out of getting a job, it’s working,” micah joked, trying his best to raise ezra’s mood. “so, she was at the top of the list and still didn’t make it ? that’s scary.”

ezra chuckled a little and crossed his arms over his chest, leaning back against the counter behind him. “money tends to be more important than certain things when you don’t have any,” he explained. “but yeah, yeah. she... she liked going out and socializing and doing all the things i don’t and didn’t have time for. it was kind of a package deal and she didn’t understand why i couldn’t go out with her. it just... it didn’t work. and then we got back together only to realize again that it really didn’t work. and quite honestly i’m not sure if i’m better off with or without her at this point. might just be the loneliness speaking, i don’t know.” he breathed out heavily and then straightened up again. “sorry for the rant. probably didn’t come here to listen. anything else i can get you?”

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mlcah:

“tips sound awesome. the uniform not so much,” he snickered. “but, yeah. this doesn’t seem too bad. but, juggling school, a social life, personal life, and then adding on a job seems like a lot. man, i don’t know how you do it all, ezra. i’m might need you to teach me your ways – be my obi wan.”

ezra adjusted his bowtie in response to micah’s little laugh, smoothing out the red pinstripe apron he was wearing. “i don’t do it all. that’s the secret. first of all, i literally don’t sleep half the week. it’s horrible and it probably adds a shit ton of stress to my life. also, my social life is nothing compared to yours. i don’t have time to go to parties. i mean, i’m bad at partying anyways but my point still stands. my social life is attending committee meetings. when you have to do things, you find ways to do them. not always easy or pleasant.” he rubbed a hand down his face and then he stood up straighter. “i didn’t even have time to keep my girlfriend happy and she was one of my top priorities. it just... it sucks most of the time.”

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marisol: stop no it's really big and ugly

marisol: i can't live with a spider at an unknown location i would never sleep again

marisol: ezra you're an angel thank you so much!!

ezra: we can't have you sleep deprived, now can we?

ezra: no problem. i have the edits for your paper done too, been meaning to drop those off. two birds with one stone. see you soon.

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marisol: no it's bigger than that

marisol: uh that's debatable

marisol: i just can't lose sight of it or i'll literally move out

ezra: okay it's the size of the tip of your thumb?

ezra: no need to move out. just stare at it and i'll see if i can get out early to take care of it.

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marisol: dammit ezra

marisol: it's a SPIDER i can't just let it roam!!

marisol: when do u get off work

ezra: it's not going to hurt you. it's probably the size of you pinkie.

ezra: thirty minutes. think you can survive that long against the eight-legged menace claiming territory in your home?

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davvinas:

“and i do, i enjoy your company the most, ez,” she insists, grinning back at him. “god, i do regret it in the mornings and i feel like death, but when it’s midnight and i’m talking to you, it feels like i could never sleep. too much energy in me.”

ezra smiled right back at her, reaching out to gently tweak her cheek. “at least i can get a laugh out of you every once in a while. oh, by the way, edda’s play is next saturday. if you’re free would you want to come with me?” his smile tightened and his look became a little pleading. “so i’m not alone with them.”

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✉️ imessage → ezra.

marisol: but that's so gross i can't do it

ezra: i believe in you. or you can kill it yourself. OR you can let it be and let it wander wherever it wants.