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Just my April 2023 Thoughts

Hello self, medyo stress ka this past few days. Di ko na alam san kukunin pambayad sa mga kaka deserved mo. Nakakapagod plus nakakatakot. Susubok ka ng pangarap na hindi mo alam ano mangyayari. Maiiwanan dito si mama andami kong nasa isip. Lord ikaw na pong bahala. Gusto ko lang mabigyan ng bagong bahay si mama. Make my loved ones proud and my younger self. Promise ko sayo na di tayo manghihingi tayo yung mag bibigay sa iba. Diba yun yung gusto mo? Palagi kong tinatapangan, gusto ko maabot yung mga pangarap mo. Minsan nagiging selfish na ko. Gusto kolang magsorry din kay Faith, minsan naiisip ko ang sama kong friend. Sana hindi mo nafeel yung mga bagay na nafeel mo noon mga nbasa mo saakin sorry. Pinag sisisihan ko yun. I hope your heart will heal soon. 

Proud ako sayo and alam kong kakayanin natin to. Palagi mo naiisip na darating yung araw walang ibang tutulong sayo kundi yung sarili mo. Laban and sorry po Lord,, ang daming beses ko ng nadapa. Nakakahiya na po sorry. 

Siguro yung pinang hahawakan ko nalang is yung I will bring you to a land flowing with milk and honey. 

-Lord. 

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August 1, 2022

Hello 2022!!

Its been a while since na kapag sulat ako, itong 2022 umpisa pa lang ng taon roller coaster na eh. January pa lang haha! Super ganda din na may ganito, nakaka pag sulat ako and nababalikan ko yung mga nasa isip ko noon barok pa nga english ko hahah. 2021-2022 yung year na feel ko strong independent women kineme na ko. May mga naipundar na ko and mga natupad na dreams pero yung pinaka thankful ako sa Lord is yung healing ng heart an finaly napatawad ko na yung sarili ko and nakabalik ako sa ministry. Yung totoong happiness and rest pala talaga is nasa Lord. 

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My Forever Love Daddy

Hi Daddy,

Thank you for everything <3 I love you forever. and super thank you for always reminding me na mag ipon mangarap. Thank youuuu and love na love kita. I love youuu. I am praying everyday na ingatan kayo ni Lord and i layo kayo sa karamdaman, lagi kayong healthy and alam ko sabi nga sa Bible Gods words is flawless. He is faithful kaya alam kong hindi niya kayo pababayaan. I love youu so muchhh! <3

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Today I got a good job from my boss cause God help me <3 Thank you Jesus! your the best po talaga!

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How Lucky I am <3

Hi :) do you know how lucky I am?

I got the best mom in the world. She feared and love Jesus, her faith makes me trust God more. Thank you Jesus. Everytime I am sad, happy and sick she’s there. Always massaging my head. I love you mama <3 

Thank you for the advance gift Faith! I am happy that I received a advance gift with God’s word in it. <3 Thank you for always being there. Alam mo naman na love na love kita. Alam mo lahat ng aking mga stress, fears and dreams! I am happy na nakilala kita sa buhay ko. Wag mo papabayaan si mama ha. Dati kala ko malungkot na yung buhay nung umalis si ate si nicole haha pero napaka buti ng Lord kasi sa araw araw anjan kayo ni Alec. nag poprovide siya ng mga taong nagiging reason para maging happy ang life. sila Airah, Dorcas, Phine, Hani, ate Diesa ate Ann, Ate Alyana, Tita Nova, Tito Darry. Lolo and Lola Luding <3 Daddy Benny. Carlo, Charlie, Apol, Jason, Nancyshi<3 Dave, Apol ate Katz. Napaka swerte ko sa mga taong nakapaligid sakin. and thankful ako kay Jesus kasi pinakita at pina realize niya sakin ito. 

Airah Day! thank you!!! love na love kita thank you for the galas. ayan iisa na ang friends ko at friends ni faith and I am so happy!!!! I love you all. <3

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God gave me Wisdom

Thank you Jesus today for the wisdom, for the good people around me. Thank you for guiding me. Sa trabaho kong ito napakaraming pailalim na transaction, kung wala kang Diyos sa puso hindi mo alam nakakapag nakaw kana ng hindi sayo. Ama salamat sa pag gabay, sa pag papa alala na mas mahala ang integridad kesa sa pera. Thank you na hindi mo ako hinahayaang matempt. Ipray for others especially Sir Gibs. dalangin ko ama na hindi nya maging makasanayan yun dahil masakit man pag nanakaw yon. Today naiistress ako. Ang dami kong pendings :( di ko alam gagawin. Napapaisip akong sumuko na. Lord please guide me po. <3

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Dear Self, Sorry f...

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Kawikaan 21

1 Ang puso ng hari ay nasa kamay ng Panginoon na parang mga batis: kumikiling saan man niya ibigin.

2 Bawa't lakad ng tao ay matuwid sa kaniyang sariling mga mata: nguni't tinitimbang ng Panginoon ang mga puso.

3 Gumawa ng kaganapan at kahatulan ay lalong kalugodlugod sa Panginoon kay sa hain.

4 Ang mapagmataas na tingin, at ang palalong puso, siyang ilaw ng masama, ay kasalanan.

Today nakaka isip akong lumipat ng company. Papa Lord naiinis po ako sa boss ko. palagi pong galit at mataas ang boses. Feeling tuloy namin useless kami. Sabi nga po sa mga salita mo ang puso nya ay nasa kamay mo po. Papa Lord isinusumbong ko po siya sayo. Hindi namin siya malapitan kasi natatakot kami sakanya. 

Hindi po kami matatalino. lalo na po ako papa Lord if may pag kakamali po ako. Itama mo po ang puso ko. Patawarin mo po ako. Nakapag salita po ako ng mga mga bagay tulad ng bwisit at nagalit po ako sakanya. Sabi mo po submit to our earthly master. pero naiistress po ako. Sayo ko na po pinagkakatiwala ito. pagod na po yung puso ko. Ama kung feeling ko po tama ako sorry po. marami po akong pag kakamali sa trabaho aminado naman po ako. Ama if tinuturuan mo po ang puso namin ikaw na pong bahala. Patatagin mo po ito. alam mo po nararamdaman kong takot at kirot sa puso. Ama iligtas mo po kami. 

Ikaw lamang po ang nakaka alam ama kung dapat po ako mag stay or lumipat. Pinag kakatiwala ko na po ang lahat saiyo ama. Salamat po <3

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Introduction “Treat people as if they were what they ought to be and you help them to become what they are capable of being.” JOHANN WOLFGANG VON GOETHE The Advocate personality type is very rare, making up less than one percent of the population, but they nonetheless leave their mark on the world. Advocates have an inborn sense of idealism and morality, but what sets them apart is that they are not idle dreamers. These individuals are capable of taking concrete steps to realize their goals and make a lasting positive impact. People with this personality type tend to see helping others as their purpose in life. Advocates can often be found engaging in rescue efforts and doing charity work. However, their real passion is to get to the heart of the issue so that people need not be rescued at all.  Help Me Help You Advocates indeed share a unique combination of traits. Though soft-spoken, they have very strong opinions and will fight tirelessly for an idea they believe in. They are decisive and strong-willed, but will rarely use that energy for personal gain. Advocates will act with creativity, imagination, conviction, and sensitivity not to create an advantage, but to create balance. Egalitarianism and karma are very attractive ideas to Advocate personalities. These types tend to believe that nothing would help the world so much as using love and compassion to soften the hearts of tyrants. Nothing lights up Advocates like creating a solution that changes people’s lives. Advocates find it easy to make connections with others. They have a talent for warm, sensitive language, speaking in human terms, rather than with pure logic and fact. It makes sense that their friends and colleagues will come to think of them as quiet Extraverted personality types. However, they would all do well to remember that Advocates need time alone to decompress and recharge, and not to become too alarmed when they suddenly withdraw. Advocates take great care of others’ feelings, and they expect the favor to be returned – sometimes that means giving them the space they need for a few days. Live to Fight Another Day Really, though, it is most important for people with the Advocate personality type to remember to take care of themselves. The passion of their convictions is perfectly capable of carrying them past their breaking point. If their zeal gets out of hand, they can find themselves exhausted, unhealthy, and stressed. This becomes especially apparent when Advocates find themselves up against conflict and criticism. Their sensitivity forces these personalities to do everything they can to evade these seemingly personal attacks. When the circumstances are unavoidable, however, they can fight back in highly irrational, unhelpful ways. To Advocates, the world is a place full of inequity – but it doesn’t have to be. No other personality type is better suited to create a movement to right a wrong, no matter how big or small. Advocates just need to remember that while they’re busy taking care of the world, they need to take care of themselves, too.

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April 17, 2020 - Prayers of My Heart

1 Corinthians 13:4-8 World English Bible (WEB)

4 Love is patient and is kind. Love doesn’t envy. Love doesn’t brag, is not proud, 5 doesn’t behave itself inappropriately, doesn’t seek its own way, is not provoked, takes no account of evil; 6 doesn’t rejoice in unrighteousness, but rejoices with the truth; 7 bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, and endures all things. 8 Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will be done away with. Where there are various languages, they will cease. Where there is knowledge, it will be done away with.

Today, this verse strike my heart deeply, and I am praying this love will be planted in my heart. I will continuously pray for you but let God do the rest. I don’t know until when, i don’t know if God wanted me to wait or let go but what I knew is he is constantly teaching my heart the true meaning of love. 

I realize love does not seek its own way. All this time I am doing it on what I wanted to and ending up being disappointed. My Father I surrender everything in your hands. <3 sustain me with your love while I am still waiting. May I received hope and joy that is coming from you. Please keep him safe, please make him happy and mostly please save him and make him your son too. I love you with the love of God Ko Byeongjin <3

Thank you for everything Jesus. Claiming the victory that you have won in the cross before, now and forever <3

I LOVE YOU!

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Pray to the Monkey I love.

Today April 9,2020

God placed this dream in my heart. That one day i will hold Byeongjins hand and I will pray for him. ❤ I love you

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Blessed <3

Thank you Jesus! My Lord my Savior. I am really undeserving for all this blessing. In my Job, I know I am not qualified but you put me here. Sometimes I am shy with my boss cause alam ko sa sarili ko na I am really not worthy. Pero Lord salamat kasi sa sobrang pag mamahal mo sakin ginagawang mo akong karapatdapat kahit hindi. No words can explain how grateful I am today. Thank you for loving me <3. I hope that in return i will bring more souls in church. 

Thank you Jesus <3

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Missing my Monkey

Pag namimiss mo siya mag basa ka ng Bible. At least your are reading a love letter.

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Dear self, You've been seeking forgiveness and praising Jesus my creator for all wonderful things He have done. And just this day i just wonder. Ano nga po kaya ang feeling when He is already here. Seeing Him face to face. You should be excited kasi isipin mo siya yung never kang iniwan, mahal na mahal ka. No words can express and explain pero I am very thankful Jesus for choosing and loving me more than i can ever imagine. Be glorified, you deserve all the praises Jesus! My Lord! Amen!

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"The person you should never forget in your life is not someone you hate but someone you like. While keeping someone you hate in your heart, your heart will be scarred and hurt. So, keep someone you like in your heart. Only then you can eat and sleep well." -Captain Ri, "Crash Landing On You"

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Dear Jesus,

It’s been 3 years of wandering outside your love. I am lost along the way. I have done things that you do not want. And I have hurt you. I have questioned you with a lot of whys?? Even though that is the best thing for me. I chose myself and forget your teachings. I let put trash inside my heart. I have questioned my purpose in my life. I told you before i will love you until I die but i failed. I left you when my papa died. Broke my promises and left you behind. But still i know in the darkest days of my life you were still there. You should leave but you didn't. You were always my support and I have taken you for granted. I just call you when I'm scared. I even watched videos that will hurt you and ask forgiveness later then doing it again. Sorry Jesus. Made me know you again. Deeper than the wisdoms i knew before. My soul cries out. Iam desperate to know you more once again. To have fire in ny heart. That the joy in me is bringing souls to you. I am sorry, that I waste my time finding true love at social medias, thingking i was too pretty. But my heart is not. I judge others and enjoyed talking behind people's back. Pretending and playing safe in the ground. I am a sinner. I killed my father in speach. Help me to forgive myself. It feels like my heart became numb because of it. Sorry Jesus. I have sinned to you and to our almighty God. Sorry. I am the most unworthy person but you're still there. Always there carrying my frustrations, sending people that leads me back to you. Thank you. Thank you for the words you've planted in moms heart. For giving her to me. For using her to remind me that i should serve you again. Thank you.

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Those times when you feel most alone. Are when God sends you the most Angels. Thank you tita for the luch. Thank youu for always being there when mama mary is not around. I love youuuu 😘