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going back to the interests and hyperfixations you had when you were 13 will save you again and again btw
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Onward and Upward
This week I have said goodbye to my comfort zone. I no longer have anything holding me back from doing all the things Ive always wanted. I'm putting my foot down ...to myself. There is no room in this life that I aspire to have for self doubt, procrastination, or self sabotage. I deserve the things that are happening to/for me because I am working for them.
I want to be a good role model for my Inner child. I want my 10 year old self to look in the mirror and see the coolest, most successful, and happiest version of herself.
Things are looking up.
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Ok. Screw it!
So, I got fired recently and I have not been wanting to talk about it.
Long story short “it just wasn’t working out” Yeahh.... haha. At first i was so mad and just couldn’t believe it. I’ve never been fired from anything. it was such a shot to my ego, which i think i needed. I was really feeling myself. The universe really had to sit me down. Haha. So as I grieve this job, I have to come to terms with reality... I need a new job.
I really am not a conventional job type of woman. I tried it.... i hate it. Let me tell you I’ve tried everything. I was a hotel “front dest agent”, I lived and breathed Vans (lol shout out) and even tried selling furniture. I’ve exhausted the options. So now i’m Nannying and you know what? This feels good. I think this one is going to stick for a while....... and so i’m thinking(lol)
I need to dive in to my creative side. So i’m saying Screw you to fear and doing all of the things that i’ve been terrified of not only failing but succeeding at. My dad(lol) always told me to step out of my comfort zone and do things that make me happy and all of the dad things and here i am telling myself those exact words everyday. Full circle moments.
Ps. Vans kind of changed my life. haha.
xxreesa
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Am I interesting or just incredibly *F@#$%d Up*
Ok. So first let me explain. I am a grade A, level 1000, professional LAG. haha
I want to do all of the things but i want everything to be seamlessly perfect and aesthetically pleasing and blah blah blah and that is obviously not going to happen because i am *mentally ill* ha. so i just never start or rush things and end up hating it. SO you see my issue here with this blog..... BUUUUUT, things are looking way up. I HAVE A JOB! An actual adult, use my planner and have a use for my laptop job. Obviously the “Panny-D” fucked everyone and i am apart of everyone. 2020 chewed me up and spit me back out, in the best way possible. I learned way too much about myself and fell in love with me (; I found out that i like myself and to be honest, thats all i care about. hahaha. Anyway, i WILL be back.. I’m not going to make promises of when because it will be a lie, (lmao) but I’m feeling groovy and Im digging this new found creativity and excitement for life. Cheers to a FRESH start.
xx. reesa
Ps. If you’re reading this, i love you. Listen to Royaljag. They’re cool.
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