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Science has proven that: 

Humans have auras (x)

Humans have organs that sense energy (x) 

We inherit memories from our anscestors (x)

Meditation repairs telomeres in DNA, which slows the process of aging. (x)

Compassion extends life (x)

Love is more than just an emotion (x)

Billions of other universes exist (x)

Meditation speeds healing (x)

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Reblog if…

You’re doing it so you can be confident in public, but not for the attention

The weight loss is not for the gender you’re attracted to, but because you don’t feel attractive

You’re tired of people making petty comments about your weight

You want people to stop trying to put your weight in a sugarcoated box by saying you’re ‘big boned’ ‘thicc’ ‘more to love’ ‘curvy’, etc.

One comment sent you into the start of your ED

A traumatic experience caused you to gain weight that just wouldn’t come off

New medication caused you to gain weight

A Doctor, family, teacher, or friend has ever called you fat

You feel this is the only way you’ll truly be comfortable in your own skin

You’re lying to family & friends

You feel a little bittersweet when they comment on your weight loss

It started as a ‘diet’ that spiraled out of control

You know recovery is an option, but you don’t want to

You used to deny your eating disorder

🌪I want to follow the people who reblog this🌪

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i lost 12 pounds in 2 weeks ! !

reblog for that to happen to u too!

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I lost 5 pounds in two days.

so now i’m going to give you all a weight loss blessing.

like if you want to lose 5 pounds

reblog to lose the 5 pounds

*if you ignore the blessing will still work for you since you’ve seen it

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To all overweight/bigger peeps who have this brain virus from hell:

You are living my worst nightmare and I’m so sorry. Lately I’ve been thinking a lot about what it would be like and I can’t even imagine the absolute hellfire y'all be going through everyday.

I know this will hardly do anything to help you, but I’m just gonna say it anyway: you are just as sick as anyone and your head needs just as much care and corrective treatment as anyone else’s. Maybe your ED hasn’t made you underweight yet, but it’s an ED either way. You shouldn’t have to wait for your cancer to get worse to deserve treatment.

I hope only good things for you and please try to find the courage to seek help and receive it if it’s offered to you.

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Me when I chew and spit for three days but don't gain any weight as chew and spit disorder said you will gain the weight.

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Reblog or your mom will die in 928 seconds.

I love my mom.

I am risking nothing

I AM SORRY FOLLOWERS, I LOVE MY MOMMY

Will not risk.

sorry followers :(

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paralyzed

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I don't want anything. I don't want to work. I don't want to go to school . I don't want to go out and have fun. I want to sit in my room and do literally anything that gets my mind off of life. I don't want anyone to bother me and I won't bother anyone. I know that's not "how life works" but I literally didn't ask to be alive. To be born into a society that was absolutely not made for someone with a brain like me. And if I didn't have this primal instinct that makes me terrified of dying I would not even be here .

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I’m sorry

I feel so guilty for having mental illnesses that I shouldn’t even have to begin with. I haven’t ever been bullied, abused, lost someone close to me, had a traumatic experience, or anything like that. I just live a normel life with my family and friends who have all been very sweet and kind. And yet I’ve still managed to make myself depressed, have an ED, and other sh*t. It’s so embarrassing and selfish to me that I’m like this because I have no reason to have these problems in the first place. I’m such a horrible person for making myself like this. I should be grateful for what I have rather then ruining it and making my life a living hell for no f*cking reason. It’s so easy and simple and I can’t even do it. God I hate myself. I’m such a disappointment. I’m so ungrateful and dramatic for being like this it’s disgusting. I’m sorry.

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We were not put on this earth to be perfect.

We were not put on this earth to work nonstop 24/7 without complaint.

We were not put on this earth to look “presentable”.

We were not put on this earth to base our intelligence on a highschool GPA.

We were not put on this earth to make mom and dad proud.

We were not put on this earth to cater to the will and wants of others.

We were not put on this earth to always be happy and positive and never complain.

We were not put on this earth to take up as much or as little space as possible.

We were put on this earth to live. Life has its ups and downs, it’s challenges, it’s judgement, but it is free. Never feel like you aren’t living right, because there is no “right” way to live. Life is a gift, and we are lucky to take part in it. It’s okay to feel a hatred for the way life treats you, but don’t lose hope that it will get better, because it will. I promise.

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Are there any other people who are underweight but still have boobs? Like, I'm still wearing 32DD/70E bra...

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True story of how I tried to act normal but kept relapsing into all of those levels.

me fasting: I don’t wanna do this

me binging: I don’t wanna do this

me restricting: I don’t wanna do this

me eating like a normal person: I don’t wanna do this

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me fasting: I don’t wanna do this

me binging: I don’t wanna do this

me restricting: I don’t wanna do this

me eating like a normal person: I don’t wanna do this

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Hours 1-24 of my fast: I am dying I am death is life worth living in this purgatorial hell i’m going to Hoover up an entire bag of chips I have no willpower I will chug straight corn syrup because the only thing that exists in this world is food

Past hour 25 of my fast: I have conquered the flesh weaknesses of mortals and have ascended to godhood, no food shall pass through my ethereal lips, I exist on willpower and divinity, I am Infinitely Powerful, I can photosynthesize, what even is a calorie I’ve never had one in my life-