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it's 96 degrees out and boiling in my room upstairs, can anyone help me get a meal? or some electrolyte/bottled water delivered? the heat intolerance makes me seize and im trying to avoid that lolol

pypl linked, vnmo chaseallxn, $/chxseallen

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it's 96 degrees out and boiling in my room upstairs, can anyone help me get a meal? or some electrolyte/bottled water delivered? the heat intolerance makes me seize and im trying to avoid that lolol

pypl linked, vnmo chaseallxn, $/chxseallen

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99% of posters quit before they find the perfect wording no one can misunderstand

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i had a good dermatology appointment, but i hate that we're still in the like Welp we just gotta refer you out stage here

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being one of the roommates without a car in this heat means all of my roommates get to go drive somewhere else and i get to seize and suffer which is so fun and not isolating at all

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it's 96 degrees out and boiling in my room upstairs, can anyone help me get a meal? or some electrolyte/bottled water delivered? the heat intolerance makes me seize and im trying to avoid that lolol

pypl linked, vnmo chaseallxn, $/chxseallen

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got this sorted!!!

does anyone have 5 bucks so i can load my bus pass to get to my dr's appointment? driver let me on but i have a transfer

vnmo chaseallxn, pypl linked above, $/chxseallen

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does anyone have 5 bucks so i can load my bus pass to get to my dr's appointment? driver let me on but i have a transfer

vnmo chaseallxn, pypl linked above, $/chxseallen

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if you work with kids 80% of your job is just this

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lol i applied for paid leave and this is my entire paycheck

hey folks, i'm 150 dollars short on my rent after having to go to the ER, i told my landlord i'd have it by the end of tomorrow, the 4th, but can maybe push it to the 5th. getting rent paid would completely wipe my account but i need to get it done

vnmo is chaseallxn, $chxseallen, paypal.me/chxseallen

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i feel so tired and alone, i dont know how to reach out to people or hold or carry a conversation, and i just fucking lay here and cry and have convulsions and seizures by myself that i have to record

and i know people have their own lives. i'm mad my space isnt at a place that can host people. i dont have much to offer in the way of friendship when im this sick. and it drains a lot of people. i dont want to bring people into my space and then i start seizing and they have to deal with it.

i feel like i turn into a monster and i have to hide from everyone and when im more presentable, which is rare, then people can see me maybe. idk if it'll happen.

i get jealous of other people's ability to go out and do things. i lay and stare at the wall or the ceiling in and out of consciousness wishing that i was out doing things instead of this being my reality. i hate this reality. i wish my brain would stop seizing and just take me out.

this shit is so lonely and nobody gets it. i had 5 seizures yesterday and i'm exhausted but i'm by myself

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