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                      your screams are filled with the RAGE of the ocean .            dig your hands into the dirt && FIND the secrets you h i d long ago .                                                                                                                am i dreaming ?

promo cred.

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-zelda casually lays herself down on monica and curls up into a fetal position-

                             fingers lift , slowly – steadily , until lithe digits stroke through auburn locks ; a barely there touch , subtle but with purpose . hum is expelled as hazel hues fall closed , head lolling to the side as she falls into a steady rhythm with the other within her lap – she’s FIGHTING to stay awake , to ensure that zelda doesn’t need anything more than the gentle touch to hair .     ‘ you okay ? ‘           dulcet tones are low , head bowing in bid to keep other within gaze , continued touch of fingers to hair && she rolls her shoulders to try WARD off her own tiredness . free hand secures lightly about slender waist , shifting just enough to bring zelda close enough for moncia to drop lips to forehead , lingering there to hum her question once more .

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*gay screeching*

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not to be dramatic but ship with me

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@agentdoggett : WELCOME TO CHELSEA AND CATS HORRIBLE NIGHTLY ACTIVITIES

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     he wishes she’d have let him help. something. anything at all. just to let him in and take some of the burden that’s weighing her down off of her shoulders. now feels like too little too late. he’ll do whatever he can, now, even if it isn’t. 

     “more than anything.” cheek to cheek, his fingers in her hair. “i didn’t do enough back then. let me do enough now.” 

               she KNOWS she is lucky , that it is a rarity to have someone so willing to see past your transgressions , to accept you even after having done HORRID things -- the love she has for him , && vice versa is all she can see ... feel in this moment , && it has she shifting even closer if it were possible , as though loathe to allow a single iota of distance to come between them once more .           ‘ you do more than you know , john . ‘

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agentdoggett·:

     if she needs to know he’s not going anywhere, if she needs him close, he can do that.as soon as she pulls away he’s pressing his lips against the rest of her face. peppered to cheekbones and forehead and nose.  he missed her too much it’s all too easy to not want to let her go again, anyway. every press of his lips a silent i’m not going anywhere. and if he has anything to say about it, neither is she. 

      his touch is all she needs , his affirmation of the fact that he STILL loves her despite the things she had done ... perched so easily within his lap , she was able to forget , if only for a moment , that she no longer felt like the woman she once WAS ; tainted by foul deeds && the smell of smoke still lingering in her nostrils . lips rest against his cheekbone , a smile -- sad && small curved her features , && she presses closer to him .      ‘ i love you . ‘

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agentdoggett·:

     his hand continues to run up and down up his back, while she talks, while her nose touches his. monica, back with him. he’s so grateful he can’t fathom it, only knows that it feels like a part of himself has returned. “i don’t for a second doubt that the bastard had you cornered.” he presses a kiss to the top of her head. “breathe. i don’t doubt you. no one doubts you. anyone who does never knew you in the first place.” 

                         it ACHED , deep in her chest && she doesn’t know what else to say ... doesn’t know how to ease the guilt that claws up her throat , coating words that refuse to budge from her tongue . she tilts chin up when he kisses her forehead , as though seeking furtherance of gifted affections , when it doesn’t come && she is given only speech , she lifts the hand from her mouth to wrap around his neck , PULLING him to her ; closing that distance && pressing lips to his , retracting only enough to breathe when need crawls through her veins .

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monica gayes Today at 7:09 PM :)))))))))))))

chelsea Today at 7:09 PM no

monica gayes Today at 7:10 PM suffer.(edited)

chelsea Today at 7:11 PM I WILL SWIM TO AUSTRALIA, YOU WILL HEAR ME COMING, I WILL BE THE GIRL MAKING A SCREAM ONLY DOGS CAN HEAR

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agentdoggett·:

     he’s not sure what she’s talking about, so he just pulls her closer again, half into his lap and the book knocked to the side. he presses a kiss into her shoulder. “monica. i love you.” he runs his fingers down her back. “let me help.” 

               it’s too much , it’s too much !! breath catches in her throat , eyes squeeze tighter && she as good as shuffles fully into his lap , lifting her head only enough to brush the tip of her nose against his own .     ‘ oh john ... ‘      another shake , this time a single hand RAISES to press to her mouth , head tilting downwards && she doesn’t know how to put it into words when it all refuses to settle within her own mind .                                                    ‘ i didn’t WANT to help him . ‘

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agentdoggett·:

      now he does unwrap that arm from around her, so he can torn more fully towards her and face her. “what’s wrong?” he cups her face in both hands, thumbs rubbing back and forth over her cheekbones. crying was one of the first things she saw him do. strange how that can get a person past any shyness of it happening again. “talk. or tell me, somehow.” 

                   the break of contact gets her , && she instantly seeks the continuance of the kiss , but stops short only when he speaks , her head bowing && she offers nothing but a shake , dark locks brushing his shoulder , wanting nothing more than curl even closer , debating simply crawling into his lap && refusing to answer any questions .            ‘ i could have said NO , but i -- ‘           face tucks into his shoulder , allowing herself this moment of weakness , only with him .

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      oh. he lifts his head off of the head rested on his shoulder, and pulls back to look at her. not enough to disrupt the arm around him, or to take her arm from around his waist, but enough to see her. “is that all?” there’s a smile in the corners of his eyes. he captures her her chin with his free hand, and dips his head down to kiss her, soft and sweet. his forehead rests against hers. “any better?”

                               it HELPS but leaves her wanting more -- something to remind her that there is still light in this world . his forehead touches hers && for a moment she allows for the stillness , eyes tightly closed && breath barely there ; fingers twitch against his waist , head lifting enough to enable to brush of her own lips to his , lingering there as she chokes back a sob .

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agentdoggett·:

     “got it.” he does, sort of. not in the way that she does, but the past nine years of his life? he’s had that feeling more than once. he picks up the book at the edge of his lap, fiddling with the dust cover. “anything i can do?” 

                                      she’s seldom one to ask for affections , normally the one giving them , but in this moment she is LEANING on him , both physically && emotionally , needing the security && whatever else he could offer her .     ‘ kiss me ? ‘      it’s a simple request , yet heavy in what lay behind dulcet tones -- she’s needy right now , everything simply weighs too much ; take some off her shoulders .

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                       she isn’t entirely SURE if anything is wrong ; she’s lonely , simply one of those times when the world feels like it’s too much , && his company is all she needs to chase away the overflow of emotions . eyes close , body pressing further into his as she turns && arms wind about him in return . a shake of her head , && she’s nestled closer before she speaks .             ‘ i’m alright , just ...sometimes everything is just so much . ‘ @agentdoggett​

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out . i was going to do drafts but i’m super tired && have a headache so i think i’m gonna crawl into bed , lurk && watch my baking show .