aguywhodoesntdo

[aguywhodoesntdo]

I guess I should post somethin here since I've had this account for forever.

Hi, I'm a guy who hyperfixates on bs that doesn't matter, has a terrible memory and has to write down almost everything, plays too much video games, and only sketches when I don't feel like a giant pos (which hasn't been for years now.) I have over 18k hours in the Destiny franchise but I quit playing the game back in February 2024. My new main game is Warframe, in which I am MR30 (earned it 10/28/24 at 8:13 pm.)

As for more personal information:

I am a Southerner. I never finished my Accounting degree because of Covid and have not thought about going back. Most of the friendships I have had either have ended up in a situation where I caused a scene due to incompetence on both ends or where I just don't initiate contact anymore. If they want me they can contact me.

One friendship I wish I could have ended differently was one with a friend from middle school which lasted til March of 21 or 22, I can't remember which year. My friend was always weird compared to others around me (not that I ever fit in either) being fully investing in MLP. He could like whatever he liked, I didn't care too much. However, we lost contact though most of high school and reconnected in college. That's when I learned he became a she. I didn't know how to deal with that, so I just did what I normally did with them until they kept dragging in their other friends. Their other friends were gay, bi, and transgender, which I was okay with until every conversation became about them face timing sexual things and bickering about who's experiences were best with whom's. It was 3 am when my friend and their ex-girlfriend (whom they still did phone tag even though my friend had a girlfriend at the time) were arguing about some bs that I didn't want to hear. I blew up at the ex and said some mess I didn't mean to say but am not going to apologise for because it was true. The ex used to be suicidal but turned to extreme drugs and abusing others to cope with her past trauma. I already don't like yelling or the thought of anything abusive but hearing the ex at 3 am when I had been working most of the day and just wanted to have fun with my friend just got me goin. I don't remember all that I said but I haven't talked to them since. These are the reasons I am standoffish to others, especially those who are connected to lgbtq+.

I doubt I am ever gonna post anything else here. If I do it'll probably be my own sketches.