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"Let me be your undoing"

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caught you containing multitudes bro lmao i love every glittering facet

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yes friends let us blaze the marijuana! four hundred and twenty haha

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Joanna Klink, from “Night Sky”, The Nightfields

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Sapphics who don't like fat girls are so weird to me. You're supposed to like girl. Why wouldn't you want more girl per girl

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Glastonbury

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It's done! Quick edits to the Alpaca diffuse for funsies with an additional optional edit to remove the saddle if you'd like! Only edits the Diffuse on Mat A (the alpaca) so any changes to the saddle diffuse/model can be applied so long as this mod is at a higher priority c:

AVAILABLE ON THE [XMA]

What you see in the preview is what's in the mod ! Please have fun c:

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Grietje Postma, 1992-I, woodcut

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Just the two of them.

Another gpose I took a while ago and repurposed since I hadn't uploaded it yet ^^ I think this is actually the first time I've uploaded my kid!Raha design :O Kizuna and Raha are childhood friends(Because I'm a sucker) since Kizuna's dad is a member of the Students of Baldesion. He brought Kizuna to Sharlay for medical treatment. Raha's a couple years older than Kizuna, like 14-15ish here, and Kizuna really looks up to him. Their time together was kind of sporadic until the Calamity happened, where Kizuna went back to Sharlay with his dad in tow and he stayed there for 5 years until he set off for Eorzea again at the start of ARR.

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FINALLY went in and smoothed the sculpt i made for ariadne after the dt update blew up her old nose (waaaaaah). i don't even want to tell you how bad the one i've been using for a year was.

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found you.

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Nightmares.

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she does wanna study him under a microscope

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St Nicholas church in Dorset

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i need to know about Estinien’s no good very bad horrible day!

So THIS is after getting back into ishgard after having to put down one of his newest recruits, who was a veteran of the Temple Knights (and my OC (I am so sorry Auveaux)) and then Kitali had a dissociative response to said mercy killing and vanished into the highlands. So he had to not only deliver the news to the recent widow, he also lost one of his best dragoons, and is just generally fucking miserable about it.

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He must’ve fallen asleep, since the next thing Estinien was aware of was the gentle sound of a book being slid into place on a wooden shelf. Blinking he turned his head to see Aymeric stepping away from the shelf. He had shed his Lord Commander’s robes in favour of the looser shirts and trousers he preferred, though no less regal for it.

“I thought I might find you here,” he said softly, coming to sit on the carpet next to Estinien. “I heard what happened to Ser Dovine.”

Estinien heaved a sigh. “Aye. I wish I could say it was a surprise, but……” He trailed off with a frown. 

“I’m sorry.”

“How do you do it?” Estinien asked after a pause.

Aymeric tilted his head at the question. “Do what?”

“How do you bear the weight of each death so well?”

“You are making quite a bold assumption that that is the case, my friend,” Aymeric said wryly. His brow furrowed in thought before he continued. “Perhaps, though callous it may seem, the sheer number of men under my command provides some measure of distance between myself and them. Every death is a….” 

Estinien turned to him as he trailed off, waiting for the rest of the sentence.

Aymeric’s lip twitched. “I wish I could say every death is a necessary and worthwhile sacrifice.” His voice was bitter. 

Estinien gave a short hum in response. 

“If we carry on like this for much longer, there will naught left of Ishgard to save,” he said.

“I know.”

The weight of the casual blasphemy hung in the air between them like smoke. It was only dispelled when Arienne woke and shook her head, giving a massive yawn before delicately cleaning a paw. Aymeric reached over him and gave her an affectionate scritch below her chin, and her rumbling purr started back up. 

“Will you stay here tonight?” Aymeric asked him, tone once again soft and light.

“The lady of the house seems to have claimed me, so it would appear I have no choice,” Estinien joked. 

“So it would seem. I shall have a room made up for you, it’s nearly a bell past midnight.”

“Let me guess, you’ve only just recently arrived home,” Estinien accused.

Aymeric simply shrugged. “There’s work to be done.” With that he stood, clasping Estinien’s shoulder. “Good night, Estinien.”

“Good night, Aymeric.”

Thanks for the ask @thevikingwoman

Ask me about my WIPs!

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faint with loving her 🩷

full set on bsky