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can you believe that we have fanfiction. that we have websites dedicated to fanfiction. that there is a place that you can go and read tens, hundreds, thousands and thousands of pieces of writing that strangers have made. people who are not "writers". people who come home at the end of the day and have feelings and say, i am going to put that into words. i am going to share those words. short, long, sweet, sad, horny, funny, wonderful words. we are all just human and we all love to make and remake and share that with others. can you believe that.

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obliviated james potter living in the muggle world, wondering why the woman down the street always looks at him sadly when she walks past his house. the woman also wondering why too

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dorcas: truth or dare barty: truth dorcas: what's your body count barty: just the one, in not insane evan: i know for a fact you slept with regulus before we got together barty: ohhhh we're talking sex-

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first snow

(yes, jegulus again)

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@jegulus-microfic / rank / 705 words / game of truth or dare goes wrong, or not?

“Trust me Sirius, you will regret this,” Regulus whispered in his brother’s ears as everyone around them cheered for the next game. 

“I’m your big brother, I will never regret embarrassing you.” Sirius took Regulus by the shoulders and made him sit on a chair in the middle of the circle. It was the first party where both Sirius’ group of friends and Regulus’ were hanging out, it was Dorcas and Marlene’s idea now that they were dating. 

“The game is really easy, you take a drop of veritaserum, and someone gets to ask a question. Got it?” Everyone around the room hummed in confirmation as Regulus drank his dose of the potion. His eyes met James’ across the room, his boyfriend tried to conceal his nervousness with a smile. If their friends were smarter, Regulus was sure they would’ve picked up on their relationship by now, without the need of a veritaserum. 

First, they went through the normal round of questions just to make sure that the potion was working. No more than three questions in and Sirius decided it was time for the actual fun.

“Do I actually embarrass you, Reggie?” Sirius teased, but he was clearly eager for the answer. 

“No, you’re my favorite person and I love you.” A round of loud ‘awwws’ echoed in the room. “Oh shut up, and just ask another question,” Regulus blurted out. 

He immediately regretted it as he saw Barty’s mind clearly plotting something. 

“Okay, I have one. Dear Regulus, would you be so kind as to rank your best kisses?”

“Ew! NO!” Sirius quickly protested. 

From the corner of his eye, Regulus could tell how the question made James' heart race. This was not how they had planned to tell everyone they were dating. 

“Shhh! I want to know,” Remus insisted.

“I don’t! Knowing you two kissed when you did perfect rounds together is all the information I need about the matter!” Sirius was hysterical. 

“Just answer the question Reg, start with the third place,” Barty instructed. 

Regulus tried to fight the truth, this truly was the last way he wanted his brother and friends to know he had been dating Gryffindor’s golden boy. He once again searched for James’ eyes, and James was already looking at him, so lovingly. His boyfriend mouthed the words ‘it’s okay’, so Regulus took a deep breath and answered. 

“Fine. Third place would be Evan.”

“Quite the kisser you are too, love.” Evan blew him a kiss in response and everyone started laughing and commenting. 

“Shhh, I want to know who is in second place,” Dorcas intercepted. 

“Sirius, don’t hate me,” Regulus said as he closed his eyes and fought once more the words that were about to come out. “Second one is Rem-”

“I’M LEAVING!” Sirius announced loudly as he got up. 

“Sirius, don’t be dramatic, don’t you want to know who is actually first?” Remus said, trying to distract him. 

“Don’t worry, it’s me,” Barty said with an immense amount of confidence. 

“Ugh, it couldn’t get worse I guess,” Sirius mumbled as he sat on Remus’ lap. “If you say James I will fucking kill you, Regulus.”

Regulus' eyes widened and a violent blush crept from his neck towards his cheeks, without thinking he snapped his head towards James who was the same shade of crimson as him. Fuck. His reaction had been too noticeable. Everyone around had caught it, especially Sirius. 

“Regulus! Say right now that James does not have the first place in your fucking kissing list!”

Silence. 

“He does…”

The room erupted in a million loud voices laughing, screaming and questions aimed at both him and James. 

When did this happen!? 

How am I not on your list!?

Are you dating!?

Or are you fucking!?

Regulus began feeling dizzy and overwhelmed, he got up the chair to try to breathe but felt his legs falter. He felt familiar hands, calloused hands, warm hands steady him. James.

“It’s okay, baby,” James assured him as his arms wrapped around Regulus’ waist. 

James’ voice brought him back to reality, he saw Sirius approaching and couldn’t help the words that left his mouth with a laugh, “I told you so.”

They never played with veritaserum again.

more microfics here

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what if i said leo valdez is a james potter variant

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We’re always talking about super angsty Black Brothers but why do we never talk about the Black Brothers just being brothers

-Regulus coming out to Sirius(as trans and gay) and Sirius instantly seeing the distressed look on his brother’s face and just hugging him so tightly and telling him it’s ok

-Sirius crying when Reggie got into Slytherin because he was so proud of him and happy for him(he never heard the end of it because Reg kept mocking him for it)

-Sirius teaching Regulus how to play Quidditch

-the two brothers not saying a single word, just doing a fist bump at the end of a Quidditch match to congratulate the other for winning

-Sirius slapping Reggie behind the head or pulling his hair when he passes him in the corridors because he’s is annoying older brother

-The brothers making sure from a distance that the other is okay because they knows they hide how they feel a lot so their friends might not be able to tell they’re not okay

-Regulus helping Sirius understand how he feels about Remus

-Sirius helping Reggie come to terms with his sexuality and not be ashamed of it

-Sirius helping Reggie bag James(very delicate way to say it, I know)

-Sirius paying for Regulus’ top surgery and his binders before that

- Them judging each other’s taste in men and ranking their exes(mostly Regulus bullying Sirius about the time he thought he was straight)

-telling each other they’re ugly in the hallways

-Regulus saying ‘’you’re adopted’’ and Sirius going ‘’God I wish’’

-going to each other when they don’t feel good mentally

-Regulus making his special tea that cures any sickness for Sirius when he his sick(he doesn’t say it’s from him though, he just puts it on Sirius’s door step and then when Sirius comes back he just looks at the cup with a fond smile knowing it’s from his little brother)

-Sirius calls Regulus ‘’lus’’ because it’s his childhood nickname. Only Sirius is aloud to call him that, even James can’t. He once tried and he was sure Regulus was going to cut his head off from the look on his face.

-Regulus calls Sirius ‘’rius’’ because when he was younger he had a hard time saying Sirius’s name and so it ended up sounding like ‘’rius’’ and it just kind of stayed. Again, only Regulus is aloud to call him that.

-they have a chat where they hate on their parents and the Black family

-they have a lot of insides that people don’t get so sometimes a brother will say a random word in the middle of a conversation and both will just start laughing uncontrollably while everyone is looking at them like they’re crazy (well more like Sirius starts laughing uncontrollably while Regulus snorts)

-they found it rather funny when they became animagus ‘cause like themselves their animagus are so different and somehow so similar

Didn’t think this would be this long. But yeah... More may come later. Brace yourself!

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over - @jegulus-microfic - word count: 267

James picked at his quilt, eyes glued to the blanket, heart galloping in his throat. He felt like he couldn't breathe, couldn't move, couldn't properly speak. This was certainly the most important moment of his life so far. Second, only, to when he'd actually asked out-

"Regulus? Really?" Sirius asked, his eyes wide and disbelieving.

"Yeah," James exhaled, smiling at the name despite his anxiety. "Yeah, I- he's everything, Pads. I can't even explain it."

But Sirius looked troubled. "I mean...it's not that I don't trust you. It's just...what happens when it's over, James? What will that do to you? To him?"

Finally their eyes met, and James could sense the hesitancy in Sirius's expression. He didn't realize how much James felt for Regulus.

"Sirius, you don't get it. It's not a fling, or- or a rebound. I-" he took a breath, trying to find the words for his feelings. "I...fuck, I can't look away from him. I can't see anyone but him. He's it for me. It's...it's hard to describe, but-"

"No, I get it," Sirius murmured, and James briefly remembered all the times he'd caught Sirius staring longingly at Remus.

"I love him," James confessed, shrugging. Because even though he hadn't had the courage to tell Regulus yet, it was true.

A medley of emotions flashed across Sirius's face- awe, excitement, shock, happiness, acceptance, and then-

"But...Reggie?" Sirius asked, chuckling a bit, his face twisting into teasing disgust. "I mean, he reads poetry mate. For fun.

James let out a burst of laughter. "At least he doesn't wear old man jumpers!"

Sirius's face was priceless.

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"Keep those pretty eyes on me while I fuck you, baby."

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The amount of people who started as Jily shippers only to discover Jegulus is astounding. It’s me. I’m people.

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Because almost everybody is doing this:

if this gets 100 notes, I’ll finally clean my room

if this gets 200 notes, I'll go on a long walk

if this gets 300 notes, I’ll post a picture of something artsy I made and proud of

if this gets 400 notes, I'll make marauders fanart ( I have been scared to do this to not dishonor them with my sucky skills)

if this gets 500 notes, I’ll post a link to one of my marauders era inspired playlists

if this gets 1000 notes, ill try to make sure I drink enough water (for at least a week, let’s not aim too high)

if this gets 5000 notes, within a month, ill try coming out to my best friend

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jewel - @jegulus-microfic - word count: 128

“Why do you wear that?” Barty groused, gesturing to Regulus’s hand.

Nervously, Regulus flexed his fingers, trying to ignore the way his stomach flipped and rolled. “What?” he asked, trying to play stupid.

“That stupid string on your finger. It’s not like you can’t afford nicer things,” Barty clarified, rolling his eyes.

It was true. The Black were known for their extensive collection of treasures: jewel-encrusted crowns, gaudy rings, ornate necklaces. They liked to show off their wealth.

But wealth took many forms, in Regulus’s opinion.

“Dunno,” Regulus mumbled, remembering the moment James tied it to his finger. 

“I’m yours, always,” he’d said, his hazel eyes huge and genuine, making Regulus feel so safe. “And you’re mine.”

It was the only thing Regulus cared about wearing every day.

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April 10 th - Year

@jegulus-microfic I 282 words

It has been a year.

It’s been a year since James first looked at Regulus and didn’t just think of him as Sirius’ little brother.

I’ts been a year since James thought of those blue eyes more than he would admit.

It’s been a year James and Regulus started talking because of a prefect round when they both were a little too vulnerable.

It’s been a year since James got butterflies in his stomach every time he caught a glimpse of Regulus.

It’s been a year since they were looked in the changing room after a quidditch match but somehow they both weren’t mad about it at all.

It’s been a year since James asked Regulus out on a date to Hogsmeade and after a lot of stumbling asked him to be his boyfriend.

It’s been a year since they spend their first night together in the room of requirement.

It’s been a year since James told him how insecure he sometimes got and that he always put on a mask around other people but Regulus.

It’s been a year since Sirius found out and wasn’t even too mad about it. Better James with his little brother than any of the Slytherins.

It’s been a year since James told Regulus he loved him and a few months since Regulus said it to James.

It’s been 6 years since Regulus saw that boy the first time on the train and somehow knew.

He knew that James would be the love of his life. That James would be the first person to just love him and expect nothing in return. That he would be the one to make him feel safe no matter what.

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What if Animagus' take a bit of time to grow to their full-grown state?

Imagine a little wobbly fawn, a tiny black puppy with folded ears, and this thumb sized, brown mouse all appearing in the 5th year Gryffindor boys room, trying to surprise Remus but falling over each other.

Even better, imagine a teensy tiny black kitten angrily glaring up at Barty while the skittles laugh.

Or... imagine a cute ass racoon pup toddling around the halls trying to look sneaky.

hehehehehehhehe im giggling rnnn

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james potter who thought that the problem was the fact that he was too much, who thought being too much was the problem. zo he'd dial it down because everyone he'd liked woukd tell him to be less. james potter who thought the problem was the fact that he put in too much effort.

until he saw sirius with remus, how he'd cling to him, take him on impromptu dates, how remus would drop everything for sirius, how remus would always have time for sirius' antics and wouldn't tell him to be less, loud or affectionate.

james potter who then realised that the problem wasn't that he was too much, the problem was that he was himself.

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@jegulus-microfic 23th April - Resist

Word count: 284

(AU: no Voldemort, housemates)

James is often described as an open book. Caring, sweet, happy, cheerful, impulsive. There's just one chapter of him, that he's ripped out and tucked carefully into the covers, so nobody would know.

James is not known well for resisting temptations. When they were at school, he never passed on an opportunity to prank someone, he never resisted the desire to go out and have fun with his friends. He never held in the words of love for his friends.

But there's one thing he resists, one thing that is written in that one secret chapter - Regulus. James is hopelessly in love with his best friend's brother and now housemate, and he's resisting the urge to hug him, to kiss him, to hold him, and to whisper sweet words into his ear.

It's hard to resist, when Regulus is so cute. It's hard to resist, when he has just warmed up to James, and started acting comfortable. When he lays on James's legs on the sofa in their living room and reads. When he sits on the kitchen counter and watches James cook.

What is the hardest to resist is when both he and Regulus can't sleep at night, and they meet in the kitchen, drink tea, and have whispered conversations.

But James is a strong man. He smiles at Regulus, he lets Regulus do what he wants, and he keeps his desires hidden.

Until he doesn't.

Until he finds Regulus silently crying in the kitchen one of those nights.

Until Regulus sobs into his arms, mumbling something about James not liking him.

That is when James finally stops resisting, hugs Regulus tightly, and whispers a declaration of his love into Regulus's ear.

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Accidental Bonding

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May 14 prompt: Accidental bonding | Jegulus | 1773 words

"Are you sure about this?" James asked nervously as he peered over Sirius' shoulder.

He was looking over a book that he snuck out of the library on soul bonding.

"Of course, I'm sure. We're soulmates and this will just solidify that," Sirius replied determinedly. "What could go wrong?"

James was chewing on his bottom lip as he considered what could go wrong. They could die for one but maybe it would be fine. He trusted Sirius with his life so he should trust him with this too. Right?

"Okay," James replied as he sat down on his bed and waited for Sirius to finish what he was reading.

It took another twenty minutes before Sirius got up from the desk with the book in hand and walked over to James' bed. He took one look at James and sat on the bed crisscrossed with the book sitting on his knee. James mirrored his position. They sat with their knees touching. Sirius explained everything and it seemed easy enough. However, James was a little weary when Sirius pulled out his wand and sliced a line into his right palm.

"It's going to be fine," Sirius laughed lightly probably when he noticed James' face doing something that he wasn't sure of. "I promise. This is how the spell knows who to bond together. It won't work otherwise."

"If you say so," James replied hesitantly after a few minutes and held his hand out, palm up for Sirius to cut it. Right before he could touch his wand to James' right palm, he said firmly, "If this ends up killing us, I'm going to come back, bring you back and kill you again."

"I'd expect nothing else," Sirius chuckled as he sliced James' palm which caused him to hiss at the pain.

Sirius looked at the book again while James looked at the blood oozing from the cut.

"Okay, now we need to hold our hands together so the cuts connect and say this encantation," Sirius remarked as he pointed to the spell in the book.

James nodded and they grabbed each other's right hands. The blood mixed together as they pointed their wands at their joined hands and spoke the incantation. At first, it didn't seem like anything happened until their hands healed the cuts and started to glow until the cut had faded from existence.

Sirius practically jumped off the bed in his excitement, tripping over the sheets that were bunched up at the end of James' bed. James couldn't help but laugh when he fell flat on his ass. Sirius apparently didn't appreciate that since he untangled himself and jumped on James once he was free.

They wrestled on the bed until they both fell off during a fit of laughter. They were on the floor when the door opened to reveal a confused Remus standing in the doorway and looking at them like they were idiots. James looked at him upside down since he was on his back and Sirius was straddling his hips.

"Hey Moony," James laughed before he pushed Sirius off.

"Moony!" Sirius shouted as he got to his feet quickly and practically bounced over to him.

"I don't even want to know," Remus shook his head and went to his bed to set his bag down.

James got up and sat back on his bed when Peter walked in, giving him a confused look before he shook his head and went to his own bed. James was happy. He really was. Everything seemed to appear fine and neither of them died so that was a plus.

The rest of the night went by as usual. Sirius was excitedly talking to Remus about what they had done right before he walked in. Peter was studying for their Herbology exam that they had coming up next week. But James wasn't doing what he usually did which was coming up with Quidditch plays for the next game against Hufflepuff. No, he had an urge to look at the map and find a certain raven-haired Slytherin. Not that he was going to tell Sirius about that. Or Regulus for that matter.

Regulus was in the Astronomy tower, like most nights when James looked for him on the map. He wondered what he was doing up there by himself. James had never seen anybody else with him and for a second he was glad about that until he felt a pang in his chest. Why was he sad? James was confused because he had no reason to feel sad. He was in his dorm with his friends and watching the boy he liked on the map. He should be happy but he couldn't shake the feeling no matter how hard he tried.

James decided to go for a walk after he couldn't figure it out. It couldn't have been the bond with Sirius since he was still happily chatting with Remus. So what was causing him to feel sad... no, now it was anger. What was going on?

"Where you going, Prongs?" Sirius beamed from Remus' bed.

"Just for a walk. I'll be back later."

"Okay, don't forget to take the map or your cloak. It's almost curfew and Filch has been haunting the halls more lately."

"Okay," James replied before he grabbed his cloak. He already had the map in his pocket but he wasn't going to tell them that. "I'll see you guys later."

The three boys nodded and James slipped out of the room. He threw the cloak over him before he descended the stairs. He didn't want to deal with anybody who may still be in the common room. It was a good thing he did too since Marlene and Mary seemed to be having a debate about something and were looking at Lily for her opinion on it. He hated it when he got dragged into the girls' debates.

James slipped out of the portrait hole and just started walking. He didn't have a destination in mind until he realised that he walked straight to the Astronomy Tower. The anger was building and he wanted to punch somebody. That thought made him freeze. Why would he want to punch somebody? There was a crash on the other end of the corridor and James bolted up the stairs for the Astronomy Tower even though he still had the cloak over him and could have checked the map to see who it was but he wasn't thinking clearly.

James pushed the door open to find Regulus standing by the railing. His heart skipped a beat. Regulus was breathtaking and yes, he knew that Regulus and Sirius were identical twins but he never felt anything other than friendship for Sirius. Regulus on the other hand, James had been crushing on him for the last year, before he even moved into James' house when they ran away. But James was fine. Regulus didn't like him back and that was okay. He would deal with it just like he deals with everything else.

"What are you doing here?" Regulus asked angrily, pulling James from his thoughts.

"I, umm, I-" James stuttered but he couldn't think of a believable reason to be in the Astronomy Tower.

Regulus scoffed and turned back towards the stars. James tilted his head as he watched him in silence. Regulus was holding his right hand and tracing something into it. The next thing James knew, he was standing next to Regulus. He didn't even realise that his legs were moving until they stopped. There was a faint line in the middle of Regulus' palm. Just like the one on James' own hand.

"What's wrong?" James asked and Regulus looked at him with a new emotion swimming in his eyes.

Hurt. James thought. Regulus felt hurt. James knew that he did because he could feel it. Oh, shit. James didn't bond with Sirius. He bonded with Regulus. What did that mean? Granted he wasn't fully listening to Sirius when he was explaining the whole process but he did remember him saying that they would be able to feel each other's emotions and if the other was hurt physically.

"Why do you care?" Regulus spat as he turned away from James.

"Because I care about you," James replied without thinking.

It was true though. He had cared about Regulus for as long as he could remember. First, it was as Sirius' brother but then it turned into something else.

"Yeah, right," Regulus laughed hollowly and turned to walk away.

James was going to follow him and ask him to come back but he fell to his knees in pain. He grabbed his hand that Sirius cut earlier and held it to his chest as he tried not to cry or scream from the pain shooting throughout his body.

He didn't notice that Regulus stopped until he was kneeling beside him. James looked up and could see that Regulus was saying something but none of the words were reaching his ears. Regulus pulled James' hand out of his grasp to see the mark glowing. He looked at his own hand, which was also glowing and seemed to realise something. Regulus grabbed James' face and connected their lips without hesitation. It took a minute but James reciprocated once he figured out what was going on.

"James?" Regulus asked quietly when they broke apart and James wasn't in pain anymore.

"Reg?"

Regulus was chewing on his bottom lip. "Do you really like me?"

"Yeah," James nodded as he watched a myriad of emotions flit across Regulus' eyes.

"Thank Merlin," Regulus replied with a laugh before he connected their lips again.

James wasn't sure how long they sat there but he didn't mind. He would sit there until the end of the world if Regulus would keep kissing him. They broke apart when they needed to breathe and Regulus broke out into a fit of giggles. James was confused again until he calmed down and spoke.

"Be my boyfriend?" Regulus asked shyly and James nodded enthusiastically. "You get to tell Sirius, though."

"Oh. He's not going to be happy," James mused as he admired his now-boyfriend.

"Well, technically, it was his fault," Regulus said with a smile as he held up their clasped hands. "Since I'm sure it was his idea to try and bond your friendship."

James nodded slowly and Regulus laughed again. It was a beautiful sound. He didn't care whose fault it was and figured that Sirius could be upset with them. He finally got to have the boy that he was pining over and that was all he needed to know.

Also posted on Ao3: Happy Accidents