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🥺when will u post the next chapter 🥺 so i have something to look forward to. no pressure or anything tho 🥺😭

Maybe tomorrow or Monday! Depends on how content I am with the chapter 😩 but def early this week! Thank you for being patient 💕

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my favorite smile🤍

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The duality

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I'm so mad- iwyts jk and OCS relationship broke cuz of misunderstandings 😭😭😭. Please tell me they get back together 🥺

Right! It’s how a lot of (almost) relationships go, I think! There’s all this fear about moving forward even if they know how they feel for each other, so many times it’s rly all this internal stuff going on. ☹️ but we’re all for happy endings in this house! 😉

I’m so glad it is! I want you guys to be emotional with me hehe but yes, this jk makes me all soft bc of how he keeps so much in. He wants to be cared for and you just know he wants to do that, too, but there’s just so much he fears 🥺 but thank you! Glad you’re enjoying it so far 💕

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hey mim! whens your birthday??👀

May 26 🫢🫢

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Hey mimi! I recently watched a mytho movie so was wondering whether my fav author was a fan of mythology too? If you are which one do you prefer? Greek or Egyptian or any other?

Oooh what movie!!

I wouldn’t say I’m a fan but definitely interested and intrigued! I have more exposure to Greek mythology but Egyptian is cool, too. What about you!!!

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his hair extension~

+bonus:

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⌞bangtan in chains

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[136/547] — until we meet again, jungkook ♡

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i love you, happy 5 years 🤍

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Hi mimi😭, I fucked up my finals. When I was checking my result I thought I did pretty well but after seeing the screen I was devastated. I hate it very much. I am good at studies compared to my friends and I scored less than them I don't like it. I really worked hard for exams. I don't know what to do.😓

Hiii I’m sorry to hear this! 🥺 I totally feel you, as I’ve always been one to be so conscious of my grades and I still am. It’s not an easy thing to let go of.

But remember what Jin said, follow your pace! And don’t compare yourselves to others bc that won’t do you nor your friends any good. I know it’s hard and it’s silly to hear this but truly, it’s fine, they’re just grades. Feel what you feel and be upset but remember it’s not everything, so don’t let this put you down too ouch. Use it to push you further!

I honestly don’t remember how I liked being comforted after a bad grade. I think I just drowned in regret haha but I wish I was kinder to myself when I was younger. Like, truly. Give yourself a pas every once in a while. It makes a difference.

I hope you feel better soon! Sending you 💜💜

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So charming ♡

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a jin a day while he is away ♥

day 497 (cr. 0613data)

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hobi visiting members mv shoot ♡ 🥺

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Mimi, oh my god, Mimi, what did you just put me through?😭

In all honesty, it was a terrible day. The thrice in a year sort of terrible day, and the mere notification on my phone reassured me. I had something to look forward to, and I can't express just how much I feel better by reading this.

That aside, OH MY GOD WHAT THE HELL??? The tension that had been growing so thick was just set loose like a whirlwind in this chapter. Oh my god, everything - I'm literally rendered speechless. I can barely form the words rn because oh my god did they just kiss? YES THEY DID😭😭💗🫶 The way I cried out loud when Jungkook finally decided to talk to Y/n. I was soo happyyy and relieved and tbh, I was beyond the stars and moon when I read what followed. The subtle teasing from Jungkook literally blew my mind, and I have solemnly commited it all to my memory and saved it all so that I can read it over and over and over again. And the kiss, oh my my, it was literally fire. It set loose all the desperation I had been feeling, and put me on cloud nine. I loved, loved, loved it. I can't express enough just how happy I am😭🫶

And also, the way the story finally clicked into place after Mr.Ri's confession. His story is so tragic, and in a way, the ultimate declaration of deep and unconditional love that he feels for Y/n's mom. It was such a beautiful story - heart-achingly so. Everything that had been lurking was finally out for us to know, and the revelation was just so wonderfully done, Mimi. Hats off to you for writing such a climax, because your writing and storytelling is just *chef's kiss😭

I also love how particularly Jungkook understood Y/n and choose the decision to let go. Ultimately, love is letting go when the time calls for it. And you writing that in text just reminded of that, and was such a gentle nudge to our own reality that stands to face us outside all known comforts. I was crying every few lines😭 Like, quite literally. Today had been emotional and this fic just made me experience all of those emotions in more depth, and relieved me so much of that well known crippling anxiety. I can't thank you enough for that, Mimi.

I loved, loved the chapter, and I love how Y/n finally allowed herself to truly acknowledge her feelings. The last scene stood a reminder for that considering how she's not one of those who lets themself cry that easily. It was just so heartbreaking, but I love to think that Jungkook has caused this change of heart in her where she allows herself to truly feel things for what they are, and what gravity those emotions hold. Just as Y/n allows Jungkook to do the same. I love their understanding of each other, and how they are the same when it comes to these thing but still willing to subject themselves to change, all for the sake for their feelings for the other person.

It's truly wonderful to see this change in both of them, and seeing how far they've come.

And I'm so heartbroken for Jungkook, knowing he will hate to let Y/n out of his radar, but he will do it all the same for her sake. It's just so tragically beautiful to see him like that, so down bad for her. The way he's down bad for her tho, lol. I'd swear all hell will be set loose at some point in the fic once again (or more *fingers crossed), like it did in the kiss scene, hehe. It's just so satisfying to see him break like that. I live to read that, I swear.

Well, that's enough of a rant and I hope you have had a great week so far. Don't pressurize yourself too much, as I sense that you're quite the person to push yourself. Take care of yourself and pat yourself for all that you do everyday - even the tiniest tasks.

You have me whipped for this beauty of a fic you've written, Mimi🤍

Hii I'm sorry this is late. And the fact that I didn't get to reply considering you had a bad day. I'm sorry you did but I'm glad that the chapter gave you a bit of joy. I hope you're feeling much better now! ☺️☺️

And yay. I did hope that the chapter would make people go through a whirlwind of emotions! I mean, JK went from teasing to being down so bad and then... yeah. We at least got to see that side of him!

As for Mr Ri, tragic is the right word. It's one of those times where either choice he made would've hurt him regardless, as if he was fated for that life. But I'm glad the revelation had that impact! Literally that storyline just came to me one day and it ended up being such a core aspect of the plot. Thank you for liking it!! 😊

Jungkook has caused this change of heart in her where she allows herself to truly feel things for what they are, and what gravity those emotions hold - this is such a good point! We know that OC doesn't like feeling all that much. Sure, she's kind and warm but a lot of times, it's all towards others, it's like her defence mechanism so that she doesn't share herself. And JK is making her feel all these intense emotions. It's just that she doesn't know what to do with them, just like JK. But still, we'll see how it's really not easy for either of them to manage it. I think that'll be the heartbreaking part that we'll see in ch12.

This was so lovely to read. I'm glad you've enjoyed it. And yes, I do pressure myself a lot haha but it pushes me to write something worth sharing and I'm just happy you like it! Thank you so much for dropping by!! 💕💕

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I agree that This is How We Break had a very realistic break up. No screaming, no fighting, they kind of just accepted the reality of it. Which is why I really liked the story, y’know? It made the situation feel more real. I feel like people can relate to the story a lot. Hehe. Though in general, I always eat up second chance romance (one of my fave tropes) another reason why I really liked the story 😅. Anyways, I am staying hydrated but I’m not from the PH haha. Sadly, I’m Canadian. But seriously, why is it so hot there?!

You said kapal so i thought you’re Filipino hihi my apologies but hi! 😊😊

And I totally feel you. It’s what I wanted with this story - for readers to feel that silent heartbreak bc of how silent the breakup is, just tears falling and two people realizing it’s the end. Aghhh 😭 hurts me just thinking about it but that also makes the reunion so much more satisfying! Bc I love second chance romance like you. It’s such a guilty pressure 🥺 thank you thank you for enjoying this story!!! Always makes me feel so soft 💕

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11 DAYS OF YOONGI ∟ Prompt: Just Yoongi™ Things

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