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cat sitting rn !!!!! actually so stoked . they r two little Devon Rex kittens and they r the SWEETEST . my mom is kinda interested in getting one bc they r non shedding ..m. so i may get. a kitten in the next month !

i am going back to visit family and friends in europe for a few weeks though and the one we r interested in is almost ready so i might miss out on the fun kitten antics . making a Facebook account rn so i can see the breeders posts .... i have mixed feelings on purebred cats but . alas i think this is the only way id be able to get a kitty until i move out .

i am HUNGRY though i didn't know i would be staying to catsit when i came over, i was just planning to meet the kitties bc my friend is catsitting them for a week . and she had plans today so i volunteered to watch them . VERY happy to be here though eek they r just everywhere and wonderful

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yo idk how strict tumblr is with food speak following . their legacy of interesting content being on here . BUT i do not have an ed nor do i intend to promote or engage in such . behavior

i do monitor my macros & food intake though ! started doing it recently and tbh . it has led me to realize that i can eat sm more than i thought in a healthy way .. like i am into bodybuilding and whatnot and rn am trying to become . leaner . so i am doing a slight deficit and when i was doing it intuitively id WAY underestimate how much i could eat but now that i can actively monitor them its like . i dont mind eating something sweet . i could have like 20 brownies 2day and be okay . so i dont at all feel bad about having 1 . if anything it works better bc i satisfy my sweet tooth and can avoid overeating .

HOWEVER. it makes me a little nervous bc i dont really understand how eds Develop and i dont want to fall down the common . slippery slope. just wanted to Say that i find the additional data and nutritional insight i have learned over the course of monitoring food have been super personally helpful . & if u believe u can handle it, it can be a fun way 2 learn more about ur body .

i have been eating SM more tasty things like fruits bc . i can eat more of them without going overboard and then i am able to justify their price more . and i have wayyy more energy than when i was intuitively on a deficit

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started running for like the 8th time in my life yesterday .. there is a track near the place i moved to and i am beginning to relearn sprinting . sm more fun lol i cant believe i have expended sm energy trying to be a 5k girl when i thrived as a child racing my peers across a 50m field . HOWEVER. i am sore and tired and my hamstrings feel insane . and idk anything about form . or how to apply said form .

hoping to go every other day for now, although it is especially difficult rn bc i am so . stressed about running around other ppl so i will simply walk home if there is anyone else at the track . esp the local highschoolers esp if they r playing soccer .

therefore . it goes without saying that i have attempted to go to the track multiple times over the past few weeks, and yesterday was the only time it was empty enough for me to feel comfortable . there was one other girl doing laps, but she looked like 25 and was chill . when her bf and friends showed up w a football i left though .

my current strategy of avoiding people is to go at the hottest point of the day on weekdays , which seems somewhat effective BUT its also miserable and i get headaches being in the sun too long . going to invest in electrolytes or something .

i am also . very scared of injury. running HURTS and i think that is kind of just a part of learning how to do it . lifting never feels that painful on my joints but my ankles and knees and hips r always sooo sore after i try running. they have been okay since yesterday, and its mostly my quads and hamstrings that feel sore . my hamstrings r so unbelievably tight i have tried sm yoga routines to loosen them but alas. hoping to become more consistent at stretching and mobility and warming up and whatnot but i need to learn a lot .

thankz tumblr for being a void . i am enjoying the free will accompanied by mildly interesting pretty pictures

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celebrating the 4th up on my roof watching the fireworks w lanas national anthem looping in the bg

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