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HAPPY 8TH MONTHSARY, BABY.

happy 8th monthsary, love. eight months na. grabe, parang ang bilis ng panahon, pero at the same time, when i think about everything we’ve been through, parang ang dami nang nangyari. minsan hindi ko pa rin ma-process na we’ve been together for this long—na ikaw, na tayo, that we made it here despite everything. and love, just thinking about that, about us, about how we’re still here, still choosing each other every single day, it makes me so grateful. kasi hindi madali, hindi laging smooth sailing, pero andito pa rin tayo. alam mo, baby, ang dami ko nang gustong sabihin sayo. every single day, every single moment na nakakausap kita kahit na iba na timezone natin, may bagong realization ako about how much i love you, how much i appreciate you, and how much you’ve changed my life for the better. and i know minsan hindi ko ito laging nasasabi—sometimes i struggle to put my feelings into words, or maybe i don’t always show it the way you want me to—but i want to take this moment to let it all out. gusto kong sabihin sayo lahat ng nasa isip ko, lahat ng nararamdaman ko, kasi you deserve to know. so let’s start from the beginning. i still remember the first time i realized na i wanted to be with you. hanggang ngayon kinikilig pa rin ako sa usapan natin sa notes and such. grabe, a deep feeling na unti-unting nag-build up. a moment of certainty na, ito na yun. na ikaw yun. it was in the little things—how you made me feel at ease, how i could be myself around you, how you understood me in ways i never thought anyone could. and then we got together. i swear, love, that was one of the best things that has ever happened to me. at first, everything felt so light, so effortless. i can say that everything is perfect, everything is exciting, everything feels new. and i loved every second of it. but then as time passed, we started to see the not-so-perfect parts of each other. we had moments of misunderstanding, of doubts, of little fights na minsan akala natin ang babaw lang pero lumalaki kasi pareho tayong matigas ang ulo. pero kahit may ganung moments, hindi ko naisip na sumuko. sana ikaw din po. kasi at the end of the day, mas matimbang pa rin lahat ng magaganda kaysa sa hindi. you know, it’s important pa rin sakin yung moments na napapatawa mo ako sa random chats mo, yung moments na ang kulit mo pero hindi ko magawang mainis kasi ang cute mo, yung times na feeling ko ang bigat ng mundo pero isang message mo lang, biglang parang may gumagaan. kahit na natitiis mo ako, ang sakit lang?!?! but it’s okay, pero masakit talaga. ikaw ba naman hindi kausapin tapos magtataray sa akin? kidding, baby. pero ang sakit talaga.

you’re not just my girlfriend, love. you’re my best friend, my safe space, my constant. and that’s something i never want to lose. minsan napapaisip na nga lang ako, ano bang ginawa nito to me? grabe. asawa na nga kita, eh. alam mo ba kung gaano ako ka-thankful sayo? kasi hindi lang ikaw yung klase ng taong nagbibigay ng love—mas malalim pa dun. you give reassurance, you give understanding, you give warmth in ways na hindi ko in-expect na kailangan ko, pero the moment you gave them, i realized i never want to live without them. naalala ko yung times na sobrang down ako, yung mga days na feeling ko wala akong kwenta, na parang hindi ko alam kung tama pa ba yung ginagawa ko sa buhay. lalo na nitong nakaraang araw. pero andiyan ka, hindi mo lang ako pinakinggan—pinaniwala mo ako na i’m enough. na i’m worth something. na kahit hindi ko makita yung sarili kong worth, nakikita mo siya, and you remind me of it. love, do you know how powerful that is? do you know how much that means to me? and it’s not just the words, it’s the way you say it, the way you look at me like i matter, the way your presence alone makes everything feel bearable. sobrang laki ng impact mo sakin, love, and i don’t know if i could ever truly express how much i appreciate you.

and i wish i could do the same for you. minsan naiisip ko, do i give you enough? am i loving you the way you deserve to be loved? kasi baby, kung may isang bagay na gusto kong ma-assure mo, it’s this: i love you with everything i have. alam kong may mga times na parang hindi ko na-e-express ng tama, may mga moments na baka hindi ko naibibigay yung love the way you want to receive it, pero baby, walang moment na hindi kita pinipili. kahit sa mga times na nag-aaway tayo, kahit sa mga moments na hindi tayo nagkakaintindihan, hindi ako nag-isip ng kahit anong bagay na magpapawala sayo sa buhay ko. kasi baby, i don’t want a life without you in it. kaya please, wag mong i-doubt yung love ko sayo. hindi ko man laging masabi in words, hindi ko man laging ma-express the way you want me to, pero it’s always there. it’s in the little things—sa way na inaalala kita sa simpleng bagay, sa way na gusto kitang alagaan, sa way na iniisip kita every time may magandang nangyayari sa buhay ko. kasi ikaw yung gusto kong i-share lahat ng moments ko. ikaw yung gusto kong kasama sa lahat, from the biggest milestones to the most mundane, boring days. ikaw yung gusto kong katabi sa tuwing pagod ako sa mundo. ikaw yung gusto kong panghawakan kahit sa mga times na hindi ko na alam kung paano pa tumayo (kahit ldr pro max yan). and that’s something i don’t ever want to change. eight months, love. eight months of love, growth, and learning. eight months of figuring things out together, of making mistakes and learning from them, of fighting and making up, of seeing each other’s flaws and still choosing to stay. and love, here’s what i want to promise you: i will continue choosing you, every single day. i will continue learning how to love you better. i will continue being here, even in the times when it gets tough. i will continue proving to you that i’m in this for the long run. because you, baby, are worth every single effort, every single moment, every single heartbeat. kahit anong mangyari, kahit ilang buwan, taon pa ang lumipas, isa lang ang hindi magbabago—ikaw at ikaw pa rin ang pipiliin ko. wala nang iba. so happy 8th monthsary, my love. yay, more months, more years, more memories pa sana. i love you, always. sana hindi ka magsawa sa akin. look mo pala ginawa ko. nagtry lang ako, hehe. i hope you like it.

[aijz]

HAPPY 6TH MONTHSARY‚ BABY.

bago matapos ‘tong araw na 'to, gusto ko lang sabihin na. louise, wow, i can’t believe it’s been six months already. six months of being together, and i can honestly say that it feels both like a blink of an eye and a lifetime at the same time. it feels like just yesterday when we first started talking, and now here we are, celebrating our 6th monthsary. it's crazy how time flies, but when i think about everything we've been through and how much we've learned about each other, it feels like we’ve been together forever. you know, it's so funny — when we first started this, i had no idea how much you would mean to me. i mean, obviously, i was drawn to you from the start, but i didn’t realize just how much you would become a part of my every day, my thoughts, and my life. it's been such a surreal journey, and i honestly wouldn't trade a single moment of it. every day with you, whether it's talking about random things or having deep, serious conversations, feels like a gift. i feel like the luckiest person in the world to have you in my life.

paalis na ako this february, so sinusulit ko na hahaha. it’s kind of bittersweet that i’ll be leaving soon, and i’ve been trying to squeeze in as much time with you as i can before i go. it's hard to think about being apart for a while, but at the same time, i know that this is just another chapter for us. it’s not the end, just a new beginning of sorts (i mean, ldr naman na tayo simula pa nung una) i know it’s going to be tough, but i also believe it will make us stronger. sobrang layo ba naman e. magkakaiba na rin oras natin. i don’t know how we’re going to handle the days when we’re apart, but then i remind myself that we’ve always made it through. our bond has never been defined by proximity, and even though we’ll be far away physically, i’ll always carry you with me in my heart, in my thoughts, and in every single thing i do. you’ve made me realize how much more i can give, how much more i can love. i remember when we used to talk about how we wanted our relationship to grow, and now, looking at us six months later, i can’t help but be proud of us. we’ve made it through every challenge, every moment where it felt like the world was trying to pull us apart. yet here we are, still standing strong. and that, for me, is such a huge victory. sana sa susunod na months pa or years. i think what i love the most about us is how we never let anything keep us from making things work. distance, time zones, life — all of that can be a challenge, but every time we talk, every time we connect, i realize how strong we are. we’ve found a way to keep our love alive, even when it feels like the world is against us. that’s something so rare and precious, and i never want to take it for granted. it’s not easy, but i know it’s worth it.

when i think about the future, i can’t help but get excited for all the things we’ll still do together. there are so many more memories to create, so many more adventures waiting for us. i can’t wait to experience all of that with you — whether it’s traveling together, sharing quiet nights, or just laughing over the little things. sana nga, diba? i look forward to seeing how we both grow, both as individuals and as a couple, because i know that we have so much more to learn about each other. but no matter what, we’ll always have each other, and that’s something that i hold onto. i can’t imagine a future without you in it. honestly, the thought of it just doesn’t make sense to me. you’ve become such an essential part of my life, and even though we’re not physically together right now, you’ve never felt so close. i feel your presence in my thoughts, in the way i smile when i see your name pop up on my phone, and in every little thing we share. i feel connected to you in a way that’s beyond just words or gestures. it’s something deeper, something that has grown in the time we’ve spent together. and to think about where we started — wow. we were both nervous, unsure, maybe even a little scared, but now look at us. we've built something real, something beautiful. it hasn’t always been easy, and there have been times when we’ve struggled, but those struggles have only made us more resilient. and i truly believe that we are stronger because of them. i’m so proud of us for getting to this point, for staying committed, and for showing up for each other, day after day. i just want you to know how much i appreciate you.

you’ve done so much for me, and i don’t think i say thank you enough for everything you do. you’re always there for me, whether it’s cheering me on when i’m feeling down or simply listening to me vent about my day. you make me feel heard, seen, and valued in a way that i’ve never experienced before. you’ve been my support, my comfort, and my joy, and i hope you know how much that means to me. sana ganoon din ako sa iyo. i don’t always express it the way i should, but i want you to know that i don’t take any of it for granted. every message, every day, every time you remind me that i’m loved — i treasure it all. nakakaiyak lang. you’ve made my life so much richer, and i’m eternally grateful for that. i know the next few months will be difficult, but i also know that we can do this. we’ve done it before, and we’ll continue to do it, no matter the distance. i promise that i’ll never stop fighting for us, never stop loving you, and never stop doing everything i can to make this work. you mean the world to me, and i’ll always make sure you know that. thank you for being you. thank you for being the person who understands me, who supports me, who loves me. thank you for making me feel like i matter. thank you for all the laughter, the inside jokes, and the quiet moments of just being with each other, even if it’s just through a screen. you’ve made every day feel brighter, and i can’t wait to see where this love takes us.

six months down, and i know there are so many more to go. i love you, louise, more than i could ever express in words. more than distance could ever make me feel. more than anything in this world. you’re my heart, and i’ll always be yours.

[aijz]

HAPPY 5TH MONTHSARY‚ MY WIFEY!!

happy monthsary, baby! 🥰 first of all, i just wanna say… 2025 na! can you believe it? time really flies. it feels like it was just yesterday when we started this journey, and now look at us, still going strong even with the distance. our love has truly withstood the test of time, and i can’t help but feel blessed to have you by my side. i know we've had our ups and downs, but i honestly wouldn’t trade any of it. we've made it through so much together, and i believe that just shows how strong our bond really is. from our first monthsary to christmas and new year, i’ve cherished every moment. and what’s even more amazing is that we were able to celebrate all those milestones together, even from afar. pati na rin yung mga birthdays natin – i know we weren’t physically together, but i still felt your presence in my heart, and i hope you felt mine too. sa susunod na mga birthdays natin, sana maging magkasama na tayo. you deserve to be spoiled and showered with all the love in the world, and i’m definitely gonna be the one to do that for you. ❤️

i love you more than i could ever put into words. siguro naiisip mo na i don’t always show it the way you deserve, but i want you to know that you are my everything. i’m sorry for the times that i wasn’t the best boyfriend. i’m sorry for when i didn’t communicate properly or when i made you feel like you weren’t my priority. that was never my intention. i promise to do better, not just for you, but for us, because we both deserve the best version of each other. ☹️ right, baby? sobrang lucky ko to have you in my life. there’s this feeling in my chest that never goes away whenever i think of you—it’s like a mix of love, gratitude, and this intense pride that you chose me. i’m proud of you, baby. you are so strong, so beautiful, and so capable of achieving anything you set your mind to. and even if the distance makes everything harder, i know we’re still growing together, learning, and pushing ourselves to be better for each other. i know our love will only grow stronger, even as we face challenges.

i miss you so much, especially now that we’re far apart. but honestly, kahit malayo tayo, you make me feel like you’re right here with me. and that’s why i love you even more every day. because no matter the distance, you make me feel seen, loved, and cared for. you don’t just tell me you love me—you show it in everything you do. and that’s what keeps me going. i know we’re both doing our best to make this work, and that’s all that matters. we’ve got this, baby. i have no doubt that we’ll continue to grow together, and someday soon, we’ll be able to see each other more, be closer, and make up for all the time we’ve spent apart. i’m looking forward to the future with you. every single day, i can’t wait to build more memories with you, create more inside jokes, share more dreams, and go through all of life’s highs and lows by each other’s side. i can’t wait for the day when i can hold you in my arms na and never let you go. i’ll be here, waiting for that day to come, because i know it will. thank you for being my strength when i feel weak. thank you for being my joy when everything seems dull. you’re more than just my girlfriend—you’re my best friend, my partner in crime, my family, my love. you are my everything!! i can’t ask for anyone else because no one compares to you. you’re perfect in every way, and i will always, always treasure you. so, to my beautiful and incredible girlfriend, happy monthsary! i love you so much, and i can’t wait to see where life takes us next. i promise that i’ll keep being the best boyfriend i can be, because you deserve nothing less than that. i’ll always be here, rooting for you, cheering you on, and loving you with all my heart. keep slaying, because you’re the most amazing woman i know. 😘 happy monthsary once again, my love! i love you so much.

[aijz]

HAPPY 4TH MONTHSARY, BABY.

hi, baby. happy 4th monthsary po! haha, i’m only posting this now kasi i thought you might’ve forgotten about our monthsary. 😄 i swear, i was really waiting for you last night, hoping that you’d greet me exactly at 12 o'clock. i was honestly so excited and looking forward to it, but it’s okay. i understand, and i’m just happy to still be here with you, kahit minsan hindi pareho ang timing natin. i can’t believe 4 months na pala tayo. feels like just yesterday when we were still getting to know each other, figuring things out, and just starting to build something amazing together. i never imagined we’d be here, but here we are—stronger than ever, kahit may mga ups and downs along the way. and honestly, i don’t mind all the challenges because they’ve only made us stronger. tama? hahaha.

you know, the way i feel about you has only gotten deeper with time. every single day with you just adds to how much i appreciate you. kahit on the days na parang ang hirap, i wouldn’t want to go through this with anyone else. you’re the only one i want to share my time with, my thoughts with, and my heart with. you’re my rest, my peace, my favorite person. you make me feel safe, loved, and understood in ways no one else can. it’s like every moment with you feels like home. nandiyan ka palagi para sa akin, and it means the world. thank you for everything—from your patience, your love, your understanding, even on days when things seem tough. i don’t take it for granted. alam mo ba, just knowing that you’re there makes everything better? there’s no amount of words that can truly express how grateful i am for you, but i’ll try to show you every day how much you mean to me.

i know i’m not always perfect, and there are times when i mess up or when i don’t show you the love you deserve, but i promise, it’s never because i don’t care. i care so much about you. i care about you more than i can even put into words. you’re worth every effort, every sacrifice, every little thing. and i’m just really glad that you’re here, with me, sharing this journey. siguro kung tatanungin man ako kung anong months yung mahirap lagpasan? sasabihin kong yung 3 months talaga hahaha. 😆 you already know why. buti nakayanan natin, kahit na pmahirap. but, enough about that. yk i’m proud of what we’ve built, and i’m excited for what’s ahead sa atin. 4 months may seem like a short time to some, but for me, it feels like a lifetime of memories. and with every passing day, i know we’re building something even stronger, something that’s going to last. you’ve made my life better, and i promise to do everything i can to make yours just as amazing. so, happy 4th monthsary again, baby. let’s keep doing this, together. i love you more than words can express, and i’m looking forward to the many more months (and hopefully years) with you. you’ll always have me, and i’ll always have you. i wouldn’t want it any other way. sana ako pa rin. celebrate natin na magkasama yung christmas, ah? or kahit anong holidays pa ’yan.

[aijz]

read me whenever you miss me!!

Hey, babe! Happy 3rd monthsary! I know you miss me, huh? Ohohoho, you're such a cutie. So, what's up? What are you doing right now? I really hope you're doing okay. Just a lil worried if you're taking care of yourself, you know? Did you eat properly and drink enough water today? You should be hydrating at least 8 times a day, even if you don’t feel like it. Gotta keep that gorgeous self of yours in check! I’ve been thinking that every time you miss me, I’ll always give you something to read hehe. I want you to feel my presence, even when I’m not there. Just know that I’m missing you every second, every minute, every hour, and every day. It’s like you’re on my mind nonstop, and yeah, I might sound a bit over the top, but I can’t help it. I’m the most dramatic boyfriend in the universe, and I’m proud of it! 😝 But for real, I know I can’t always be by your side, so I’m gonna do my best to send you little lambing and sweet messages to remind you how special you are to me. I want you to feel loved and cherished all the time because you totally deserve it. You’re my one and only, and I can’t wait to make more memories with you. Stay safe, take care of yourself, and keep shining, babe! I love you always!

[aijz]

read me, whenever you feel not okay!!

Hey babe, happy 3rd monthsary! Thought I’d leave this here for those days na you’re feeling off or the world’s just too much. So yeah, read this anytime you feel na things aren’t okay. Feeling down? Like, you’re at that point where everything feels heavy, and you’re wishing you could just disappear, no questions asked? Hey, breathe lang, babe. I’m here, okay? I’m always here for you. I get that sometimes, parang may emptiness lang around you. Kahit you say you’re fine, I can feel it, alam mo ‘yun? Kasi we’re human beings, not robots that can just ignore feelings. Even robots need to recharge diba? So, ikaw pa kaya. Take that time to slow down, unwind, let things just be. And please, no need to pretend around me. I want you to feel comfortable just being yourself, all the messy parts and all. You don’t have to hide anything. I’m here to understand, and I genuinely, deeply care about you, every bit of you. I hope this reminds you na it’s really okay to not be okay. Let yourself feel whatever it is without pressure. I’m here with you, no rush. Mahal kita. Just remember that, alright?

[aijz]

happy 2nd monthsary, love.

happy 2nd monthsary to us, sweetheart! grabe, it's incredible how much we've experienced together in this past month ’no? i'm so proud of both of us for being strong and not giving up. alam naman natin na, it hasn't been an easy journey, but i'm grateful that we've learned how to hold on to each other, dapat lang. even when distance tries to separate us. alam mo ba every day, i pray that our relationship continues to grow, no matter the challenges we face. that’s true, oo. dami na nating napagdaanan partida 1 month pa lang ’yon, we've had our fair share of arguments, and misunderstandings, but what amazes me is how we always find solace in each other's arms. kanino pa ba? remember that moment when i told you na umiyak ako? noong nakaraan na hindi tayo ayos na dalawa? it was true. hay, ikaw kasi pero totoo ’yon, ikaw lang nagpaiyak sa’kin. kidding. it js showed just how much you mean to me. i can't explain it, kasi there's this indescribable heaviness when we're not in a good place, yet we never give up on each other. nakakaiyak naman talaga. you know, it makes me happy to see you doing well now, my love. galing galing mo.

babe, i just want you to know that i'm always here for you. no matter what happens, you can always count on me to support you and be there. two months might not seem like a long time, but honestly, it feels like we've known each other forever. we've been through a lot talaga, and those moments have really shaped us into who we are now. i can't even explain how thankful i am to have met someone as incredible as you. you deserve the best, and i'll do everything i can to make sure you're happy. honestly, wala na akong masabi kasi feeling ko nasabi ko na lahat during our first monthsary, pero i just want to take this moment to let you know how grateful i am na we’ve made it to our second monthsary, baby. paulit-ulit na ba sinasabi ko? it might still be early days for us, pero i really feel like we’ve grown a lot together in these two months. sabi ko nga, we've shared so many experiences and memories, and hanggang dulo na ’to, ah? thank you for always being there, for understanding me, and for making me feel loved every single day. 😄 alam ko na we’ll have our ups and downs, pero i’m confident na kaya natin yan together. kakayanin. for our third monthsary, i promise you a special gift na talaga, baby, para mabreak na yung "3rd monthsary curse." (if there's such a thing) meron ba? i’m already looking forward to it, kasi every milestone with you is special. i'm sorry if i keep writing messages like this, i'll do better. baka isipin mo ’di manlang ako nag-effort. no ah, ayon lang. i love you. you deserve the best, and i’ll keep doing my best to make sure na lagi kang happy and loved. happy 2nd monthsary, love, and here's to many more!

US!!

[aijz]

happy first monthsary, my pink princess.

happy first month, baby! this is our first month together, so let’s make it special. it’s hard to believe that it’s already been a month since we started this amazing journey together. sa maikling panahon na ’yon, i’ve realized that you’re a treasure beyond measure, and every day with you is a precious moment, really. hulog na hulog ako sa’yo palagi. walang araw na hindi. sabi ko nga i really can’t believe it myself kasi tagal na pala natin. and i already want you so much, i mean i love you so deeply. i love love love you. can you believe how long we’ve been together na? tuloy-tuloy na ’to ah, baby.🤞🏻i know, we’ve had many days of arguments, it’s unavoidable naman, diba? but we have always found a way to come back to each other, para ayusin natin. and to grow stronger as a couple. i mean, we will work things out and understand each other. ayon naman talaga ang dapat gawin ’di ba? dapat lang. i know na, i wasn't always the easiest guy to deal with, fr. and things can get a bit tense sometimes ’no? honestly, i wouldn't be surprised if you got annoyed with me minsan. makulit ako eh. sa totoo lang, i really don't want any of those bad moments to happen again. i mean, mag-away tayo nang mag-away palagi. yeah, we have a lot going for us, and we know there will be challenges ahead. but as long as we talk things through and learn from each other naman, we can handle anything, ayon lang.

baby, please know that i’m here for you, no matter what. even if the world turns its back on you, i’ll never leave your side. kakampi mo ako sa lahat. i’m here lang sa’yo palagi. you hold a special place in my heart. whatever problems you face, i’ll always lend you my ear, kahit tungkol saan pa ’yan. or if you ever feel sad or alone, remember that you have me by your side. you have me, and don’t worry, we’ll fulfill every promise we made to each other, real.

i hope you know na, i want to take care of you, be there for you, and prove to you that i’m worthy of your love. 😞 i want to assure you that i’m committed to giving you all the love and assurance you deserve hehe. i’ll do everything para sa’yo. ikaw na ’yan e. my pretty baby. you are so incredibly beautiful, both inside and out. i want you to see yourself the way i do. ganda mo palagi. please forgive me if my efforts sometimes fall short, my love. pero know that every gesture, every word, and every thought is infused with the purest intentions of making you feel cherished and adored.  sana nga na this first month will be incredible. kasi i look forward to the future with you by my side na. hindi ko na ‘to pahahabain, thank you for being a part of my life and for allowing me to be your boyfriend, trize. i promise to always cherish and protect our love. i love you more than words can express, and i’m looking ahead to spending many more months and years together hehe. happy first month, my love! i will never tired of loving you. i love you so much.