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wise words from kim taehyung

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Taehyung ♡ 팔레트(Palette)

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a year in the life of min yoongi  [ part 1 / part 2 ] 

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(believing in someone like me dealing with these tears and wounds) so thanks for becoming my light, for becoming the flower, in the most beautiful moment in life —둘! 셋! (그래도 좋은 날이 더 많기를) by BTS ☆ HAPPY 4th ANNIVERSARY ☆ [lyric translation by: bts-trans]

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Happy Birthday, BTS!

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So I really want to show BTS to my friend and I want her to love the guy's personalities. I just don't know which videos to show her. Which videos got you really really into the boys? Would you mind recommending some?

Well the first step to becoming an A.R.M.Y is getting to know Bangtans music style, so start them off by watching some good old fashioned music videos.Now don’t forget that when bangtan first debuted they had a bad boy type feel, so don’t be afraid to show your friend their dark stuff.

 No More Dream

We Are Bulletproof Pt.2

It’s not over yet though!! Your friend has now watched their music videos but they haven’t watched what happens behind the camera, so here’s some behind the scenes footage.

2Cool4Skool Debut Single Music Video Shooting

2Cool4Skool Debut Single Jacket Shooting

By now your friend must be intrigued, they will probably be asking questions like “Who are they?” or “Who is that hottie with the eyeliner, the one with that just trampled everyone’s back?”, If they’re not asking these questions please repeat the first step again.

The second step is really simple, your job is now to make sure your friend gets to know Bangtan. You will have to introduce them to hyung line and the maknae line, and the best way to do that is making them watch the videos listed below. 

Adult Child

Beautiful

Now it’s time to get personal, Rookie King is the best way to really get to know each of Bangtans members, so go ahead and get the popcorn ready.

Rookie King Ep. 1

They’re probably asking to see more episodes now, AMIRIGHT?? Well here’s a list just because they’re begging for more.

Rookie King Ep. 2

Rookie King Ep. 3

Rookie King Ep. 4 (PT1) (PT2)

Rookie King Ep. 5

Rookie King Ep. 6

Rookie King Ep. 7

Rookie King Ep. 8

Your friend should now be familiar with each member, if they are not please repeat step two.

The third step is to bring your friend back to their music videos. Bangtan is not as tough as they appeared on their debut, and as Bangtan grew their music and style changed, you can tell by watching the videos listed below. 

Rise Of Bangtan 

Just One Day 

War Of Hormone

I Need U

Pretty cool right?? Well it gets better, we will now be introducing your friend to some Bangtan dance practices. Bangtan is well known for their amazing dancing skills and choreography, and of course you have to let your friend know how amazing they are. 

Satoori Rap Dance Practice 

Boy In Luv Dance Practice

Just One Day Dance Practice (appeal ver)

Danger Dance Practice (appeal ver)

War Of Hormone Dance Practice (appeal ver) 

Embarrassed Dance Practice

I Need U Dance Practice 

So you thought that was the end of step three? You were wrong. We still need to get your friend to get to know Bangtan better by watching a few live performances. 

N.O Live

Jump Live

Rise Of Bangtan Live

I Like It Live

Let Me Know Live

Danger Live

Born Singer Live

I Need U Live

Fun Boys Live

Now that your friend has familiarized themselves with Bangtans music and dancing it’s time to move on to the next step. If you feel that your friend hasn’t familiarized themselves with the group, please repeated step three. 

For step four, I’m assuming that your friend is an A.R.M.Y by now… if they aren’t then it’s time to pull out the big guns with some Bangtan Bombs. I will not be naming the following videos, they will be a surprise!

Bangtan Bomb 1

Bangtan Bomb 2

Bangtan Bomb 3

Bangtan Bomb 4

Bangtan Bomb 5

Bangtan Bomb 6

Bangtan Bomb 7

Bangtan Bomb 8

Bangtan Bomb 9

Bangtan Bomb 10

Bangtan Bomb 11

Bangtan Bomb 12

Bantan Bomb 13

That didn’t work???? Time to pull out the bigger guns…. Two words… VARIETY… SHOWS.

4Things Show

Weekly Idol

Beatles Code

Idol Show Ep 1

Idol Show Ep 2

Idols of Asia 

Your friend is probably a hardcore A.R.M.Y by now right?? If you answered no… please repeat step four. 

The fifth and final step is to sit back and watch AHL with your new A.R.M.Y friend. 

AHL Ep 1

AHL Ep 2

AHL Ep 3 

AHL Ep 4

AHL Ep 5

AHL Ep 6

AHL Ep 7

AHL Ep 8

Now that you have completed these five easy steps, your friend should now be an A.R.M.Y. You should probably mentally prepare yourself because now you have a new born A.R.M.Y in your hands. 

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Jikook fic recs masterpost

Hi everyone! So, as any jikook shipper, you all know that there is a variety of great fics, old and new, about our fave ship. I, personally, tend to like reading more about the new ones (not because the 2014 ones aren’t good anymore, but like, u know what i mean, dynamics of the ship changed).

So as someone who spends……. alot….. of their free time reading and writing fics, and as someone who’s been in the fandom for a couple months now, i tought it would be a good idea to write down here some of my faves for you, old shipper who thinks they’ve read them all, or new shipper who doesn’t know where to start :) 

I’ll try to recommend complete ones for the most part, and recent ones, but you know…… some of ‘em are classics. Here are my personnal all-time favorites.

Let’s start ! (in no particular order)

* - awesome

** - extra-awesome

*** - life-changing

1. Constraint, by Harlot. ** One shot, 40k, complete. “Jungkook is young and he is more acquainted with confusion and poor-decision-making than he’d like to admit. Despite being only 19 years old, he sometimes argues that he’s been through and seen some shit. He is never sure where he’s going to end up and he’s not entirely sure what kind of future is waiting for him. He is often not sure of a lot but he is certain—absolutely certain—that he’s not gay. Alternatively, a story in which Jungkook meets Park Jimin and doesn’t like him whatsoever. There’s just something about him… there’s just so much about him. Jungkook really can’t stand him. In fact, he can’t stand him so much he can’t quite seem to get him off of his mind.” ((So this one is quite lengthy, i know, but totally worth it ! Jungkook is a real douche in the beginning, but his reactions are so believable and relatable that you forgive him instantly. Great caracterization. Smutty parts in the end.))

2. Loverboy, by gangbang. *** One shot, 9k, complete. “this much jimin’s figured out: sometimes, somehow, his words make people fall in love with him.” ((Okay so this one is my personnal favorite, if I had to chose from all the jikooks fics, and probably all fics of all ships of all times, this would probably win the 1rst place. There’s something about it. Magical realism. Ansgt. Incredible storyline and characterization. A+++))

3. More golden than a golden snitch, by arborescent. ** Series of 3 One shots. 4k for this one, complete. “Everyone knows that the first year Slytherin seeker Jeon Jungkook’s biggest fan is not from his own house but a third year Hufflepuff named Park Jimin.” ((Okay so another old one… but a true classic. This one is a series so be sure to read the 3 of them, aren’t long, but truly amazing. HP au, with a lot of misunderstandings, a tsundere jk, and a fluffy muggleborn jimin. Don’t have to have loved HP to read this.))

4. And back again, by novilunar. * One shot, 3k, complete. “Jimin wishes he could stay away from Jungkook.” ((Ok so this is also an old one BUT i had to link it cause i read it 4 times by now and it is  THE fic that started me into Jikook. Basically, Jimin doesn’t do one night stands, and thats all jk does. Jimin falls. Happy ending. Great writing. Good smutty parts. Love it.))

5. The Bet, by jonghyunslisterine. ** 11 chapters, 46k, complete. “Where Jeon Jungkook makes a bet that he can get the notoriously single Park Jimin to sleep with him by the end of the semester. Needless to say, things don’t go exactly as planned.” ((Okay, another old one, classic, that you probably already read. If not, then  d o   i t. Quite lengthy, but a safe bet. Great great great character development. Jimin is such a complex but lovely being and jk is such a douche but then gets it and it all goes well in the end. The jeonlous is gold. University setting, and jk’s concerns about school are so well written and so relatable. Great one overall.))

6. Flowertalk, by soranosuzu. * One shot, 3k, complete. “Jimin works in a flower shop and Jungkook is a delivery boy who drives a pastel pink van.” ((Tooth rotting fluff. Short and sweet, perfect for when you’re feeling for it.))

7. You’re ripped at every edge (but you’re a masterpiece), by kafeuka. * 3 chapters, 34k, complete.  “Jimin swore there was nothing worst than having Jeon Jungkook as a sergeant.(Or,In which Jimin was forced to enlist in military and he was under the sexgod Sergeant Jeon’s monitoring division and god, Sergeant Jeon really needs to stop being a douchebag)” ((Ok so this one is maybe not an ultimate fave, but it’s only b/c of the end. Overall, it’s great, tho’. Military AU. Sexual tension. JK is sexually frustrated and frustrating. JM is a rich boy. Both characters are douches. Loved the idea.))

8. One upon a time share, by namakemono. * 5 chapters, 32k, complete. “Jungkook is in desperate need of a vacation, but spending two weeks in Namjoon and Hoseok’s timeshare in Okinawa with his recently separated ex of three years was probably (definitely) not what he had in mind.” ((I don’t know why i like the ex trope so much??? anyone with me??? there isn’t enough of those. JK and JM broke up, but their friends are still friends. And want them back together. Oops. Love it.))

7. White T-shirt and Brown Timberlands, by  Rose_gold715. ** One shot, 11k, complete. “Jimin is filing for divorce after eight years with Jungkook. He needs to let go, and yet, he wants to hold on a little longer.” ((Aaaaand another ex trope, but not really. Established relationship that doesn’t go well for a while, but happy ending. Original idea. Kinda angsty, and heartbreaking. Loved it.))

8. You’re a hard soul to save with an ocean in the way (but i’ll get around it), by namakemono (great author ok bye). ** One shot, 20k, complete. “Jimin has the whole ocean at his fingertips, but for some reason he can’t help but look up to where the humans are, and wonder what it’s like to be part of their world.(or: the Little Mermaid AU that no one asked for)” ((Ok so now move on to something a lil’ fluffier. I DID NOT KNOW HOW MUCH I WANTED A LITTLE MERMAID AU. But i did. Jimin w/ red hair. Rich boy JK that has to take care of him. Funny and cute. A little jowel of a fic.))

9. You Don’t Bring Me Flour, by superbroc. * One shot, 3k, complete. “In order to graduate, Park Jimin must convince cute grocery cashier Jeon Jungkook that this sack of flour is his beloved child.” ((Soooo funny. Happy and fluffy. Great when you’re in the mood for something lighter.))

10. Let’s play for keeps, by kaythebest. * One shot, 4k, complete. “Jimin plays games for the entertainment of the Internet. Poorly. In fact, his entire schtick seems to be entirely based on how terrible he is. JimJams tries. He rarely succeeds.” ((Youtuber AU. Funny. A lot of Pining. What’s there more to ask.))

11. A touch of sin, by pettey. *** 10 chapters, 102k, complete. “After his transfer to a quiet seaside town, Jeongguk was prepared to face a year of uneventful CID work, but found himself dealing with a series of strange murders instead.” ((ULTIMATE FAVE OF THE MOMENT. Last fic I actually read, yesterday, in the middle of the night. Terrible idea, ‘cause it’s so spooky. I’m not a fan of gore, so i was scared when i read the hashtags, but really there isn’t that much, and it’s so well written that you barely notice it. The story is so well written and plot-driven. It could litteraly be a book. The universe is so intriguing. Ghosts. Witchcraft. JK is a cop, JM is a witch, sorta. Weird murders happen, JM is suspected. Sexual tension. So soooo much sexual tension. Characters are amazingly written. Slowbuilt. The end is bittersweet, if you don’t like much of happy endings, you’ll love it, if you only like happy endings (like me), you’ll love it too. Also there’s smut. And amazing song recommandations.))

12. Nu ABO: A Memoir by Park Jimin, by decompositionbooks. ** 6 chapters, 34k, complete. “The world didn’t think it was necessary to give him a guide when it shoved all of these omega hormones at him, so here it is, Park Jimin’s handbook on dealing with heats, unrequited love, and Jeon Jungkook.” ((You kids are so lucky to be able to read this fic in one go. I had to wait for every chapter. E v e r y   o n e. I know not all are fans of ABO dynamics, but try this one, please. It’s so good. Jimin is hilarious. Jungkook is emotionally constipated. Sexual tension. Jealousy. Great writing. A+))

13. Leave Your Mark, by snarcsics. *** 3/10 chapters, 49k, not completed. “The first time Jimin meets a gaunt, small beta boy named Jungkook in the examination room of Namjoon’s lab, he can’t seem to take his eyes off him. The second time he sees Jungkook it’s because he refuses to eat without him. The third time they meet, Jungkook is more teeth and claws than Jimin can handle.” ((OK SO I KNOW THIS FIC IS NOT COMPLETED. BUT LISTEN it’s worth it. Ohhh so worth it. Plus the author tends to finish all of her fics. Superd kind, replies to all comments. This fic is the beginning of a masterpiece. Not like any ABO. The plot is so great. The characterization is A+++. So much tension. So intriguing. JM is an omega. JK is a beta that will become an alpha artificially cause they are extinct. It doesn’t go so well. Please read it. Trust me on this one. You won’t regret it.))

So this is all of my ultimate favorite fics! I still have plenty I would like to recommend, but I figured too long posts annoy everyone. Tell me if you liked this list and if you would like me to do some others :) I was thinking about doing thematics ones, like fluffy, smutty, angsty… Tell me if that would be something you’d like! 

If you have any fics to recommend me, please please please do so!

This fandom is great. This ship is great. Don’t forget to comment on the stories you read to encourage these fabulous authors!

Thank you for reading!

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Dating Park Jimin Would be Like

guys help this squishy boy i DIE INSIDE AJHFAKDJA HE’S SO CUTE DID YOU SEE THE DAMN HALLOWEEN PRACTICE FOR 21ST CENTURY GIRLS NOT ONLY IS THAT MY FAV SONG BUT AHH CUTIE ALERT BOOTY ALERT

ALRIGHT FIRST THINGS FIRST

he’s S U C H a switch

and i don’t mean that just in the sexual sense

literally one day ur gonna get cute squishy shy chimchim who kisses u but giggles and can’t look u in the eye

the next HOUR he fukcin gives u a lap dance or some shit or just like undresses u with his eyes and licks his lips and flashes his tummy all the time like damn dude can you c h i l l

but most of the time u get darling sweetie pie Jimin who loves to cuddle and hold u close 24/7

i dont think he would be as touchy as Taehyung just bc Tae has No Shame when it comes to his gf but then Jimin is a Smol Shy and wants to love u but he gets v v shy and embarrassed 

not bc he’s embarrassed to be around u or to love u but bc he’s still kinda insecure about himself 

bc ur so ethereal and beautiful and kind and all around a Total Package 

and he doesn’t feel like he brings much to the table

which when he gets in lil sad moods bc of these feelings u make it ur NUMBER ONE GOAL to cheer up ur darling Squish 

if he’s feeling bad about not having abs for the fans then you go online and show him all the comments about how they love him when he’s chubby

and u tell him that it doesn’t even matter what they think bc you love him chubby and you love him the way he is with no changes to anything

but if he really wanted to, you would offer to go work out with him to keep his spirits up and he would a d o r e that

u probably would die from trying 2 keep up w him and he would have to piggyback you home and put u in a warm bubble bath to ease ur aching muscles but its the thought that counts and he really truly appreciates how much effort u put into him and doing anything to make him feel good about himself

when he wants something really bad u get the dreaded Puppy Eyes and you can’t escape them

U and Suga both mope over that fact that u both are weak for park Jimin

being besties w Taehyung and going on dates with Jimin and Tae just tags along

the first few times he does this ur worried about him being the third wheel but it ends up that you’re the third wheel lmao Vmin am i right

you can never stay mad at him for very long and vice versa he could never be angry at you for more then 20 minutes max

when you argue its over little things like him leaving his wet towel on the bathroom floor or you leaving stuff like yogurt out of the fridge too long bc u forgot about it

and even when you have more serious fights where doors are slammed and there are raised voices and he has to leave your apartment for some air and time to himself to think

he always comes back even if it’s at 2 AM bc he just CANT go to sleep without apologizing and telling you he loves you bc anything could happen and he doesn’t want his last memory of you to be an argument should something bad happen to you 

like that is his worst fear that he would be away on tour and something would happen like you would get in an accident or the saesangs would attack you stuff like that

and those fears would pop up in his head every time he left the apartment when u two fought and he would forget how to breathe until he snapped out of it and fuckign SPRINTED his ass back to your place

and he would burst into your room (bc he used his key okay he didn’t kick down the door. u gave him a key after the second time he did that)

and he would see you laying on his side of your shared bed, curled up in a tiny ball, a pile of tissues in the trash can next to you, and tiny sniffles and hiccups coming from you every once and a while

Jimin would ever so quietly walk around to the side of the bed and kneel down in front of you, and his heart would just break

you had messy hair, your face was covered in dried and fresh tear tracks, and you were holding onto the little stuffed kitten he had won for you on your first date

he would start crying as well and he wouldn’t want to even dare to touch you because he didn’t feel like he deserved to hold you if he had caused the person he loved the most so much pain

but you would say fuck that and throw your arms around his neck and he would break down and start sobbing into your neck, wrapping his arms so tightly around your waist and drawing you so close to him you two were almost one person 

and the two of you would just rock back and forth until you both calmed down and gave makeup kisses

and then comes the makeup sex ;)))

SPEAKING OF THAT IT’S YOUR FAVORITE TIMEEEE

so i see a lot of conflicting things on here

either he’s Mr Dom, second to Namjoon(who i firmly believe is 100% DADDY but that’s for another time) or the Subbiest sub to ever sub.

and personally i think he’s a switch? it really just depends on his mood

like i probably have said that for every one of these that i have done lmaoooo but seriously 

it just depends on his mood either he’s kissing you gently and his touches are so soft and he’s taking you so slowly and lovingly and caressing every inch of your body, practically worshipping it as he kisses every inch of skin he can get his lips on

or he’s fucking smacking your ass as he takes it from behind and pulls your hair while dirty talking you

there’s just no in-between 

except for maybe morning sex bc he would want you to take over in the morning and be on top but damn he wants to touch you so bad

ur sex life can be described as Mindblowing 

bc with his dancer hips and his stamina and your ability to toughen up and take it for as long as he wants to you

most of the time you can’t actually remember what happens bc it’s so amazing lol 

he’s pretty vocal but not as much as taehyung lmao the only one louder then Tae is Hobi(of course) but he’s a pretty close 3rd 

he strikes me as a moaner and a whiner? sometimes he groans when he’s close to finishing but usually he’s a p consistent moaner

MESS ME UP MAN PARK JIMIN IS FUCKING ME UPPPP

he’s v cuddly like i said before

his favorite this is pillow talk

after yall are done w ur thing he likes to draw patterns on your bare back while you lay on his chest, nuzzling his neck and you have to guess what he’s drawing on your back

literally when i say he loves pillow talk he LOVES IT

like Jimin basically has sex w u, not just bc ur the bomb dot com w a smoking hot booty but bc its so he can just bask in the warm afterglow of your lovemaking session but also talk about serious things and silly things and the in-betweens 

this is your guys favorite time to talk about the future

he shyly tells you that he wants to marry you someday and he almost launched himself out of bed if u hadn’t tackled him and gave him lots of kisses 

it’s nothing permanent yet, bc he’s still really focusing on BTS promotions and growing as a group and as a dancer and singer with them 

but you don’t mind him taking his time and waiting for him

and he loves that more then anything 

like to him that’s the biggest sign of love you can give him is just being patient and waiting for him with anything you two do

Jimin would try to be almost as dedicated as you to your relationship as you were

bc he feels like it’s the only way to pay you back for waiting for him to have time for you while he’s working 

if he’s away on tour over your birthday or your anniversary or something he’ll arrange it so that he can send something to you can be face timing you as it arrives at your door so that he can watch your face as you open it

facetimeing 24/7 when he can’t be there with you

no matter if you’re texting, calling, face timing, or seeing each other in person he NEVER fails to tell you he loves you 

you come with him to inkigayo once and almost cry backstage when BTS wins the first award for their comeback song 

and he runs backstage to you after its all over and he picks you up and spins you around in a hug and gives you kisses and Jimin is looking up at you from under those long lashes and he just pushes some hair out of your face and when he puts you down he gives you a promise ring he was saving for your 2 year anniversary but he just couldn’t wait

Jimin has you wrapped around his finger but he never really realizes it bc he think that he’s wrapped around your finger and it’s true u could ask this boy for the moon and he would give it to you and he could ask for the sun and you would get it for him

his love is intense at times but it’s sweet and kind and gentle in the best possible ways 

end my life this series is making me slowly lose my mind also i feel like these scenarios are slowly getting longer?? idk guys give me some feedback here ro send me some lil prompt ideas!! i love doing reactions but i haven’t done any in a while.  <3 you! ~Admin Hedgehog

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taehyung’s glorious hip thrusts

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The media creates issues by standardizing beauty with how skinny you are. However, there are people on the other side of the world that starve to death because they do not have food to eat. We have to give them more attention. If I become an influential and honorable person, wouldn’t I be able to shift people’s attention to that side?

SUGA aka AGUST D (via bangtanbighit)

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Sometimes I have to remind myself that Namjoon started as an underground rapper and was recommended to bang pd, ridiculed for becoming an idol but carried on so his voice could be heard. How Hoseok started as a dancer and after listening to hip hop, came to love rapping. When they asked him to film an audition tape, they gave him a camera and came back 2 hours later to find him still filming, allowing him into the company on determination alone. How Yoongi was told by people around him that making a living off music is risky and that he’s not going to make it, to going underground, living off hardly anything and then coming 2nd place in bighits rap contest, earning him a place. How Jin was scouted off the street just because of his looks, chose bighit over SM and started with no experience to be where he is today. How Jimin chased his dream so much, with his parents backing him every step of the way, driving him all over everywhere to auditions. To only being a trainee for a year, never knowing if he was really going to debut but still sticking by it and carrying on. How Taehyung wasn’t even going to audition and just went to support a friend instead, but after being prompted by staff he auditioned and was the only one that day to make it through. How Jungkook had offers from 8 different entertainment companies, but chose bighit simply because he thought Namjoons rapping was cool.

It may seem like they all came together by some sort of fate, or a miracle, but it truly was their passion to succeed and make it within the industry, to allow 7 boys following the same dream to stand on stage together and say they’ve made it.

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AGUST D

there are so many important messages that suga is trying to convey to his listeners through his mixtape and im sure that if you’ve read the lyric translations, you definitely know what i mean. i am seriously blown away that we’ve been fans of bts for what, 3 years now? for 3 years, ARMYs have easily labelled yoongi as ‘lazy’, given him that ‘idagf’ image, and yet, we were oblivious to so many of his hardships. we’ve always known that he’s hardworking, more quiet than the other members, and more reflective, but this mixtape honestly blew me away because yoongi’s gone through so much in his idol career and we had no idea. 

first off, he touches on a sensitive topic that idols don’t speak openly about: mental health. he raps about seeing a psychiatrist, battling with depression, self-hate, experiencing social phobia since age 18, putting on a front, and loneliness. His entire song “The Last” really touches on this:

a word said like habit, oh, I don’t give a shit, I don’t give a fuck those words are all words I use to hide my weak self that time I want to erase, that’s right, the memories I want to erase of that day I had that concert I was afraid of people, so I hid in the bathroom and stared at myself

and in “So Far Away”:

I’m in so much pain and lonliness but people around me keeping telling me to regain my consciousness I try to vent my anger but I only got myself so what’s the point of venting my anger I’m scared to open my eyes everyday and start breathing

these lyrics from ‘At Dawn’ also illustrate this:

I pretend I’m not lonely, I pretend I’m not suffering I pretend I’m okay for no reason, meaninglessly I pretend to be strong don’t come over the wall I’ve put up in front of myself don’t throw me off this island in this wide sea 

he also talks about his struggles during his trainee days and i dont think he’s ever talked in depth about this period of his life. this mixtape gives us some insight about him moving to seoul, getting a part time job to afford the cost of living in the city, going to school dead tired after work, and still training with big hit to live out his dreams

was I needy for success? No just needy for money it’d been a long time since I forgot the words ‘in style’ I practiced at night and went to my part time job at dawn then even if I dragged that tired body to school I just slept I became 20 that way, the sight of the graduation room was suspicious

and the fact that he admits he puts up a front:

I hide the self that’s behind my defensive posture I hide myself completely like I’ve become a criminal, always I can’t even take one step outside the dorm that’s like a prison 

all of these are reasons im so moved. because it really highlights how idols only show one side of themselves to the camera, and fans can never really know them fully. we only know the version of bts’ min yoongi that he wants to show us through shows and broadcasts. 

behind every idol rapper who succeeds there’s a weak self standing, it’s a little dangerous I fall sometimes again into depression and compulsion hell no, anyway I don’t even know if that’s the real me

but through his music? through his mixtape, he’s trying to show us another side of him, and i’m so thankful that he’s opened up to his worldwide audience. this takes courage. talking openly about your hardships and your weaknesses to people who look up to you, that takes some damn courage. so thank you, yoongi, for opening up to your fans. 

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