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2024 ended on a bittersweet note

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how to explain that being resentful and spiteful just drains us

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going on long drives to the beach to clear my head is the new hobby

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rest well my friend

i still have so many things to tell you about

i am driving now

its scary but fun

i lost my kitten last month

it was hard looking for an emergency vet clinic at 5am

its busy season again

how many years has it been since?

2021, 2022, 2023, 2024

and i'm going to 2025 but you wouldn't be there

while i spend endless nights at work

why am i still in this job right?

i remember you said you can't imagine yourself as an auditor

remember how my work starts by the time your busy days end?

and yet we still find time to

- send emojis when the words are gone

- commiserate

- drink our 4th cup of coffee for the day at the same time

i never got to meet you

hmmm, that one is really sad

but my friend, i knew you

i knew you

i knew you

and i miss you

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Is it weird I want He Tian to do the disappearing soon because I want to read them reuniting after years 🥺

Fuck my life

This is going to hurt more than what I was expecting

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He is so precious!!!!!

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“We are dying from overthinking. We are slowly killing ourselves by thinking about everything. Think. Think. Think. You can never trust the human mind anyway. It’s a death trap.”

— Anthony Hopkins

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it doesn't really matter what things we do now

i just want to catch up like old times

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i see our old conversations and

how, after a tiring day,

you will send a random thought

or if there's nothing else, a random emoji

hi...

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i see my grandma's smile

as she realises that i'm home

and how she would always be there first to welcome me

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i see the old stream behind my old abandoned high school

and how calming it is to just stare at the water

and just be young

living in the moment

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How many times have I cried since my cat died last year 2 days before my birthday?

For various reasons.

I cannot count.

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“Softness is not weakness. It takes courage to stay delicate in a world this cruel.”

— Beau Taplin

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palace of bardo

16 chapters in and its so sad

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You got me dude I'm forever yours, just keep that wonderful thinking

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once every two years i read totally angsty manga/manhwa/webnovel/webtoon

and palace of bardo is intriguing af