aishznlah
aishznlah
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aishznlah · 22 days ago
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3 June 2025
did i lose you?
without any warning—
did i lose your love ?
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aishznlah · 22 days ago
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3 June 2025
he wished via text. i did lose you, am i
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aishznlah · 23 days ago
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3 June 2025
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aishznlah · 24 days ago
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1 June 2025
it hurts so bad this time. Ya Allah, kau tarik la nyawaku.
amin
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aishznlah · 2 months ago
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14 April 2025
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aishznlah · 4 months ago
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26 February 2025
There’s nobody at home but the TV.
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aishznlah · 5 months ago
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27 January 2025
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aishznlah · 6 months ago
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1 January 2025
Happy New Year dear self.
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aishznlah · 7 months ago
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28 November 2024
I missed you quietly today. So quietly that no one noticed.
I missed you as I climbed out of bed and as I brushed my teeth; and as I heard the rain outside my window.
I missed you as I kicked off my shoes when I got home; as I switched off the lights and climbed into bed for the night.
I missed you without tears or noise.
How I felt it.
I felt it in the morning, at lunchtime, in the evening and at night. I felt it as I woke, as I waited, as I worked. I felt it at home, on the road, in the light, in the dark, in the rain.
I felt it in every one of those moments, each one sitting heavier and heavier as the weight of me missing you kept growing and growing.
Yes, I missed you so quietly today.
But I felt it so loudly.
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aishznlah · 8 months ago
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29 October 2024
can you stick around and not give up on me?
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aishznlah · 10 months ago
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13 September 2024
Let’s meet in the fields of green.
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aishznlah · 10 months ago
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6 September 2024
i overmiss you
I find myself thinking about you all the time, and I realize I miss you more than I ever thought possible. Every moment we're apart feels like forever, and each day without you only makes me miss you more. Your absence reminds me of how much you mean to me and how deeply you've touched my heart. I can't wait until we're together again, so I can hold you close and enjoy our love. Until then, know that you're always on my mind, and I miss you more than words can say.
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aishznlah · 1 year ago
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20 June 2024
date nights are amazing and all but i am craving the mundane, every day life with you.
waking up beside you, laughing in the kitchen at midnight whilst we eat snacks, having the most random conversations. drinking coffee beside you, walking down the road hand in hand, knowing nomatter what happens in the day, i get to come home to you. my home.
i crave life with you, the spectacular special moments and the mundane, just as special, moments.
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aishznlah · 1 year ago
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10 June 2024
I would like to be loved properly, not half-heartedly, not in bits.
I want to be loved fully, and I deserve that.
I want to be held in a way that nobody's held me before—with safety, and security, and knowing that you've got me.
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aishznlah · 1 year ago
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9 June 2024
Might take 6 more months, might take 2 more years or 5. You and I are gonna make it. We are gonna get where we want to be. I promise.
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aishznlah · 1 year ago
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4 June 2024
it is sad that
we aren't waiting for our happy ending anymore..
we are just waiting for the end.
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aishznlah · 1 year ago
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3 June 2024
the last of my twenties
and i hope this is the last one.
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