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Behold…a Norse trickster god.

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My first experience in MDMA/Ecstasy

Here goes nothing.

It was about a month agonow since it happened. One day one of my best friends hits me up at around 8.30pm, and he goes “hey wanna meet up? And take ecstasy?” at first I didn’t understand what he was talking about since he also woke me up from a nap so my mind was a bit foggy from nap. He then went “Ecstasy as in MDMA” all excited. I thought to myself what the heck, I’m young, I’ve been through so much shit, I deserve to feel a bit happy for once. I got out of bed and got ready. We met up and took the pill two hours later. Now keep in mind he is also my ex, the one guy that I felt truly safe with, that I trusted with my life and made me feel special; and yes we are still best friends now. Although we are thinking of maybe getting back together but that’s another story for another chapter.

So we took the pill and after 20 minutes we decided to move from this kids playing ground to a different spot downtown. Now I also was with my dog that night. So on our way to our 2nd spot I let him her (my dog) while I got us some drinks and snacks, and while I was paying (this is about 40 minutes in after the pill) it hit me. I felt so many emotions, and it felt like my mind is slowly opening up and relaxing. I grabbed the bag and got out of the store with this look on my face, I cant even describe it, looked at my ex and went “go go go” and I saw that it was hitting him to. We walked as fast as we could to our second spot and just sat down on the bench. It was also very muddy and slippery and we just didn’t care. We kept smoking cigarettes all the time, it felt like it helped us not to go into heavy breathing panicky mode, at least for me. I started to feel a bit sick to my stomach, I decided to take a tiny sip of coke unknowing but knowing it’ll make me throw up, after that I felt amazing, like my body just got rid of all the toxins and bad shit that’s been holding me back. My mind opened up. I felt electricity running through my body, the lights captivated me. And every touch was electrifying. Ben and I just sat there enjoying this feeling of freedom, and seeing the world in a whole different new light, while holding hands and connecting on a spiritual level. I never felt so free, so care free and worry free. For the first time in my life I felt happy. Just pure happiness. And so child like. I never felt that way even as a little kid, so free. And wonderful. We later went to sit by the beach too although it was funny how it happened too.

Since then I feel like a burden has been lifted from me, some of my riggers seem to have disappeared or just dialed back, I feel a nit happier and more complete. It felt like I got some closure but not entirely on some the traumas I’ve been through. For example up until this experience I kept blaming myself for not doing anything about my ex girlfriend killing a puppy dog in front of my eyes. Now I don’t anymore, I’m aware now that there was nothing I could do. I was put in a situation where i was scared for my life, I didn’t do anything because I didn’t want ti get hurt or even killed too.

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Imagine Loki making love to you…in public…while invisible.

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My first experience in MDMA/Ecstasy

Here goes nothing.

It was about a month agonow since it happened. One day one of my best friends hits me up at around 8.30pm, and he goes “hey wanna meet up? And take ecstasy?” at first I didn’t understand what he was talking about since he also woke me up from a nap so my mind was a bit foggy from nap. He then went “Ecstasy as in MDMA” all excited. I thought to myself what the heck, I’m young, I’ve been through so much shit, I deserve to feel a bit happy for once. I got out of bed and got ready. We met up and took the pill two hours later. Now keep in mind he is also my ex, the one guy that I felt truly safe with, that I trusted with my life and made me feel special; and yes we are still best friends now. Although we are thinking of maybe getting back together but that's another story for another chapter.

So we took the pill and after 20 minutes we decided to move from this kids playing ground to a different spot downtown. Now I also was with my dog that night. So on our way to our 2nd spot I let him her (my dog) while I got us some drinks and snacks, and while I was paying (this is about 40 minutes in after the pill) it hit me. I felt so many emotions, and it felt like my mind is slowly opening up and relaxing. I grabbed the bag and got out of the store with this look on my face, I cant even describe it, looked at my ex and went “go go go” and I saw that it was hitting him to. We walked as fast as we could to our second spot and just sat down on the bench. It was also very muddy and slippery and we just didn’t care. We kept smoking cigarettes all the time, it felt like it helped us not to go into heavy breathing panicky mode, at least for me. I started to feel a bit sick to my stomach, I decided to take a tiny sip of coke unknowing but knowing it'll make me throw up, after that I felt amazing, like my body just got rid of all the toxins and bad shit that's been holding me back. My mind opened up. I felt electricity running through my body, the lights captivated me. And every touch was electrifying. Ben and I just sat there enjoying this feeling of freedom, and seeing the world in a whole different new light, while holding hands and connecting on a spiritual level. I never felt so free, so care free and worry free. For the first time in my life I felt happy. Just pure happiness. And so child like. I never felt that way even as a little kid, so free. And wonderful. We later went to sit by the beach too although it was funny how it happened too.

Since then I feel like a burden has been lifted from me, some of my riggers seem to have disappeared or just dialed back, I feel a nit happier and more complete. It felt like I got some closure but not entirely on some the traumas I’ve been through. For example up until this experience I kept blaming myself for not doing anything about my ex girlfriend killing a puppy dog in front of my eyes. Now I don’t anymore, I’m aware now that there was nothing I could do. I was put in a situation where i was scared for my life, I didn’t do anything because I didn’t want ti get hurt or even killed too.

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We Bleed the Same

TITLE: We Bleed the Same CHAPTER NO./ONE SHOT: Chapter 1 AUTHOR: turniptitaness ORIGINAL IMAGINE: Imagine you and Loki made a blood pact with each other as children. Ever since, you’ve had a telepathic connection. Now, even though he avoids you, you can still sense what he’s feeling. RATING: Everyone (So far) NOTES/WARNINGS: So basically I wrote this because I’m not happy with Loki’s fate. It will start in Loki and Sigrunn’s childhood, and follow them until the events of The Avengers.

Sigrunn knelt on the stone edge of the fountain, counting on the little potted tree on the corner to hide her from the rest of the room. These were Queen Frigga’s private chambers, and even though she might not get in too much trouble, since her father and Odin Allfather were friends, Sigrunn didn’t want to risk getting caught.

Out on the balcony, Frigga and the young prince were practicing dagger maneuvers. They were using blunted blades, of course, but they flashed in the sunlight just like the real thing. Sigrunn gasped as the queen caught Loki’s shoulder and spun him around, pinning him to her as she slashed her knife across his throat.  The boy groaned in disappointment, and Frigga laughed, ruffling his hair before stepping back to demonstrate how she had done it.

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Imagine you nab Loki heavy leather coat just to try it on, strutting around in it while he’s give enjoying his smell and the feel of it, when suddenly it wraps tighter around you closing around your torso and snuggly gripping your curves. You’ve just discovered Loki has a magic coat that changes to fit it’s wearer, as you slowly get turned around to see Loki casually leaning on a wall twirling his finger in the exact rhythm your moving, you discover he has complete control over the coat even when he’s not wearing it.

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Imagine Loki being the newest Avenger and getting sent on a mission. You’re torn. It’s spectacular that everyone is finally acknowledging Loki having turned his life around for the better, and you’re happy for him because of it.

Still, the mission sounds awfully dangerous. Not to mention…

“I still think it sucks that they’d send you off just in time for our anniversary.”

Loki sighs, taking a break from the packing he had already been trying to put off for a week. “I know, love. I know. No one gets to decide when these events are most convenient.” He gently takes your hand as he assures you that he’ll come back and make up for being away on your anniversary.

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You'll Be In My Heart

CHAPTER/ONE-SHOT: One-shot

AUTHOR: fandom-and-feminism

ORIGINAL IMAGINE: Imagine Loki realises when he is younger that he is, in fact, a Jotun, and when Frigga finds out he knows, he gets angry, but she talks to him about it, and like Kala in Tarzan, shows them their similarities. 

AUTHOR’S NOTE: So fluffy you might die. Be warned. Features a young Loki, maybe their equivalent of a 6 year old.

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Thor removed the furs and leather boots he had donned to go play out in the snow and tossed them on the floor of his bedroom, scattering the powder everywhere. Frigga stood at his doorway and frowned disapprovingly as the snow quickly began to melt, feeling frustrated knowing her sons were going to be tracking water everywhere before long. With a sigh she picked up the furs and hung them from the hook on the wall in the boys’ room where they were supposed to go. Then she noticed a particular lack of another fur coat, and looked outside through the window at the driving snow.

“Thor, where is your brother? He was supposed to come in when you did.” Frigga was struck with sudden worry; it was very much like Loki to go off on his own, but in this weather she had told her boys to stick together, even if they made trouble. With her husband deep in his Odinsleep she had her hands full enough as it was without having to keep her sons from killing each other.

The small blonde boy shrugged. “I dunno. He said he saw something and didn’t want to come in yet.” Clearly unfazed by his brother’s behavior, Thor went to his bed and took out a wooden sword from beneath his pillow, pretending to fight an invisible monster.

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When suddenly, there’s a bit of hope again for Sherlock… Even though nobody actually has any idea of what the game is now is going to be…