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not related to the fic but wait, bottom childe..

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ INNOCENCE ;

CW! NSFW (18+), CHILDE x sub!reader.

MINORS, DNI!

AU: University Student Council.

includes: corruption kink, creampie (?), master kink (is that what it’s called? lol), slight degradation, praise, AFAB! reader, belly-bulge

Childe is… so… god. He can be such a harsh dom but when he’s a bottom??? FUCK ME MAN…. I just want to make him whine for me…

୨⎯ "I just want to ruin your innocent little self so fucking badly." ⎯୧

Representing your school, Mondstadt University in the annual Tevyat inter-school exchange, the event took place at Liyue University this year. With Diluc by your side, his indifferent expression remained even as you stepped into the luxurious campus in front of you.

"Holy shit!" You exclaimed, "that fountain looks so grand!"

"We have fountains too you know?" He sighed.

"Yea but... It's so cool Look at the Rex Lapis carving on it."

"Transfer here then?"

"You're mean."

"Who is supposed to help us again?"

"Hello," a melodic voice greeted from behind. "Are you guys the Mondstadt students?"

Turning around, you were met with a ginger with a wide smile on his face. Though, his cerulean eyes seemed to say otherwise. For a student council member, he looked a little too slack. With his shirt half tucked out and loose tie, the only thing that looked in order about his uniform was his blazer. Even his pants were tapered. Beside him was a dark brunette with sharp features. His long ponytail draped over his shoulders, his eyes pierced with wisdom and knowledge. A complete opposite from the man beside him, his uniform was donned with precision and order.

Giving them a polite smile, the brunette spoke in his sonorous voice. "We are the representatives of the student council in Liyue. I'm Zhongli, this is Childe."

"Hello! I'm [Y/N] and this is Diluc," you introduced yourself enthusiastically.

"Pleasure to meet you," your partner nodded curtly.

"Same goes to you," Childe tilted his head, shooting a sneaky wink at you. But of course, this doesn't slip past Diluc's watchful gaze as his amber eyes narrowed towards the ginger.

Having been around you for the past two years, working alongside each other in the student council, the two of you have formed an amicable bond. He saw how oblivious you were towards other people's advances on you, and he often needed to step in before it had the chance to escalate. Being much more aware than you, he knew of their intentions and always lectured you about keeping an eye out for them. But, to you, it was always just being friendly.

And to which he would say that you were just naive.

His words held a certain truth to them. You were kind in nature, always willing to help anyone who approached you. The redhead had to frequently remind you that not everyone out there would be as kind as you. You knew this to be true but you just couldn't help it.

Compassion and understanding had always been your forte, how would such a reserved and apathetic man know about such things?

"Come, let us show you around and then we can lead you to the dorms," Zhongli beckoned them to follow.

As they brought you two around, Zhongli and Diluc walked together, engaging in an eloquent discussion about wine. The ginger took this as an opportunity to attempt to get closer to you. Childe was known in his university as a heartbreaker. He would get close to a girl and fuck them, make them fall in love only for him to realise that he didn't care about them so he ended up ditching them.

But when he first laid his eyes on you — it was like he met an angel. With your soft face and big doe eyes, and the way your uniform hugged your body perfectly, he could tell you were well-disciplined and put-together. And he couldn’t help but wonder if you were as innocent as you are underneath the clothes.

“So, [Y/N] right?” Childe started, looking down at you. “What year are you in? You don’t look like a year three student.”

A small smile formed on your face. “I’m in year two,” pausing to think about his question, you scrunched your nose. “What does a year three student look like anyway?”

“Hm,” he took this opportunity to get a good look at you, his eyes trailing from your face to your curves, and then to your legs. Of course, he cheekily let his gaze linger a bit longer when he got to the more intimate bits of you — and it all went unnoticed by your ignorance.

You failed to notice the hunger in his eyes, swirling with curiosity and conviction; a predator to prey. He swallowed harshly, allowing his playful demeanour to resurface.

“You look a little too innocent to be a third year,” he chuckled.

“Innocent?”

“Yeah!”

You sighed, looking towards the redhead that walked in front of them. “Diluc always says that I’m just stupid, that I trust people too much,” a pout formed on your lips and it took every ounce of willpower for him to not drag you into a nearby storage room to pin you down and make out with you.

God, you looked so loveable and fuckable.

“He must be great at parties,” he hummed playfully, nodding his head as if he were digesting important information.

You chuffed at his comment, looking at Diluc in front of you. And it was then Childe noticed that glint of fondness and admiration as you fixated on him, a rise of jealousy and anger coursing through his veins. Keeping mummed, he pursed his lips as he forced himself to look away.

“So,” he spoke, voice strained as he tried to contain his emotion from leaking through his tone. “Are you and Diluc a thing?”

“Huh?” You exclaimed absentmindedly, attracting the attention of the men that was walking in front of you.

“What’s wrong?” Diluc asked immediately.

“Oh nothing,” you said sheepishly. “Childe thought we were a couple…” A blush formed on your face as you trailed off.

“It’s okay if you are!” Childe grinned, his usual charismatic and charming on full display.

“We’re not.” The two of you said at the same time.

“I see,” Childe smiled at Diluc, his eyes shining with hubris and puerility. “Makes sense. Such a cute and attractive person like [Y/N] wouldn’t be with such a boring person anyway.”

“Hmph,” he scoffed. “I have no interest in such silly things.”

“We have already guided you through the important aspects of our school,” Zhongli intervened, fixing his tie as he did so. “Should we show you to the dorms? You guys must be fatigued after the long train ride from Mondstadt.”

“That would be nice,” Diluc nodded in agreement.

“How about I show you to your room while Childe shows [Y/N] to theirs?” He suggested.

“No, I think-“

“It’s fine, Diluc. I can take care of myself, really! Besides, I know you’re tired. You fell asleep on the train,” you said half-teasingly.

Shooting the ginger beside you a glare, he sighed as he reluctantly gave in. “Fine. Call me if anything happens, okay?”

“Yes sir!” You quipped, earning an eye roll from him.

Childe felt the last bit of his control snap as the word ‘sir’ rolled off your tongue. He wanted you to say that to him — to make you scream out to him as you addressed him as ‘sir’.

“Come on now,” he grabbed onto your wrist, dragging you along the hallway lightly.

As he waved goodbye to Zhongli and Diluc, you couldn’t help but deadpan at the latter’s disapproving face. Oh, if only you knew what the following events were — perhaps you would have understood and listened to him.

“Here’s your room,” he fished out a key from his pocket. “These are your keys. Don’t lose them!”

“I won’t,” you chuckled along with him as he threw open the door. Placing your backpack to one side, you looked around. It was fairly spacious with a connected bathroom and a mini stove. You hear the door behind you swing shut, followed by ‘click’ as Childe locked it.

“Your school sure is rich,” you breathed out. Compared to the dorms back in your university, theirs was slightly bigger and more furnished.

“Heh, of course.”

Flopping onto the bed, Childe felt his blood rushing to his cock at the sight of you sprawled out, legs slightly spread out.

“Hey,” he started slowly as he walked towards the edge of the bed, positioning himself in between your legs. “Can I ask you something?”

“Hm?” You looked up at him.

Despite the compromising position, your eyes still held so much innocence and purity in them — god, oh god. He couldn’t wait to destroy you and see hot sinful tears coming out of your unsullied visage.

“You a virgin?”

Your face grew hot at his question, especially with the way he had asked bluntly. Shaking your head slightly, butterflies began fluttering in your stomach as he kneeled between your legs, propping his arms beside your head. His eyes twisted with lust, looking down at your smaller form.

It wasn’t as if you were completely innocent. You had your fair share of horny moments but you’ve never dared to say it out loud. Even when you were horny, you would try settling it yourself — though you would often end up crying in frustration as you weren’t able to make yourself cum. Even visuals didn’t seem to help you.

“Have you done anything sexual before?” He asked as he placed a chaste kiss on your forehead, his tie dangling over your body.

“I-I’ve tried to um…” You trailed off, averting your gaze from him. “Touch… Myself?”

He let out a laugh at your timidity and your heart threatened to leap out of your chest. “And?”

“That’s all… But I’ve um, never managed to,” you stopped. It was embarrassing that you, the person of your own body, couldn’t make yourself reach your high.

Pulling you out from the depth of embarrassment, his calloused hand trailed down your jawline. He breathed against your skin, creating goosebumps all over your arm.

“Do you want me to show you how it feels like?”

Your breath got caught in your throat as you froze. He looked at you in the eye as you swallowed harshly.

“I�� Um-“

“Perhaps you need some convincing?” He whispered before leaning in, pressing his lips softly onto yours.

Melting into the kiss, your hands flew up to caress his face. Licking your bottom lips for entrance, you shyly opened your mouth, allowing his tongue to slip in. Your tongue danced around his slowly, his hands trailed from your neck to your waist, rubbing gentle circles through your blouse with his slightly hardened cock grazing against you. He pulled away, panting slightly as he shrugged off his blazer to throw it to the side. You felt a pool of arousal form in your panties and you let out a little sigh. His slender fingers toyed with the top button of your shirt, a grin forming on his face as he looked at you.

“So?” Biting your lips unconsciously, he let out a groan as he closed his eyes. “Keep acting like that and I might not be able to hold myself back.”

“Okay,” you breathed out as you pulled him by his tie, placing a firm kiss on his lips.

A smirk tugged onto his lips as he leaned in to hungrily attack your neck, leaving purple and blue bruises all over as he sucked and nibbled at your skin. You squirmed under his touch as you gripped onto his shirt tightly, his warm tongue against your neck managed to draw out mewls and whimpers from you. He skilfully unbuttoned your blouse and got rid of your bra altogether.

“You’re so beautiful,” he murmured as he lightly grazed his fingertips over your nipples.

He got rid of his tie and his shirt as well and your hands flew up to trace the slightly toned abs. With his dishevelled ginger hair and topless torso, you couldn’t help but feel even more turned on. He shivered at your touch, smiling as he noticed you staring at him.

“You like what you see?” He asked playfully and you nod in response. “You’re so cute,” his hands traced lines up your abdomen.

Reaching your chests, he began to knead the flesh gently, eliciting a gasp from you. “C-Childe,” you moaned out lightly, his knee now rubbing against your dampened sex gently.

“Oh? You’re wet already?” He cooed. “Such a good girl, I can feel you through your panties.”

“Well,” you whispered softly, “with the way you’ve been touching me it would be nearly impossible to not be wet.”

He leaned down and kitten-licked one of your buds, looking at you as he did it. “So you’re a sassy one hm?”

You felt his lips curl against your skin, his eyes fixating on your hardened nipples. Using his hand to flick the other, he chuckled as you twitched from his touch.

“Might have to fuck that out of you.” He began sucking and nibbling at your nipple as his hand fondled with the other, releasing waves of pleasure with each and every moment. His knee still rubbed against your cunt as he did so.

“Fuck,” you groan out as his tongue flicked, licked, and pressed against your nipple.

“So… Sensitive,” he said against your skin, the sensation of it eliciting more arousal from you as heat began to pool at your stomach. You started grinding down on his knee.

“Childe-“ You hiccuped as you felt yourself cum, your liquid soaking through your panties and dampening his trousers.

He pulled back, flipping up your skirt and pushing your panties to the side. “Oh wow,” he breathed out.

He looked at your dripping cunt, slick decorated your throbbing clit. His thumb pressed against it gently, causing you to suck in air through your teeth. His pride soared to the skies, from such an innocent person, he had managed to make you cum for him. He had managed to moan for him through sinful acts, yet your voice still sounded like an angel.

“God, you’re so cute and sensitive,” he cooed as he studied your face. “It makes me want to fuck you until you’re a hot mess.”

He pushed down your skirt along with your panties, discarding them to the side. He then took off his trousers and you eyed the obvious bulge sticking out of his boxers. Noticing this, he palmed his cock through the cloth gently as he bit his lip at the friction.

“Don’t worry baby, you’ll get this soon.”

Nodding at his statement, he smiled at your obedience. Dragging his slender fingers over your folds, your back arched slightly at the touch, your hands reaching out to pull him into a kiss. Breaking away, you began peppering open-mouth kisses along his neck, slightly gasping against his skin as he slipped a finger in.

“Hm, you’re tight.” He said gently, “I’ll have to change that.”

Curling his fingers against your gummy walls, you felt yourself getting wetter than ever, letting out whimpers as you clutched him against your chest. Slowly adding the second finger, you moan out at the stretch. Having tried fingering yourself before, his fingers felt world’s apart as he touched you with ease, drawing out moans from you as if he had done so already. His long digits slid up and down nicely, your walls occasionally fluttering against them.

“F-Fuck,” you stuttered as he pumped his fingers in and out slowly. He occasionally curled them, hitting all the right spots.

“I think you’ll need three,” he stuck his third digit in. Your fingernails dug into his chest, tears forming in your eyes as he fingered you.

“I-It hurts,” you whimpered.

“It’ll hurt now but don’t worry, I’ll make you feel good,” he said before he kissed your cheek.

Trusting him, you nodded as you buried your head in his neck, moaning and breathing heavily as his fingers worked wonders in you. The familiar feeling of heat resurfaced as he went faster, curling his fingers in different directions in your cunt. Tugging on his hair, your moans got louder as you felt yourself climbing your high.

“Childe!” You moan out, bucking your hips into his fingers as you came all over him. Pulling out, he brought his hand to his face, admiring your liquid that made his fingers glint under the light.

“S-Sorry, I-“

“Sorry? What for? My goal is to make your pretty little cunt to cum for me,” he placed his fingers in his mouth, sucking it clean before pulling it out with a pop. “And only for me.”

He began to pull down his boxers, letting his erection spring free and he sighed, finally feeling his cock out of its restraints. You gulp at the sight, eyes widening at the sheer size of it as pre-cum was slathered all over its tip. It twitched in his hand as he lowered it to your sex, rubbing against your folds gently.

“I don’t suppose you have a condom on you, do you?” He asked playfully.

“I-I take birth control-“

“Great,” he immediately sunk his cock into your hole, throwing his head back as your walls sucked him in. “Fuck, you feel so good.”

His hand grabbed onto your chin, tilting your head downwards. “Look at how my cock is entering you so smoothly,” he sang. “Who knew such an innocent person like you were capable of such things?”

Moaning as he slid down against your wall, tears stung at your eyes as he went deeper. A little bulge formed on your stomach, signalling that he was fully in you — emphasising how big his cock was. Placing his hand over the bulge, he stroked your abdomen lightly.

“See? You’re taking me so well,” he smiled.

“Childe,” you whined. As much as his cock had stretched you out beyond belief, you wanted to feel him move inside you. You wriggled your hips in hopes for him to get the memo. He did, but of course, he wanted to have a little more fun.

“Hm? Tell me what you want and I’ll give it to you,” he said as he reached for your breast.

“I want you to fuck me,” you barely whispered. “Please…”

“Since you asked so nicely,” he withdrew his cock before slamming back into you — you screamed, tears rolling down your face from the pain and pleasure.

Snapping his hips roughly, your back arched at how deep he was, the tip of his cock hitting your g-spot with each thrust. Your hand tugged at his ginger hair, eliciting a low groan from him as he began to thrust into you even harder.

“T-Too much!” You exclaimed with a gasp. Moaning out loudly, his name flew out of your lips as he fucked you at an animalistic speed.

“Fuck,” he ignored your complaints, completely soaked in the fact of how you felt wrapped around his cock. His hand reached to rub your clit, eliciting more pleasurable sounds from you.

“You’re taking me so well —“ he groaned as he felt your walls clamp around him — “a little too well for an innocent person.”

“Have I turned you into a good slut?”

As expected you nodded to his words, trusting in him as his thick cock slammed in and out of you. All you could think about was how he felt in you, with him dragging in and out so smoothly yet harshly as he rubbed your puffy clit. His veins that ran along his length added to the pleasure as it ran along your walls, you could even feel the tip throbbing as he hit that sweet spot.

“You’re my slut from now on, yeah?”

“F-Fuck, yes,” you moaned out, throwing your head back in ecstasy. “Whatever you say.”

His mind travelled back to the way you called Diluc sir, causing him to fuck you even harder. Your eyes rolled to the back of your head, mouth parting as lewd moans continuously spilt out of your mouth, drool leaking down the corners of it. He twitched at the sight, what a salacious expression on such an innocent person.

“Say master,” he commanded, rasping as he felt himself reaching his orgasm.

For the third time, heat began to build up inside of you as you moaned out. “M-Master!” You cried out, looking at him through lidded and glossy eyes.

“Master- Fuck! I-I’m gonna-“ You panted. He could tell you were near too, as your gummy walls spasmed delectably around his cock. His thrusts got sloppier and he panted as well.

“You wanna cum?”

“Yes, please!” You moaned out. “So badly— you feel too good. Fuck, master— please, please, please!”

“Such a good girl,” he groaned as you begged underneath him, body shaking from the pleasure he gave you. You came all over his cock, he still thrusted in your sensitive hole as he tried to reach his high.

“You want me to cum in you?”

You immediately nodded, your mind foggy from the pleasure. Right now all you wanted was him, you wanted him to fill you up, just like how his cock did.

He let out a low growl, “fuck. I’ve turned you into a good little slut.”

“Wanting me to fill you up with my cum? You’d love that wouldn’t you?”

“Yes, master!” You cried out, wrapping your legs around his waist to push him deeper into you.

“Don’t worry,” he groaned. “I’m gonna fill you up, really fucking good.”

With a few more sloppy yet hard thrusts, he came inside of you. You felt his liquids gushing into you as his cock twitched, he rested against your body, arms still supporting his upper body to avoid crushing you. You sighed at the warm feeling of his cum filling you up and he pulled out, shooting you a cheeky smile.

“Not so innocent anymore, eh?” He pressed a kiss onto your forehead.

“Sh-Shut up,” you pushed him off you as you returned to your usual self. Sitting up, you winced as pain shot through your abdomen and legs.

“Stay there,” Childe got up, walking over to the wardrobe where towels were laid out for students to use. Grabbing one of them, he went to the toilet and dampened it with warm water before returning to clean you and himself up.

“C’mon, I’ll help you take a shower and then you should get some rest,” he pulled you into his arms, carrying you bridal style.

“I can shower myself,” you protested shyly, but you still snuggled into his chest, closing your eyes as exhaustion began to lull over you.

“Hm? You’re falling asleep like a little baby in my arms,” he snickered. “You’re gonna fall over before you would be able to make it to the shower.”

“Asshole.”

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aitseleci · 4 years ago

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how tf is olaf taller than xiao… im done

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aitseleci · 4 years ago

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omg noo but like honestly, I prob had broken so many hearts tbh. hm ig i can think of some fluff HAHA

deceived pt. 2

details: angst, albedo x gn!reader | cw: death / injuries / blood

word count: 1840 | part one !

note: do i like this? idk mixed feelings tbh — didn’t bother to add a picture for this one. but like here is part 2 as many requested

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It’s been months since the day Albedo broke up with you. A relationship that Albedo didn’t cherish, as he states. As time continues to pass, your heart aches as you recall those joyful moments with each other. Your affectionate feelings still lingered on edge; holding closely to the past. The nostalgia had you at ease in times of distress. You’d still loved him. No words can express your desire to stop loving him. But what else can be done? You were nothing but a victim to his research. He used you and admitted it, after all.

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aitseleci · 4 years ago

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alright to all the angst lovers that read part 1, part 2 is up lmao. was lowkey conflicted if i should do a part 2 but y’know so many actually want more

part 1 || part 2

#ok time to write up smt that isn't depressing #im like spamming whoops #albedo angst #angst am i right

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YOUR WRITING,,, IS SO GOOD AS WELL? HPLY SHIT IM ACTUALLY SO AMAZED RTHAT YOU LIKE MY WRITING THANK U SMMSMDSOERHNSJOR

FIRSTLY THANK U AND SECONDLY YOU'RE WELCOME, your writing had me simping. im down bad but anyways

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BRO I JUST SAW THIS AND OFC UIJDBHFUKJ 😭

aaaaaaa very happy that im your moot <333

bro your writing has me evaporating IN A GOOD WAY 🛐🛐

(your writing skills are mwah)

HELLO?!?!?!?!?! YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW HAPPY THIS MADE ME OMGEOJFNVOEFBJVN THANK U SM LOVE

#GIRL YOU ARE TALENTED #anyways [lipbite]#my humor isn't it #how the heck does tumblr even work

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deceived pt. 2

details: angst, albedo x gn!reader | cw: death / injuries / blood

word count: 1840 | part one !

note: do i like this? idk mixed feelings tbh — didn’t bother to add a picture for this one. but like here is part 2 as many requested

Melancholy thoughts seem to be on your mind lately. You wonder how Albedo was doing, how he’s been, what he’d accomplished. You’d still cared, in fact getting over him wasn’t a no brainer. Everywhere you looked reminded you of him. His own essence loiter among commodities. The residents of Mondstadt and Dragonspine didn’t assist in your healing; the reminisce of the things you two did together: exploring, sketching, finding materials, indulging the savory dish of Sunshine Sprat. He taught you how to recreate this dish, lecturing you how to properly cook the salmon.

“You make sure that the salmon becomes a dark orange and stiff,” the blonde whispers as he observes you flipping the meat over the stove. You nodded, eyeing the salmon carefully, letting out giggles in response.

“I can’t believe we’re so focused on salmon ‘Bedo.”

“Hm, you think so?” he answers in an amused tone.

Whenever he shows you his special dish Woodland Dream, the prince himself had a smiled painted in his eyes. Indeed proud of himself with his culinary masterpiece. He describes the dish to be sweet and tender — a blooming flower with each bite. You can still remember the tangy flavor that danced on your tongue. Despite this savory dish, this prince seemly has a sweet tooth. To him, he finds the sugar rush that washes throughout his body quite pleasant. A childish nature that you didn’t expect yourself.

“You find it pleasant... a sugar rush?”

He was hesitant averting his eyes from your stare, “Well the ‘hyperactivity’ feeling, gives me a boost in energy... It's refreshing.”

“Hm, okay..” you smiled. How cute.

Those wistful moments will remain to be daydreams of your little mind. It was a facetious act he pulled to test you. With the little hope you were attached to, you hope maybe Albedo didn’t mean what he said. At least a little.

You didn’t bother going to Sucrose or Timaeus for your answer to your questions. Your relationship wasn’t public and doubted anyone would understand. Moving on shouldn’t be onerous, it’s not compared to your daily tasks. Ugh, you sighed in frustration.

You were exploring the land of Dragonspine, wondering to find new discoveries. Despite Albedo’s influence to pique your curiosity of Dragonspine, your shrewdness needed to go beyond your understanding. It’s been a while since you stepped foot in the land of snow. Not after how much of his essence remained for your little heart.

You trudge up along the path of Dragonspine, slowly recalling the time you had with Albedo. The crunching of the white snow underneath your feet, digging deep in the ground. The noises you can hear over the screeching winds. A path of fresh footprints laid behind you, displaying where you came from — not where you’re heading. In honesty, you don't know where you’re heading. All that was known was that you are going somewhere. Discover something. Get your mind off of him.

The Adventurers’ Guild was still trying to post expeditions and catch the eyes of others. Though many adventurers have turned down these pleas. The cold condition was much too dangerous for them to handle, proper preparation was needed but expensive. Dragonspine was menacing for their safety and that was understood among the citizens.

You briskly rubbed your hands for warmth. The icy winds swirled and sighed around you, sweeping against your skin. Sending chills throughout your body, the fabric of your clothing keeps you warm. Warm enough to make you at ease with the temperature, but not your cold thoughts of gloominess.

“[y/n], you need my coat? It’s quite cold today, I wouldn’t want you to freeze,” Albedo sighs with the hinges of concern, already starting to slip off his coat.

“Huh, you sure, what about you?”

A slight curve plastered on his face. An expression you don’t usually see besides his familiar blank expression. “Yes, I don’t exactly get cold and of course I insist.”

He placed his coat on top of your shoulder, instantly feeling the warmth. The soft fabric rubbing against your cold skin. Your nose was occupied with his scent, filling you with wonder and interest. At times, his scent would be simple than complex. That day it was simple, calming and reassuring you with solace.

You looked up to the sky, it was filled with ominous mackerel clouds. The dark sky was kissed by the high mountains and bare trees. The sudden wintry breeze whooshed passed you, overwhelming your body. You were missing the sunlight spilling its rays among the land of Mondstadt. How much time has passed? Who knew you would be homesick after wandering in the land of Dragonspine. And Albedo’s company, you couldn’t grasp the fact that he’s no longer in your life. The warmth and bliss of both the recollection of fond memories. Face lit up, feeling your own embarrassment in your cheeks.

It’s been months, why can’t you get over him?

“Ya!” the strange noise alerting you. You looked frantically trying to find the source of those gurgling sounds. It was deserted, the possibility of small rodents roaming around the area is surely high — no wait; trying to think rationally. Then finally you see a monster camp right in front of you.

You were ready to whip out elemental reactions and attack — oh no. Your vision illuminated its bright color. Still, nothing was released and hilichurl fighters were running at you. No way you were going to stand with this commotion, resorting to run for your life. As you huffed and puffed, accelerating your speed. The cold oxygen filling up your lungs, fingers were numb. Vision started to get foggy, decreasing your pace. You gaze down to notice red blood drizzled on the white blankets of snow.

Blood?

You felt the arrows that shot your head and leg. It must have been the hilichurl shooters. There were gashes on the back of your head and leg that began to rip you with pain. You touched the back of your head and felt the wet blood. With the energy in your had left, you continued — you looked back to see blurs of mitachurls with huge axes. Axes that can slice you in half. Your head and thoughts were swirling, unable to focus. Numbness seeped through your legs — stability was lacking. You were trembling, feeling your own body was out of your control. The snowy scenery swayed underneath you as your vision bathed in black spots. You collapsed in the snow, unable to pick yourself up. Legs and head were throbbing with agony and anguish. Pain that you never thought could exist, groaning in pain. The urge to scream came to you but no noise came out of your tired lips. You pushed yourself to crawl, eyeing a tree. Glancing back to see the monsters were leaving you alone. In the vast distances, struggling to hang on to dear life. Faint soft footsteps were heard, the soft slushing of the snow. Must have been an echo or from your imagination. Left alone suffering in the sub zero condition. Your mind was so foggy, eyes half-lit before seeing a glimpse of a familiar figure along the path. It was a blur of colors, you squinted in attempts for a clearer image. Just before you could make out what or who it was, darkness swallowed you whole; lying face down.

“[y/n]!”

You blacked out, unconscious in the cold.

Albedo came running towards you, surely was shocked to see your body stiffly laying there. But noticing your wounds and the wet blood on your clothes — he had to take action. Still seeing that your vision was glowing, he didn’t worry as he checked your pulse. You were bleeding profusely, as Albedo swiftly wrapped you up with cloth he had on him. No words can explain how Albedo felt, as he threw your arms on his shoulders and back. Lifting your body up and holding on to your thighs; securing you.

Albedo felt your pulse, beating with each running step. His pace started getting quicker, the desire to keep you alive. Not sure what to think of it besides the want to face you. His thought process was incoherent and he wanted it to be resolved.

Little time.

After sending you off, Albedo handed back to his camp, straight back to work. Focusing was an issue though. He had mixed feelings of frustration, unsure what these feelings could mean? He hoped you would be alright, but again, why would he care? Ever since the end of your relationship, Albedo noticed that he’s more sensitive than usual. Reactions seemingly to be more livid, stronger. New unfamiliar emotions that he can’t wrap his head around. This all left him at a dead end.

He felt himself drowning in his own unwanted guilt. The princely blank face wasn’t there, instead contrasting it was the void of such strong rage. Teeth clenched, eyebrows arched. Face painted with pain and remorse. The look on your pale unconscious face... What was the source? His body heats up from this confusion, slamming his gloved hands on his desk. Palms sweating, soaking the leather, as he tossed them off. Papers and documents were flying everywhere, his arms swinging with tension.

Is this what you're doing? It must be.

Maybe as a vision bearer, you found a way to manipulate others. Nonetheless, Albedo needed answers. But with your crucial state, are you going to be alright?

Albedo never felt this rage towards anyone: his master, Alice, Klee, Sucrose, Timaeus, The Knights of Favonius...

If only times were different.

Weeks, months had passed, you were pronounced dead from your fatal wounds. On your deathbed, the glow of your vision had dimmed to a gray color. You were truly gone. Word got out and Albedo couldn’t pull himself together. Your death has left a void in many lives and memories.

If only he cared.

The blonde was choking with despair, gasping for a change... hope. As he flipped through the sketches of you, he stared blankly at your face. The little details that made you, you. He repeatedly muttered incoherent words: If only, if only.

There it was a sketch of you and your smile, if only he could see it one last time. He sighed, letting his head drop. His blonde hair was unkempt as he exhaled heavily.

Once that first tear fell on the paper, more followed.

If only he loved you.

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aitseleci · 4 years ago

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Alrighty, idk why but my last post blew up — but anyways writing up part 2. Let’s hope I’ll upload it soon (in the good old drafts). ˘͈ᵕ˘͈

thank you to like the 12 people that follow me ily :D ❤️💞

didn’t expect this blog to blow up — it was like created like what 5 days ago?? idk

I got to say, baal is very pretty step on me, haha im kidding

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aitseleci · 4 years ago

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deceived

details: angst / sfw, albedo x gn!reader

word count: 808 / short

note: first post / writing work; didn’t proofread — let’s hope there’s limited mistakes

part two ! (｡•̀ᴗ-)✧

“Darling, be careful out in the cold!” he shouts to you, reminding you of Dragonspine’s cold environment. Those words of concern had always made your heart melt. He loves you.

In your eyes, you felt special. One of a kind.

Who knew this day would ever come?

Albedo’s face was relaxed, an expression you’re ever so familiar with. The face that still somehow makes you blush. But those bitter words rolled down his tongue. “[y/n], it looks like we can go our separate ways.”

You froze to look at his pale face, expression remained unreadable. Those words were flat. Albedo’s teal eyes stared at you, discouraging yourself from revealing much emotion.

“Huh, what do you mean?”

”It’s time to break our relationship,” he said with a cold tone.

Those words: no remorse, sorrow, and no emotion. No quiver, even-tempered. Silence filled the empty space, as he turned away. You watched him walk away, as if nothing happened. The tightness of your chest only became surreal, it must be all a dream.

”But why?” you managed to utter out, unable to conceal your confusion. He turns to you, whilst holding on documents. He let out a sigh and cleared his throat.

”I no longer find interest in you.” Interest? Fascination? No longer, the blonde man says. The only thing that keeps him going forward; intriguing. Specimens and the creation of life attracted Albedo. You for one understood that. The alchemist wants to better understand the world. Alongside, create experiments to find out more. There’s always factors you can alter for inconsistent results. But what variables can be changed now?

Albedo, ever since you met him, idle talk wasn’t his cup of tea. The reserved type really. You thought you were different; you both clicked from the start. Lucky enough for the man himself to go out of his way to talk to you. To care.

You two spent as much time with each other. Exploring, gathering materials, exchanging knowledge. Gifting each other memorabilia during times of separation.

Those reveries of time for each other, settled your mind. Yet, those daydreams can come to an end. You knew his quirks, behaviors and all of it due to your relationship. Now washed away.

“Did I do something wrong?”

The man looks up from his paperwork. “No, not at all. Your help has assisted me to understand and achieve my goal.”

Goal achievement; is that what your relationship was? Those words were uncanny, at least you can aid him to success. But was everything one-sided? You poured your heart into each interaction with him. The hand holding, hugs, kisses that you both exchanged. Euphoria filled your little heart with those moments. Now it was all anguish. Were you too blinded by love? Does your presence give him comfort? Was it all just facetious acts?

“Those times you said you loved me... you lied, liar.”

Tears were welling up in the corner of your eyes, anger slowly building up. The blonde’s face was painted with the look of a bolt from the blue.

“If you didn’t mean it, why would you do or say it?”

“Research purposes.”

As if your world wasn’t shattering, it keeps getting atrocious. Going out of his way to toy with you? Those times of affection, was just for an observation? You poor smitten soul, thinking that it was genuine. He never saw you as someone to cherish with all of his heart.

Deceived.

“What made you think that it was okay to put someone through this?”

“Quite simply, my curiosity of human emotions. Though it was quite a waste of time, I didn’t learn much. Matters started to get monotonous, but now, you’re free,” he shrugged.

“Monotonous..? Are you for real? I loved and cared for you.”

“I should have figured as much, it’s just that maybe someone who can better express themselves would be a better fit for you.”

You stared down at the ground, away from Albedo and one tear broke free from its cage. An unbroken stream of tears followed, uncontrollable sobbing in front of him. All of this for research of human emotions... this man. You had enough.

“Goodbye Albedo, since I’m no use to you or your research, I’ll be taking my leave.”

“Apologies for taking your time, if you need Sucrose-”

You fled the scene, not bothering to let him finish. Out of his camp, scurrying along the path. The cold slowly swallows you whole, bitterly harsh against your skin. The snow is crunching underneath your feet. Tear stains make your skin glisten with the sunlight above. The wind and trees sighing along the way. Not bothering about the setting, as gradually your waning strength slowed you down. Your hatred was pure, leaving your mouth dry. Still, your mind getting clouded and foggy.

But you still love him and you hated that.

Stupid research.

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