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hey. don’t cry. crush two cloves of garlic into a pot with a dollop of olive oil and stir until golden then add one can of crushed tomatoes a bit of balsamic vinegar half a tablespoon of brown sugar half a cup of grated parmesan cheese and stir for a few minutes adding a handful of fresh spinach until wilted and mix in pasta of your choice ok?

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views from the train 🌾

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SewBeautifulx on Etsy

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The painter creates with the rhetoric of irrationality to capture your subjectivity. Art by Сысоев Дмитрий "Dmitriy Sysoev".

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Mu and Coco on Instagram / Etsy

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And the call isn’t out there at all, it’s inside me It’s like the tide Always falling and rising I will carry you here in my heart, you’ll remind me That come what may I know the way Moana (2016)

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I write of you often.

I know you don't know who I am and to be truthful, I do not really know who you are. Perhaps you are my friends, my lovers, my parents, my teachers, the strangers that pass me by everyday. Perhaps you are my reflection, the shadow of myself that I dread. Perhaps you are just a figment of my imagination, a laughing wisp, ever evading me.

But what I do know is I love you. I love you in your brokenness and in your wholeness. I love your strengths and your weaknesses. I love your laugh and your smile and the sound of your voice. I love the way it feels to hug you and the way you say my name. I love the things that you get excited about and I love listening to you talk for hours. I love all the strange little things you do that make you you.

And maybe you shall remain a shadow to everyone else, like something you see out of the corner of your eye, but can never look at head-on. But I will know you. I will love you. I will spend the rest of my life writing to you in the hopes that one day you will write of me. And if you do not, I will still write love letter upon love letter until my knuckles are broken and the tips of my fingers bleeding. I will spell my love to you in the caverns under my bones, and talk of my love for you to the spiders in my bed. I will love you even as I put my hand in the pit of vipers.

This is it.

This is my love letter to humanity.

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“I was once told that when you know, you just know. And although I’m still learning to trust my intuition, I think I truly understand what they meant now. You make love feel like something I’ve had for years but have been missing my whole life, all at the same time. And I can’t help this feeling that we have held each other throughout eternity. A love new to our present selves but as old as all the lives we lived together. I’d choose to lay next to you again and again because just the warmth of your presence stops my bones from shivering. Even with such a muddy past and a foggy future, I’ve never been able to breathe such clear air till the day I met you. And as time finishes chipping away at our youth, I shall no longer fear the last time my lungs exhale if it means we get to fade away together.”

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A love letter written a year ago for a now ex partner.

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Now, a formula to transform my beauty into ugliness. Change my queenly raiment to a peddler’s cloak. Mummy dust, to make me old. To shroud my clothes, the black of night. To age my voice, an old hag’s cackle. To whiten my hair, a scream of fright. A blast of wind to fan my hate. A thunderbolt to mix it well. Now, begin thy magic spell.

SNOW WHITE AND THE SEVEN DWARFS (1937) dir. William Cottrell, David Hand and Wilfred Jackson.

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it’s easy for hobbies to turn into things we avoid because of the pressure we put on ourselves. but i promise, u have nothing to prove. if u enjoy drawing, draw!! it doesn’t have to be museum worthy. ur baking doesn’t need to be master chef worthy every time you do it. hobbies are hobbies because they make you happy and u enjoy doing them. there is no pressure for u to become a professional in everything u enjoy; enjoy it for the lack of pressure. try and let yourself participate in things without tying ur worth to the final products. if it makes you happy, anything that comes from that is worth it.

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Self portrait, art therapy  https://www.instagram.com/elliscky/

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Greta Lee as Maxine in Russian Doll (2019)

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🔥 FIRE GIRLS!🔥

Boom. More of my fire girls 💕💕💕

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Image description is in the alt text again, let me know if it works better the other way. I can put it back here. :)

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when u nut n she keep succin