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"why am I so tired?"

Says the woman who will have accidentally worked 57 hours this week by the time Sunday rolls around...💀

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Does anyone have any tips on how to cope with imposter syndrome?

I feel like that's what I'm struggling with, I've been told I'm doing really well/I'm brilliant and yet I can't help feeling like I don't know what I'm doing/I shouldn't have this job etc etc

I haven't told my team leader yet, but word of mouth will get there before I do because I've told a few coworkers how I'm feeling.

Advice would be appreciated, I come home every night crying because I just feel so inadequate compared to my coworkers.

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Hannibal (2013-2015)

1x02 || 1x10

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it rly is weird how theres this culture in progressive spaces where like you can be as mean, as CRUEL even, as you want as long as youre not being explicitly bigoted towards any marginalized group of people and still be seen as a really good person with good morals who nobody is allowed to have beef with bc theyve never done anything racist or homophobic

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Hannibal (2013-2015)

2x12 || 3x13

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Cooking myself dinner at 10pm crying in the kitchen feeling like a failure in my very young career and self while listening to Goldberg's Variations and thinking of Hannibal Lecter is so very Clarice Starling of me.

I wonder what she'd say to me. She'd probably tell me to remember who I am, remember my name, remember who made me, and to keep going. May I feel like I'd make her proud one day.

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a funny thing about having a Problematic Blorbo is that you'll periodically come across a post along the lines of "um let's not forget that [Blorbo] is a bad person..." listing their various crimes, and if you have a modicum of intellectual honesty you find yourself nodding along and saying yeah it's true... but it's the greyness of their character that makes them so compelling... At the same time though you have a little Saul Goodman in your ear going "your honor in their defense: who cares like omfgggg who caresssssss like come onnnnnn"

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Celebratory drink🙌🥹🤧

MY UNI FUNDING JUST GOT APPROVED FOR MY FINAL YEARRRR🥹🥹🥹🥹🤧🤧🤧🤧🤧

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MY UNI FUNDING JUST GOT APPROVED FOR MY FINAL YEARRRR🥹🥹🥹🥹🤧🤧🤧🤧🤧

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I found a slight downside to working in mental health which oddly didn't occur to me...

You can't hide your own no matter how hard you try.

They see it, they know the inner workings, they say nothing to you about it, so when you come forward with something... They already knew. They see how hard you hold yourself together, so they make quiet steps to help you in such a way you don't even notice unless or until they point it out.

I work with incredibly emotionally intuitive and observational people. It's very helpful, very intimidating, and very reassuring.

I hope I can gain a skillset like this one day too.

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HE'S HOLDING MY HAND AFTER A THERAPY SESSION... LITERALLY 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🤧🤧🤧🤧🤧🤧🤧🤧

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biting is a love language. no i will not elaborate.

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Loki still aggressively bites for absolutely no reason sometimes.

Like just now, he was purring, I was stroking him, and then all of a sudden his body language went from 🥰 to 😡 and he bit me. No slight change to body language prior to the bite, nothing. It definitely wasn't a love bite, either, I know the difference.

I don't even fully react anymore, I just roll my eyes and let him be. Guaranteed, two seconds later he'll be purring again asking for attention.

Jekyll and Hyde, my Loki...🤣

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A wave of caffeine washes over me and carries me out to sea

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girl shocked to discover that inaction can have consequences too

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I got so stressed and upset today at work I had a cigarette. I don't even smoke.

I was onsite 2:20am to 4:22pm.

After three hours of sleep

After a 14 hour shift.

Hhhhhh

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my god, there is never any time to recover from the world