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time

I remember when I quit smoking. I suddenly had more time than I knew what to do with. ha! can you tell that was pre-children? time...what is that? anyhow...this feels a lot like when I quit smoking but instead, I've quit food. I suddenly have all this time and unlike quitting smoking, I have no desire to eat, at all. eating is more of an annoyance now. thoughts race through my head about grams of protein, carbs, hair loss due to malnutrition, my fluid intake. I mean, seriously! it's weird how different things are now. have you ever taken phentermine (aka adipex)? well, this is like that but without the jitters. I literally have to force food in when I'd rather just gulp down a bottle of water and go about my business. funny thing is, I cant gulp down my drinks anymore. sip. sip. sip. that's what they say. to be continued...