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I moved to my other tumblr @akelan, because the tumblr support didn't help or explain anything about why I got shadowbanned. Maybe I'll try again, but ehhh... I better spend time on drawing or writing, then on this.

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This blog is in the shadow ban. And the support is not in a hurry to answer me. So for now? I am hanging out in my other/old blog @akelan

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It seems my blog has been shadow banned. 🥴 I can't write replies to posts and I can't see messages. My other blog was unbanned ten days after I wrote to tech support. Let's see what happens with this blog. Last time the reason was that my VPN made my activity look suspicious. But this time I logged into my tumblr with VPN very rarely, only when I forgot to turn it off. So I don't even know… 😭

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Olly/Rugan PWP

In the cave Tags: Dubious Consent, Power Imbalance, Boss/Employee Relationship, Older Man/Younger Man, Age Difference, Mutual Masturbation, Under-negotiated Kink, Manipulation, Bad Sex

I wrote a little silly smut about Rugan and his mate Olly. Rugan is an asshole and bad at sex and everything is very toxic. So not everyone will like it. But some people might. 😅

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He has all these friendly wrinkles around his eyes! This means he must be laughing a lot. I'm sure he's laughing about a lot of funny things! Funny in his (wrinkly) eyes at least...

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Quick Gortash doodle. Let's see if Tumblr will let me get away with this one

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Magnolias as a symbol of perseverance, endurance, and purity.

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Rules: Post Your OC and then 4 Random Pictures (or more) with no explanation to convey your characters vibe.

Tagged by @loveless-nameless-graceless-two tu :3 Durge Bogdan from my AU, because of all my characters I've been thinking about him the most lately 🤪 My disgusting little blorbo 🥰

By the way, I like reading about all your OCs and I like tag games (or whatever it's called). But I know that in some cases I will spend too much time on such a game if I start doing something for it, so I don't always participate.

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"Yet, meeting him, you will delay,

Struck by besmusement in midmotion,

And pause in worshipful devotion

At beauty's sacred shrine to pray"

"Beauty" Alexander Pushkin, 1832

Dear Raphael, golden statues are certainly rich and majestic, but firstly, it don't look like you, and secondly, it's just lifeless metal pieces. So accept this gift from me. The artist put her soul (literally) into this work to embody your perfection in noble white marble.

And, what can I say in the end? Enjoy, sunshine😊, whatever you want!)

Also leave the link to my google drive, where you can download this art in original quality (don't worry, it's free) (I just crying, becose Tumblr cut the colors again😭)

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I probably won't draw this comic anytime soon because I already have other things to do. But I really wanted to draw Enver flattened under Bogdan and his huge ass. Hehehehe So I drew this part of the comic earlier. It's the next moment chronologically after the last drawing with Bogdan.

A slightly more explicit version

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Abdirak: Oh yes, dear one, your screams are so delicious. You take the scourge well. How about we try something a little more... extreme. *unfurls hand to reveal a palm full of Lego*

Elorin: S A F E W O R D

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I wrote an unnecessarily long text about my inspiration for creating Bogdan

Full text Excerpt from the text:

I created Bogdan from two parts.

The first is Russian and Tatar cultures and in particular fairy tales, or rather their similarities and differences, which have fascinated me since childhood. Tatars and Russians have been neighboring nations since ancient times, but due to the difference in cultures and lifestyles, and also because they often fought with each other, the fairy tales and legends of these nationalities sometimes have very interesting features and nuances in comparison with each other.

I wanted to make a character that looks a lot like a Russian Bogatyr (some kind of medieval superhero) and even has some of the same qualities (Bogdan is big and strong, quite cunning and not stupid), but like… you look at him through the eyes of a person from another culture, so he seems fucking creepy to you, lol.

I was especially inspired by the hero Alyosha Popovich. The youngest hero from the classic trio of Russian Bogatyrs. In fairy tales, he is a positive character, but if you look closely at the stories with him, he is actually a very... dubious character, even if you look at him from the point of view of Russian folklore. For example, he tried to fuck the wife of his older comrade, trying to convince her that her husband was dead. Like what, excuse me?!?!?! And in many ways, unlike his older comrades, he relied more on ingenuity and cunning than on physical strength. He often has a rather wicked and black sense of humor. And in some stories he even had physical flaws.

I can and probably will write a long essay about why Durge/Bogdan looks the way he does. But I'm too lazy. So here's just a quick sketch. Here he looks older than he does now in my drawings, but someday (if I don't get bored) in my AU he will grow up to look like this too. He has severe dermatitis all over his body, sometimes these spots bleed and often itch. Most of the time he just wears pants and at best also puts on boots. So, despite how tragic it is for me, he has terribly rough, calloused and dirty feet. He got the scar on his lips in childhood, when his older sister Arina "played" with him.

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The full version, in which Durge admires Gortash's magnificent bazongas

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day two of my special drawtober

trinity 🖤🤍♥️

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My favorite fic! I absolutely love and adore it! aaaAAAAaaaaa ⬇️I'm with this fic in a positive way⬇️

I finished my long fic “Annals of the House of Hope” today 🥰