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Whenever you think “omg was I annoying? Did I upset them?” Just remember, it’s not personal to you.

You could have had been the exact way you were with someone different and they would have loved you. Thought you were adorable, cute, cool, funny, charming, whatever. Just because that one person is cynical or was having a bad day, maybe they perceived you as something other than a joy. But it wasn’t YOU. It was how the other person decided to receive you that day in that moment.

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huge fan of reading and learning, but also an even bigger fan of sleeping and being unconscious.

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Zerkalo (1975)

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Ionomycin

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Arthur: Merlin, you...

Merlin: Don't say anything. I'm so stressed that I don't want to talk or see anyone right now...

Arthur: Oh, is there something I can do to help?

Merlin: Honestly, nothing you do will reduce my stress right now...

Arthur: Are you sure?

Arthur challenges with a mischievous smile.

Merlin: 🤨 Yes, why do you...

Arthur starts to slowly take off his shirt. Merlin blinks in surprise and fixes his eyes on his prince's chest, not knowing what to expect.

Arthur: On a scale of zero to ten, what's your stress level now?

Merlin blinks, coming out of his trance.

Merlin: What is stress?

Arthur laughs and moves closer to Merlin, letting his shirt fall to the floor. He places his hands on Merlin's shoulders and begins to massage them gently.

Arthur: I bet I can make you forget your problems.

Merlin tries to maintain his composure but can't resist and allows himself to be led by Arthur to the bed.

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Love Arthur as gay, love Arthur as bi/pansexual, but may I present... Arthur as fundamentally Merlinsexual: His whole life, Arthur had thought that he would marry for his kingdom. He’d never been especially interested in women, but he assumed that it was normal and, since he had to marry for Camelot anyway, that it really didn’t matter. Then Merlin kissed him, and he kissed Merlin back. And the kiss was passionate and feverish, and it spent several minutes getting more passionate and feverish before he’d been able to pull himself away. And something about it ignited the bond he’d shared with Merlin since the day he’d had Merlin imprisoned and he’d refused to back down. That spark… 

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No te preocupes, siempre llega alguien que te incluye en su horario y vida sin tantas excusas.

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Con todo el dolor de mi corazón y el alma desgarrada... me alejé de ti.

Créditos: @itextosoff

~samyo🐝

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La delgada línea entre no querer contarle nada a nadie y necesitar desahogarte. 🗣️

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Todo lo que quiero, todo lo que siempre he querido es que seas sincero, que realmente lo seas, no que me digas palabras tartamudas y esperes que entienda el mensaje oculto en tus palabras, sino que me mires a los ojos y me digas todo, aún si duele, incómoda o lastima, porque esas palabras podré sanarlas, pero tus mentiras sembrarán dudas en mi corazón y sus raíces crecerán tan profundas que ya no podre arrancarlas

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Tristezas que estaban ahí antes de que yo me diera cuenta

Tristezas

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