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always loveee seeing such variety in Dark Urge character designs... like Bhaal is always on those old dress up games making Durges...

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Enver Gortash getting cucked in 4k

help I accidentally positioned my Durge and Gale in the funniest way regarding Gortash especially bc I'm a firm "Gortash and Durge had a thing" believer lmao

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I understand why Ketheric Thorm was homophobic, his daughter was stolen away from him by a big buff winged lesbian, and he had to work with the dark urge and gortash, who were probably all over each other right in front of his salad.

Like gay people specifically targeted Ketheric Thorm.

That's why the shadow cursed lands are so dark, no light and no rainbows to remind him of the gays ruining his life.

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Some unique Dark Urges voice lines (I have spent more than an hour clicking on him to say his silly little lines)

I absolutely love how voice actor gave the Durge more deep and hoarse voice, it can be heard in compassion to his usual voice lines. I also love the lines themselves. Some are more subtle, and some are straight-up edge lord quotes, but I still love each one of them, my personal favorite being the last one.

The way he scolds himself and tells himself to "pull yourself together" is just 🤌✨️

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Okay, so I'm not finished my dark urge playthrough yet, but I need to know. What was the dark urge to enver gortash? Like my guy just casually drops that they were one of his nearest and dearest. I can't be the only one reading too far into this. Did you fuck the durge, Gortash?

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I keep thinking about Durge, who, even after defying Bhaal, is never truly free from their father's legacy.

Because yes, the Urge is gone, the cursed blood of Bhaal doesn't call to them anymore. But body remembers, even if mind doesn't. Body knows what it did, it knows what it was created for. It's instinctual, bone-deep reflexes of a person raised to be the perfect murderer. It's little twitches and how easily opponents fall: foes and former allies alike.

It's small glimpses of the past, because mind doesn't remember, but the body DOES. It's the eerie familiarity of darkest corners of Baldur's Gate, it's people recognizing Durge on the streets, people they don't remember but who remember THEM.

It's the feeling of being haunted by your own self.

It's the body of Ketheric, the bloody mess left of Orin, Gortash's lifeless frame. It's the knowledge you're the last one, what this tragic story of conquer started with you and ends with you.

It's the feeling of emptiness where bubbling joy once was, the blood on the blade what brings no feelings. It's being charming, or kind, or honest, or gentle, or honorable, but at the end of the day still being the best in the art of murder - and who are they if not Bhaal's unholy blade?

Godless and fatherless, struggling to reimagine themselves.

Especially when memories come; they never return fully, never in the whole picture. But glimpses, the shards of existence what was once theirs cut deeper than any ritual blade would.

I keep thinking about Durge weighted down by the grief of the world, guilt of the world.

Alone: without a god, a father, a sister, a partner (Gortash, bc these two were absolutely insane for each other).

Alone and with whole life ahead; lost and confused and with hands bloodied.

Hero, people call them. They don't feel like a hero.

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The absolute chokehold this scene has on me.

Orin transforming into Dark urge to mock him, the voice actor absolutely nailed it, and i just love this dynamic and story so much, couldn't help myself, but make half-baked edit

(It would be more logical to post such edits on tiktok, but whatever)

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I'm baffled, that I couldn't find anyone doing this

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It’s insane how much “Mr. Date… I loved him…” can change you as a person. INSANE. You go through Side Ryuki and you’re like “lol Ryuki is a little gay for Date that’s funny” and then they hit you with the “HE IS CANONICALLY TEXTUALLY IN LOVE WITH HIM AND HIS APPARENT DEATH IS WHY HE BROKE DOWN OVER THE LAST 6 YEARS” and y. you just. you.

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“mr date… i loved him…”

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the aini experience is like

1. 'haha ryukis gay for date'

2. 'lol wow ryukis REALLY gay for date'

3. 'ryuki gay for date ??'

4.

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also this line got me fucked up bc i know everyone’s all like “haha yea ryuki loves date” but like damn they really let him say it with his whole chest

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motherfuckers will watch ryuki be obsessed with date and dates opinion of him and hear him say out loud with his mouth that he loves him and jump in front of a bullet for him and b like 'hmm are these platonic feelings? no way to tell'

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old art part 2. now with more emissaries

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Pathologic Classic HD Reviews

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I'm wheezing

One thing I enjoy about the announcement of Dragon Age: Dreadwolf is that Dragon Age 2 remains the weird unfortunate bastard child mistake. Dragon Age: Origins, Dragon Age: Inquisition, Dragon Age: Dreadwolf, Dragon Age ……. 2. It feels right. Like these fuckers, this group of disaster bisexuals, you do not get a cool name. You didn’t earn one. Fenris never cleaned up his dead bodies. Hawke won’t stop flirting with everyone and everything. The city guard is looking into creating an HR department just because of Aveline. You shame us. Go stand in the corner.

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