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To invest in people and delve into their minds and souls is to wander through a garden of infinite wonder, where each heart blooms with its own secret fragrance. Yet, within this vast and enchanting realm, we must tread with grace, mindful of how precious our time is. We weave our connections with care, nurturing only those threads that resonate deeply and shine with mutual respect. For in the delicate dance of relationships, it is not in the pursuit of shadows, but in the embrace of genuine light that we find the true magic of our shared journey.

— ع'

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i too have concepts of a plan

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ghosts: continue screaming in hungarian

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hey maybe if I perform music under my mother's slavic name the ghosts of my dead ancestors will stop haunting me

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Writing dionysus as this guy with bleached hair who owns one pair of socks, emotionally unloads at a food truck guy after a night of clubbing, and gets immediately parasocial with a rock star after hearing 1 song is god-tier characterization

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oh my God I am still here

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opening my first brokerage account while listening to tyler, the creator is an imperatrix mood.

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Bart Heijlen ~ Eros and Thanatos

[Oil on wood, 57x70cm]

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damnit I clicked on an ad for a cool cake and it was pxrn. I just wanted to see pics of cool rainbow cakes and pretty frosting.

my sexual fantasies are far too fucked up for the Internet to serve me in any way. I prefer personally crafted psychological weapons of mass destruction.

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Victorian pendant in neo-Egyptian style with protective esoteric abracadabra text; on the reverse, ‘De vos mains grossières, Parmi des poussières, Écrivez, sorcières : Abracadabra’/‘Witches with your raugh hands, write in the dust : Abracadabra”, from Victor Hugo’s ‘Odes et ballades 14; the pendant also includes a double-headed bird and winged scarabs, ancient Egyptian symbols of Re and rebirth. (adin.be)

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my old teacher has made a reddit account and is about to stalk r/thelema and probably argue with idiots and then delete her account in frustration.

psa: most good magicians are not writing too prolifically on the internet.

this is just my shit post blog.

whether or not I am a good magician is actively debatable.

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we're fine we're fine everything's fine hahahah

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instead of living in some pre-nazi germany version of america, can we all agree to transform into an alexandria-like bastion of education, magic, and sex?

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”Men think about the Roman Empire” “What’s the female version of the Roman Empire” SHUT UPPPPP. SHUT THE FUCK UPPPPPP. AS A WOMAN I LOVE THE ROMAN EMPIRE. AS A WOMAN I LOVE ANCIENT HISTORY AND BATTLES AND POLITICAL INSTABILITY. THE “GIRL VERSION OF THE ROMAN EMPIRE” IS THE ROMAN EMPIRE. IM GOING TO STAB YOU 23 TIMES

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i hope aleister crowley has reincarnated into lil nas x

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also I wish goldfrapp did the entire soundtrack

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saltburn reminded me a lot of some people I know and situations I've been in and perfectly captured the vapidness of rich people doing nothing. I couldn't get that out of my head because that's how I related to it.

I wanted more of Oliver's coming out story because I wanted to relate to him as the main character, but by the end of the movie I couldn't relate to him at all.