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Another day. another slay. But seriously. I really need my taxes to get here. I can't believe it's the end of May and I'm still waiting. I mean honestly, I think I would have rather get them now than back in February. Hot girl summer. Ahhh. Lemme drive the boat. But today, May 21st. This is my youngest babies birthday. She's already 5. Christ 5 years ago. I wouldn't even recognize that girl. I was being ran by emotions at the behest of a abusive asshole of a man, no. Boy, who's still on his mother's tit. He gave me two beautiful little girls. That's all. But he then sent me away with crippling depression, and 7 bleeding ulcers. I hate him. But today isn't about him. Today is miss Lilyana Rachelle's day. She has the most beautiful big blue eyes and all of my heart. Lily baby momma loves you so much. I promise I will spend the rest of my life trying to show you that! #momma #birthday #baby #lily #lilyana #myheart #baltimore #may #saturday #weekendvibes

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Hi Tumblr. I'm typing this as I lay in bed at 6:52pm on a Friday in "The best City in America"(what a joke) Baltimore MD. My life is pretty boring to be in the best City in America. And quite honestly, the only thing it's best at, is the availability of anything you could ever want just steps away. That's probably where I'll be heading shortly, not because I think getting h!gh is cool or fun or an in thing to do. But because even if but for a brief moment, I get to escape out the reality of what is right in front of me. Not my physical. I have a unbelievable good looking partner who loves me no matter what. We live in a shit basement with psycho landlords above us, but it's decorative in our own weird way, and the two cats seem to enjoy it. But I can escape from the prison that is my mind. Even the small window some of the "candy" that is available, I'll take it. I've been doing this for years and I've only ever stuck to two particular options. Can you guess? I'll give you a hint. If you were a hair metal band in the 1980s it was your favorite. River Phenix. Nikki Sixx. Let me say this. If the drgggs that I prefer were movies one would be Jonny Depp's Blow and the other Denzel Washington's American Gangster. Okay well that seems to be enough for now. Time to get dressed, grab some cash from the ATM and off to see my favorite d0pe boi

Xoxo #baltimore #hellofromthegutter #moneywellspent #maryland #seasonvet #iknowimnotalone #whatsyourfavoritemusic #letsbefriends #besadwithme #letsbehappytogether

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"Race for the lord"

Farrah Fawcett on the set of The Six Million Dollar Man, 1974